Chapter 4

~Sidney's POV

It was one of those moments of pure awkwardness, or it was those moments. As soon as I got that thought I stood up. It's not every day you fall on top of your I guess you can call a crush. Great. The last thing I need is another boyfriend, but the weird thing is after all the boyfriends I had Kevin is the only one to make me feel like this. I'm not exactly sure what this is, but it makes me feel happy, and I get knots in my stomach. What is this feeling?

"I found your jacket." I say handing him a jacket.

"I already have a jacket on." He says sitting on the couch grabbing the remote. He is so stubborn! I grab the remote from his hand, but I know he isn't really going to watch TV all day. He seems too smart for that.

"But I want to go outside." I whine handing him the jacket. I want to play in the snow so badly. I loved snow a lot. I would play in the snow all day.

"Don't you want to wait till the snow sticks to the ground?" He said going towards the windowsill. Of course I want the snow to stick, but I'm too impatient to wait.

"Fine we'll wait, but what about school? I mean wont your mother find out and take us to school?" I ask sitting next to him. He, he I'm sitting next to him. This thought makes me blush a little, but that's okay I blush a lot when I'm around him. It was the knots in my stomach that bothered me.

"Yes, but until then we have free time. Just don't mess up anything. My mom will freak out if you break her stuff." I got up and looked around looking at all the pictures on the wall and then I found a whole bunch of baby pictures. It was of Kevin when he was a toddler.

"Awwwww, are these of you?" I asked taking one of the pictures off the collage. He was so cute! In his little glasses! (A/N FYI Kieran Colton (Kevin) didn't really have glasses. I just made that up.)

"Yeah, and my mom says those were the days before my dad died. After that everyone was in this great depression while I had no idea what was going on." Kevin said walking up next to me. This made me sad. I didn't mean to cause that memory.

"Oh, I'm so sorry." I say putting the picture back and sitting back on the couch. He closely followed behind taking a long look at the picture.

"No its okay, really, It's actually my mom's memory." He said before turning around and sitting next to me on the couch. There was this big silence before Kevin's mom burst through the door.

"Kevin why aren't you at… oh hello, are you making him skip school." She said looking at me. I didn't know how to respond all I could come up with was "no, no you don't understand." Then Kevin helped me explain to his mother what happened.

"Uh, her ex-boyfriend started chasing us, BUT it was my fault because I'm the reason he got mad. And how I managed to get him mad was to keep him away from her because he well I guess was taking it a little too far." His mother looked at both of us for a minute and nodded her head.

"Okay just get in the car. Both of you get in the car." We ran to the car like little kids laughing and giggling. We got in the car buckled up and went to school. The school day was long and boring, and I had no classes with Kevin, but that's okay. The only thing I could think about was Kevin.

At the end of the day I got my things ready to go home when Kevin shows up. "The teachers want me to tutor since there too busy, is that okay?" I couldn't think I remember earlier today I told my best friend Mindy that I really liked Kevin. The thought only got worse when she came around the hall and winked. I blushed a little and started to pay attention to Kevin.

"Yeah that sounds great why you need my permission?" it's only a little bit till the bus leaves so I hope he has a plan.

"Well I wanted to do something with you, but since I have after school reading tutoring I can't. By the way I'm the tutor." I laughed or giggled or whatever you call that small ridiculous laugh.

"Well I could wait till your done teaching kids I mean there are chairs right outside of the class room. I would wait for you to get out?" I offered sitting down he smiled and sat next to me waiting. After a little bit the student who needed to be tutored finally came. I saw him go into some weird daydreaming thing so I tried to wake him up or whatever.

"Is that your boyfriend?" He asked giving me that look, and we all know that's the I-want-you-to-be-mine look.

"Umm…" I grew red and embarrassed and finally he awoke, and it seemed that he heard and saw what happened.

"Get off of her, come one let's get through this." He said grabbing him by the arm and dragging him into the class room. This made me feel really happy for some reason. It was so romantic like seriously. I literally never felt this way before. I took out my drawing book and flipped through the pages.

They all looked sad and broken hearted. These drawings explained my life, and everything in between. My happiness slowly faded as I flipped through the pages, and I flipped faster and faster as I got more and more mad.

"You ready to go?" I stopped and he saw how flustered I am. I relaxed and smiled and totally forgot what I was mad about.

"Yeah definitely!" I exclaimed jumping up and walking. "Is your mom picking us up or something?" I asked stopping and he just smiled and shook his head and lead me on.

"Nope we're walking home." He said and I smiled following his lead as he lead me on. "Or do you want to take the bus? If we take the bus we're going to have to wait." I just nodded and sat down at the bus station. I patted on the seat demanding him to sit down.

"So what did you want to do?" I asked looking at him and he didn't look back he just kept looking forward waiting for the bus.

"Well I just wanted to hang out." He said finally looking at me. We stared at each other for a little before we suddenly started holding hands. We started looking forward again waiting for the bus. We didn't talk so I just stated leaning putting my head on his shoulder and we waited.