Mental Torture
She left us all crying
Left us in the dark
As if we didn't matter
She left
She came back
She left again
She came back again
Left once more
And came back once more
I couldn't bare the tears of my family any longer
I began to hide
Whether she was there or not
It had become a habit
I was a mommy's girl,
But after that, how could I continue?
I get yelled at for no reason
I feel attacked
Why can't any of you be satisfied?!
Why is nothing I do good enough?!
What will it take?
To not feel like an outcast in the family?
To not feel like the burden in the house?
To no feel like the bad daughter?
How loud do I need to scream,
For you to listen?!
How many tears do I need to cry,
For you to hear me out?!
But it doesn't matter, you'll deny it all
This feeling of self-corruption…
This feeling of guilt…
This feeling of sadness…
Its mental torture
The day she left
Was the day
Everything came crashing
Down