Rage and Grace: Chapter IV: Bring me to life
I got a
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Handful of anger, held in my chest
And everything's left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
(But hate everyone else's more)
I was more than just slightly nervous. On my way out of town I threw on my gray Joe Satriani shirt threw on my 'cool' jeans and threw on some body spray before I left in my reliable Acura Integra LS. I was blue and rusty but I'd put a CD player in. Yep, I Still rock a CD player. I was planning on getting an Mp3 player next month if sales were good but until then I listened to my Satriani strictly on CD. I was listening to Satch because it helped keep me calm. Many of his songs were comforting. I managed to make better time than I expected so I called ahead.
"Hello? Embry?" Cindy asked.
"Oh, hi ms. Johnson... I've arrived early... do you want me to come in?"
"Please call me Cindy, and yes it's fine, I'll buzz you in, my room is 809." 809 I repeated to myself.
"I look forward to meeting you." she said with a giggle.
"Okay, see you soon." I walked to the door guitar in hand and was buzzed in. I took the elevator up eight floors quickly realizing how nice this place was. This place probably costs a month as much as everything I own. I walked up to her door even more nervous than I walked in the door. Look at this place. I don't have the money to walk in here. I breathed in and our slowly before making my way to the door stopping. Part of me wanted to make a run for the door and leave. I stood in front of that door for what seemed like eternity, but it was really only twenty seconds before forcing myself to knock. The door opened a couple seconds later. My God she's even hotter than her picture.
She was wearing a black sundress with heels and. I tried not to stare but failed. She seemed entertained by that.
"Wow... you're bigger than I imagined." she said with a smirk."
"You're hotter than I imagined." I said under my breath.
"What was that?" she asked smiling. She knew exactly what I said.
"Nothing..." I said.
"Do you want to come in?" she asked. I nodded. Trying to be polite... it was my greatest fault it seemed I was polite to a fault, it's why I sometimes believe I haven't fucked Leah.
"I would love to thank you." I said politely.
"Would you like anything?" she asked reaching in to the fridge.
"I'm fine."
"Are you sure?"
"Thank you very much, but I'm fine." I said. I put the guitar down on the ground still not assuming to sit. She turned back to me with a glass of water I assumed in her hand. She looked me over and laughed.
"You don't have to be stiff... I'm not going to attack you, make yourself comfortable." I smiled and nodded but didn't move.
"Wow... it's hard to believe you're the same person as in the video. You don't need to be afraid of me. I'm not going to bite... unless you're in to that kind of thing." Am I sweating? I asked myself. Cindy Sighed.
"So, do you want to fuck or not?" she asked as plain as is if I wanted anything.
"You're very... hot... but umm.."
"You're taken?" she asked sadly.
"No... I'm not... I'm just... it's... complicated."
"How?" she asked as she sat down on a chair at the table. She pointed to the chair across from her. I sat down.
"Well I'll start to explain... I'm not really experienced... I've had a crush on this same girl for a very long time..." Much longer than you know.
"And well... we're really close friends but I'm too afraid to lose it... but she keeps dating dirt bags... and I don't know what to do. Let me be straight, Cindy you're gorgeous... but... I don't want to hurt you... and I don't want to get hurt either."
"No one needs to get hurt, we can just fuck." how great does that sound? I thought to myself.
"I'm afraid I won't meet your hopes and desires... I'm a virgin... Hell I've never even kissed a girl." I answered truthfully.
"We can change that." she added.
"I'd much rather get to know you." I answered truthfully. I wasn't comfortable with her.
"Okay... it's a start. Well I'm from Wyoming originally. My dad is a lawyer and my mom is a Doctor... so as you can guess I have a bit of money... but I paid for everything here with my own cash... I'm a model." You sure look like it.
"Right... and I don't know too many people in Seattle since I just moved here so I was hoping to take up Guitar... I was in choir in High school and I wanted to start playing, I was kind of hoping you could help me... and I think I can help you."
"How?" I asked honestly.
"Does Leah know you're here?" She asked. I thought it was an odd question.
"Well yeah." I answered not knowing where these questions were going.
"How did she react to that?"
"When she saw your picture she got really mad and when I told her I was delivering the guitar she stormed out angrily." I said kind of sad.
"Perfect!" She exclaimed.
"Perfect how? She's mad at me."
"No... she's jealous... I'm going to help you get her."
"How?" I asked interested.
"I'm going to teach you a couple things... how to dance... how to talk to her... and how to make her want you... but first." she said before I saw movement on the other side of the table. Then I felt her bare foot on the inside of my left calf. The only reason I didn't get up right away is I wanted to know how she was going to help me get Leah.
"What are you doing?" I asked. She rolled her eyes.
"Most guys I know would be across the table by now... anyway... She is going to want you... but you can't just let her have you... you have to be able to resist her." she said as her foot slid up to my knee.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because if she flirts with you and you give in right away she'll know she has you... and she can go out with Jay and keep you on a leash." her foot slid up my thigh.
"So resist her... that shouldn't be so hard, right? Do we have to do this?" I asked starting to sweat. Her toes slid between my legs touching my dick immediately making me hard.
"I can see it will take many sessions."
"I don't think so... I'm strong." I said still unsure. Cindy rolled her eyes and pushed her chair back and walked around the table to me.
"You don't stand a chance against her." she said before sitting across my lap.
"This is all it'd take and you'd be putty in her hands... if you want her you need to be able to resist her. You can barely resist me right now, and you haven't wanted to jump my bones for a long time." She's right. I realized.
"So what do you propose?" I asked.
"Simple..." she said sliding a leg on either side of me so she was facing me sitting on my lap. She leaned in and breathed gently in to my ear.
"You give me music lessons... and I play with you..."
"Play with me?" I asked. She laughed quietly and kissed right under my ear. Then softly bit my ear.
"Yes..." she whispered running her fingers down my neck carefully. I quickly realized I was extremely hard and she was sitting right on top of my cock. She slid off my lap to a chair next to me. I realized my face was on fire. She kept talking to in my ear.
"Now... do you want my help?" she asked kissing my ear and under my jaw. Her fingers sliding across my shoulders.
"Yes." I nearly moaned. She almost stopped immediately.
"No... the answer is no... you need to remain in control." she said slightly disappointed. I nodded.
"I'm sorry." she shrugged her shoulders.
"It's not your fault... You just don't know... it seems we'll need some time to work on this." she said grinning devilishly. Her fingers slid under my shirt as she traced my abs with her finger nails. She started to make circles around my chest with her hand while her other hand played with my hair.
"Now there is an obvious problem here that must be resolved." What could possibly be wrong? Damn it there is always something. Her eye line moved down to my tented pants. It was actually painful by now.
"It looks like something I need to take care of." She said devilishly. Her hand slid down my stomach and over my pants to the tent in my jeans. She touched it gently at first then started rubbing it through my pants. Her fingers grazed my balls and I stopped myself from making a noise of approval. Cindy must of sensed it because she was smiling.
"Good you're learning. Her fingers deftly unbuttoned and unzipped my pants. She reached in them playing with me over my boxers. Damn it why did I wear boxers? I thought. She pulled forcefully and my pants were now around my ankles leaving my tented boxers the only thing between her hand and my cock.
"You're big... but not too big... oh your tool is going to be so nice to play with." she said as if talking to herself.
"I can't wait to get my lips around that big cock of yours... but not today." she said looking me in the eye. She slipped her fingers under my waistband and flirted with my pubic hair every pass coming a bit closer to my cock. Once her hand finally enveloped my cock I couldn't resist letting a groan go. She laughed.
"Though I want you to learn to resist the compliment is very nice." she slowly slid her hand up and down my cock under my boxers. Slowly at first. But then she stopped. I'd never wanted to fuck so much in my entire life. I was nearly insane... I considered grabbing her and throwing her on the table right now and fucking her. No... maybe she doesn't want sex... just don't. I thought politely. Her fingers wrapped around my waistband and pulled it down until my balls and cock were hanging out.
"Embry... I want to lick you cock so much... and swallow it... I want it all I want to try and take it all in my mouth then swallow your cum... Damn I want it... but patience... patience." she said taunting me. Her small hand wrapped around my big cock and started to pump it slowly. Then her other hand moved to my balls and started to massage them... then she sped up slowly at first but As she felt me getting more anxious she started pumping faster. I'd never felt this before... and it was amazing... I was out of my mind as she kept building me up and slowing down, grinning mischievously at me.
"Have you have jerked off?" she asked me finally. I shook my head. She smiled even bigger.
"Then you're in for a hell of an experience she said before pumping me quickly... my thoughts became incoherent.
"Oh... god... Cindy..." I said before starting to buck my hips in to the air holding on to the kitchen table for dear life...
"Beg for me to let you off." She demanded. I complied more than willingly.
"God... Cindy... Finish me..." I said. She pumped hard and I nearly screamed as I felt my release. Her fingers continued moving until I pumped out all the cum I had in me. I groaned and realized my head was hanging backwards over the chair... I was short of breath... I was in the best shape of my life and I was trying to catch my breath. I looked down realizing I made a mess, on her table and over my exposed stomach. She leaned down and licked my abs clean of my own cum and wiped it off the table before walking over to wash her hands... My God... I heard water running but my eyes were closed and my hands over my face.
"That... w...was... a... ha...mazing" I breathed heavily. I said turning to her. She had a huge smile on.
"That was nothing... You should see me without my clothes on." she teased.
"Oh god I want to...and I want to..." I said before realizing I was talking out loud. She turned around and leaned against the counter smiling.
"Want to what?" I blushed.
"Come on, I just jerked you off and licked your cum off your abs, tell me." I blushed more as she explained.
"I... I want... to... to... to... fuck you..." She smiled.
"You're cute... make no mistake... It'll happen eventually... and by the time it does you'll be making me cry... but not today... not even soon... You've got a lot to learn." she said smiling as she tossed a dish rag in a laundry basket. My mind was still blown. I was still trying to regain my bearings...
"Did that really just happen." She was grinning.
"Yeah that just happened." I was still short of breath.
"So... are you going to put it back in your pants or just let it hang out there." She asked me laughing. I blushed and pulled my pants back up. She smiled at me again.
"Yep I think this is the beginning of a mutually beneficial arrangement."
So there you go. I hope you enjoyed it, as always please tell me what you think. Thanks for reading ~Ed the Undead/Wolves on Parade.