Hi Guys! (I feel weird calling all of you "guys" if you think of any names you wanna be called please let me know) This chapter is soooo late and I ma soooo sorry I have been really busy! But Oh my god I have readers from places like all the way in Australia that's soooo cool! OK shuting up now here's my next chapter. (WARNING: THIS CHAPTER MAY TRIGGER MANY FEELS)
Tobias POV:
I Find Cristina in her office filling out files, giving orders to people, and answering the questions of some worker. She's in work mode. When I walk in she stops what shes doing and looks up at my face and into my eyes, she switches to supportive best friend mode.
"You saw them didn't you?" she asks.
I nod slowly still to stunned to speak.
"When the complication with their adoption was called to my attention, I saw their metical placement and I knew I had to meet them and try to sort it all out. When I saw them I..I...just couldn't. I was going to tell you but it got so busy here I haven't had a break all day, so many kids coming in and so little space. We need to move as many as possible. Right now even moving 2 kids could help. Which is why we need to move them fast!"
"I'll be right back" I say "I need some air"
Yeah, Ok I should get back to work anyways"
I walk away quickly and before I know it I'm on the roof of the transfer center.
"What am I gonna do?" I say out loud I realized a long time ago that it helps me think better if I say things out loud."I'm can't just leave them here,and not just because they look like her but because of all they have been through, but I can't take them. If I take them I become their father and I can't be a father I might just turn into Marcus and if that happens I don't now how I would live with myself."
"Now that is the most rediculus thing that I have ever heard." It as a voice I hadn't heard in 7 years. It was her voice. I freeze. "Impossible" I say. I turn around slowly, and I see Tris there still in the same cloths she wore the last time I saw her. You could still see the whole in her clothes were the bullet went through her. Her figure ghost like.
"Tris. Is that really you"
"Yes its me"
"What? How are you here? Are you still..." My mind racing with questions.
"Listen I don't have a lot of time here but I had to come see you. I had to tell you to take these girls. Take them in and be there father, help them, teach them, teach Madison how to become a government official, show Emma what a loving parent is."
"Tris I cant be these girls father. What if I turn out just like Marcus?"
"Tobias Eaton you look at me right now." I do. " You are nothing and I repeat nothing like Marcus that man was selfish, cruel and incapable of loving. You are. You are selfless, honest, brave,smart, and kind. You are the most amazing person I have ever met and I know you can help these kids." I nod tears slipping from my eyes. Then I notice that she is starting to fade.
"Tris what's happening?" I ask.
"I'm being pulled back. Listen Tobias, take these girls and love them as much as you love me. Take these girls and teach them to love. It may be though but you have to be strong. Promise me you will be strong for these girls."
"I promise." She looks me in the eyes tears forming in hers and mine.
"I never wanted to leave you and I never did I am still always right here" She places a hand over my heart. " You know that right?"
"Yes I do."
"I love you Tobias."
"I love you too Tris." Then she kisses me softly on the lips. The kiss is soft and sweet and perfect. It's what a last kiss should be. When she pulls away I pull her into a hug. I hold her tight like if I hold her tight enough I won't loose her.
"Be brave Tobias." I hear her whisper. And just like that the rest of her fades and I am left alone on the roof. I stay there and replay what just happened in my head. I stay on the roof and think of what to do next. I know what to do.
Hey! So I cried while writing this. SO MANY FEELS! Yeah I'm really late I know I'm sorry! I'll try to update more. I promise! Ok please please please review this chapter. I love hearing what you guys think of my writing.
XX FanFicwriter3096
