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I went back home nervous because after I was a baby I didn't do dresses. Alice went to the backyard to see if everything was ready to welcome the guests. Nobody else but me was home. I walked through the halls of my home and then looked at myself in the mirror next to the door of my room. I had my little tiara, my perfume, my flats, everything but one thing was missing. My face turned to a frown, I didn't look so happy. My eyes got low, and I started to fake a smile. Why? Because Dad was suddenly next to me, he putted his hand on my shoulder and smiled. "Nessie you look absolutely beautiful." I took a turn to see him face to face. I was still faking a smile.

"Thanks Dad. You look great too" I said as I looked as his tux. I wasn't lying, he did look good, but he knew me too well. He knew what was happening. I started to think of the party, you know, fake thoughts of excitement. But even though my head said one thing my heart always said another. And as his daughter a close friend since I was born, he could somehow read my heart. He hugged me and said:

"Oh, Nessie. I'm worried about Jacob too but in another way"

"How?"

"Because one day, even if it's not him; you'll leave the house. "

"I know Dad" we let go of the embrace

"Nessie, don't worry I bet Jacob's fine. When did he tell you he would be back?"

"I don't remember"

"Well then, you know he wouldn't miss this for the world."

"I know but what if something bad happened to him?"

"Then, you would feel it in your heart."

Dad was right, Jake and I have been best friends since forever, I'm his imprint and he is my imprinter. I took a deep breath and smiled again, but this time I was happy except I still wished Jake would've been there. I walked with Dad to the living room and sat on the couch. We talked there for a while. He calmed me down and for the first time, Dad and I shared memories of my childhood until then. Mom came from the backyard with her casual clothes; went to her room and back, she walked towards us and our jaws dropped. Mom was in a purple knee-long dress and with the straps around her neck; a white mini jacket and platinum sandals. She wore her favorite perfume, (I know it because I wear her perfume all the time; I had it in my room that morning) our perfume smelled like a berry cocktail. Literally, it didn't have any extracts flowers or other fruits. She smiled and hugged me.

"You look so beautiful, darling" she said as I got up. My Dad was still amazed by my Mom's long hidden side of her beauty. But for me she always looked beautiful.

"Same thing to you, Mom, I've never seen you this way"

"Me neither, and to you too, since you were a baby you didn't like dresses much."

Dad got up and holded my Mom's hand. They looked at each other with love, like always. But somehow as they had a gaze on each other, I thought, that maybe I wished that one day I would have the love that would triumph over everything and everyone, like my Mom's and Dad's love. Or like the ones on soap operas and stuff. But the real deal, is that I wanted love, love in return from my best friend and that it would be stronger than anything. I left them alone when I hear Dad saying romantic words to her. I walked to the backyard and almost saw what the decoration was but Alice took me by the hand surprisingly and that's how the ceremony started. The guest already arrived and we did the ceremony of the ring, the shoe and then the real party started.