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SHIZUOS' POV:

What the hell Celty? You put me through a cliffhanger. This is not how you drop a bomb you know by just saying that "oh! I think he likes you." And then leave so that you don't have to answer my questions. Before I could even say something too her she left.

The moment she said that sentence to me I felt like I just entered an alternate universe where Orihara Izaya falls in love… with… me?

Hewajima Shizuo of all people? The one who is always running after him to kill him? A monster that can't even control himself? Why? He can get anyone… and I mean it… anyone. No doubt that he is really hot and all… wait! What am I thinking? Did I just think that Orihara Izaya is hot. I think the nightmare actually got to my brain cells and got them dead… fuck this shit. Celty I thought that you were going to help me. You helped me through my nightmare and instilled a new one already. The one in which that pest loves me.

I think she was joking. She really was joking. Because that is actually impossible. Yes! I am Hewajima Shizuo and I hate Izaya. I think I need to slap myself. SMACK! Phew that felt good. Very well now where was I? Oh yeah! "IZZZAAAAAYAAAAAAAAAA!" That felt good.

Psshhh what was I thinking? Actually falling in love with that cunning face. Wait- what did I say again… 'falling in love with Izayas'face?' okay, its official. I have lost my mind and I should contact Tom-san to tell him that he should arrange for a new bodyguard because I am signing myself in the mental hospital… I took out a cigarette and light it up again. One deep breath was all I needed to take all these thoughts away. The rain got cold and the droplets one by one fell onto my face. I love the rain. It always calms me down. It has for the past 14 years.

I move from alley to alley making my way towards my house when the same old black locks caught my attention. I was really pissed off at him and right now wanted to punch him really bad to take my revenge on making me think about the impossible. I start stomping towards that dark alley, as I near it I notice that he isn't wearing his usual black pants and shirt along with that old fur coat. In fact, he had his hair neatly combed and gelled and two pink pins on his left side making a cross. For his clothing he had a light pink shirt which exposed his shoulders with two thin black straps hanging loosely from his frame. The shirt was short. Above his hips but not too short to actually expose his skin. Beneath he wore tight black pants and a pair of zipper tight long boots with a heel.

He actually looks delicious. A bit too delicious. He is also wearing gloss. His lips… I want to do some bad stuff to them. How they would look when they bleed. A small stream of blood trickling down them onto his neck and then reaching his feeble frame. The redo of his blood matching the crimson of his eyes. WAIT! WHAT AM I THINKING? [PUNCH] this time I punch myself to snap out of it. Then all of a sudden a thought made its way into my mind. 'Why is he here dressed up like this? What if something is to happen to him? What if….' Before I could complete my sentence a black car stopped and a man got out. He was wearing a tux. He grabbed Izaya by his beautiful itty bitty waist and took him into one passionate kiss. Izayas' eyes shut tight and he was blushing.

My hands formed fists. I looked at them," what is wrong with me?" I said a mere whisper. Usually whenever I saw that flea I would crush it on sight... and right now I actually can... he is vulnerable... but why have my legs froze... why does my heart burn and ache... and most of all who is this man who is holding him like that and kissing him so passionately? Is he his boyfriend? I stood there shocked. The shock was so immense that I could not even make myself move away.

IZAYAS' POV:

This mans' mouth tasted like shit. Stop it already before I cut him open with this knife. But I need to make this fee real or else I won't get the information I need. The shit I have to go through everyday to give and take information. I know how to make this real.

I open my eyes and saw that it was not that filthy man who was holding me rather shizu-chan. I was in his muscular arms. The arms I long for. The touch I crave more than anything. The lips I want to touch. The eyes in which lies my entire world. Oh how he would understand the intensity of the love I have for him. As soon as the sensations sink in my disgust changes into a blush, a need and a want. I want shizu-chan so badly. I can feel the taste of the tobacco in my mouth. The cigarette he just smoked. I move my tongue in the same rhythm as his. A moan leaves my mouth "shizu."

That man moves away and I come back to my senses. I wipe his dirty saliva from my lips. Not mine the lips which are a property of shizu-chan only. If only he could see how much I love him. Which he won' because he hates me. And here I can kiss anyone thinking that he is shizu-chan. I am the worst. If it were not for my job I won't even go near anyone and lock myself away so that only shizu-chan would see and touch me.

The man hands over a file to me and I take it. I give him my piece of information. Basically he wants to know about the slasher. I tell him that and he pays me. 10,000 yen just for a stupid name. this is the good part of being an informant. Then when he is about to leave. He takes me in for another heated moment of kiss of his. My instant reflex pushes him away but he is way too much muscular for me. I stop resisting and give in.

He abused my lips for a good 30 minutes when I was about to pass out. With that he left. I looked at my front. Thanking God it was finally over when I saw that in front of me stood the man of my dreams. The only one I never wanted should know this. Yes that's right Hewajima Shizuo was standing in front of me when I was not what I am.

"What am I going to do?" I whispered to myself as my heart throbbed as if it would burst out of my heart and tears welling up in my eyes. My vision getting blurred and I started shivering as I saw that Shizuo was coming right this way. I thought I would run but my legs gave in and I fell onto my knees on the road. Ai looked at the floor as a tear fell on it. Then I saw a shadow. I looked up. It was Shizuo right in front of me only some centimeters away. "What will I do?" I whispered.


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