Disclaimer: All Characters from The Cain Saga and Godchild belong to Kaori Yuki. I only own my O.C.s-Cassandra and Aurora Hargreaves.
Forever
There are things that I sometimes can't talk about, but you know what I want to say even before I can admit it to myself. But there is one thing I know...you know me better than I know myself.
Because when I see you, I know that you are someone else...maybe an angel, sent to me instead of the little sister that I know. Because you are special...maybe even more than you realize.
Aurora, you are pure, something that I can't bring myself to touch or soil, but this love that I have for you is wrong...yet I can't help the way I feel, because I can't let you go.
Forever...is something that I can't promise you, but the only thing I can promise you is my heart...if you can accept me as I am. What am I saying? I don't think that you even will, but you can't blame me for trying, right?
But, it surprised me when you said you loved me. I didn't expect someone as pure as you to love someone as me in this way, because I thought that I didn't deserve it.
Forever, is something that I think about sometimes.
Yet I wonder what "forever" means to you.
But, I don't want to ask, for the fear of your answer.
But forever is something that I cannot promise you
Though I want to keep you safe for eternity, because it is as simple as that, I can't always promise that I will be there, because you know me as the poison that tainted your soul
Yet I ask myself, can I promise you forever?
But I can't answer that, because I know that I will fail you if I even said yes, since forever is fleeting, like you a pure angel that slips through my grasp.
Forever is where everyone is, yet when you're with me, forever is cut short...and I want you to be happy Aurora, even when I'm not there, but I know that it isn't possible, because you love me, you always will, and I know that for a fact
Yet, can I promise you forever?