CHAPTER 4

Alex's face was red. He didn't think Izzie would ever do that. He was wrong. He looked at her and walked out the door. The door slammed shut and Izzie was destined to cry once again. She put the rest of the new mixed batter into the oven.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The next week~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Izzie hasn't spoken to Meredith for a week. She knew Mer would be pissed for a while. People make mistakes. Izzie told her self this over and over again, but to Izzie, Derek wasn't a mistake. She clearly knew she was falling for his perfect black hair and his blue eyes. She could feel herself wanting him more and more as the days passed. Every time he turned a corner and his eyes met hers. She stopped.

She had this picture of them in her head. His arms around hers holding her tightly. His lips pressed against hers. Her tong holding onto his. His warm hands running down her body as they move together. Her moaning, the backboard hitting the wall. She gripped the bed trying to get a hold of it and suddenly she was about to...

"Izzie!" Dr. Bailey said very stern

"Would you quit day dreaming and go to ."

"What? Why?"

"Because that's who I assigned you to. Now move!"

"That shouldn't be a problem." muttered Meredith.

Izzie tried to glare at her, but she couldn't. She knew she hurt her. Izzie walked to Derek. Took a deep breath in and said..

"Uh, hi."

"Oh hey. Your on my service? Excellent!" He gave her that McDreamy stair, making her heart stop.

"What are we doing today?"

"We can do whatever you like." Smirking, Derek said.

"I prefer surgical skills then you know."

"I sure do know. We don't have a case today. I just wanted a reason to talk to you."

"I'm a surgeon. I work on people. I don't socialize with attendings."

"Sure you do. You did quite a few times last week."

"Okay fine I did but.." Derek cut her off.

He took her hand and pulled her into the nearest on call room. Grabbing her hips and pulling her closer. His lips touched hers. His tong moved around her mouth. She opened her eyes and then shut them. Letting her body and mouth do what ever they destined to do. He pulled her away and said..

"I plan to do this more often and not just in the on call room.

He left her there with her shirt half on and a smile. Izzie could tell she just fell for him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Later on at home~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Meredith stormed in the door. She turned to Izzie; who was in the kitchen; and just stared. Izzie said...

"What? What Meredith. If your going to yell and scream just do it. Don't stand there and look at me like I did something wrong. Don't make me the only bad guy. It takes to two to tango. Now yell! You know you want to." Izzie was short in breath. Waiting for Meredith to say something.

"I'm not going to yell and scream, I'm going to calmly ask. What the hell were you thinking?!" Ok she was yelling.

"Your supposed to be my friend! Your not supposed to fall for my McDreamy!"

That's when it hit Izzie. Meredith still loved him. All this time when Meredith told Izzie she hated him and wanted nothing to do with him. She lied. Meredith still loved him. This left Izzie wordless. She didn't know what to say to the girl standing in front of her. She just wanted to run. Izzie felt terrible for letting herself feel something for Derek. She knew he like her though.

"Mer, I. I know your mad but just, hear me out and I …." Meredith cut her off.