Chapter Summary: In this chapter Becky and Tristan go through the downs of a relationship. I mean what type of love can there be without its fights.

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Becky POV

After I finished my last class, I walked out, and I noticed that there were two shapes.

I kept on walking, but they followed me, and began gaining on me.

I stopped, and notice that they were two girls.

As they neared me, I realized that they were Cullens. I said "Alice and Rosalie, right?"

They glared at me, and they said "right."

There was something really strange about them. They had a hostile attitude, and there was something unfriendly about them in their eyes.

I kept a smile. Trying to understand where they might be going at.

The pixie girl, Alice said "So how are you and Tristan?"

I said "Good, why?"

"Oh well, nothing." She was smiling.

Then the taller girl Rosalie turned to her and whispered "Are you going to tell her?"

I got curious and asked "Tell me what?"

Rosalie face turned as cold as stone when she said "Well, as you know Tristan was adopted. Well, his girlfriend from the orphanage just turned eighteen, and so she's leaving to join him. Her name is Tanya. She'll be coming this weekend. I just wanted to tell you, you know just in case you had any feelings for him. So they wouldn't get as hurt."

I whispered "Thanks," and tried my hardest to keep some sort of composure.

"No problem. Oh and if you want to talk about it. We're always here. "She wrote down a number and I whispered "Thanks."

I felt like going into a hole and crying. Dying in a hole felt so good right now.

I ran out of the school and began walking to my car.

Tristan saw that I was sad so he grabbed me by the arm and said "Becky, what's wrong?"

I let out a tear and said "It doesn't matter."

Then I got in my car and closed the door.

He said "Becky, wait."

But it was too late; I was speeding out of the parking lot.

I ran to my house. It was a good thing I was home alone.

I grabbed a box of Dryer's Vanilla Ice cream and a big spoon.

I ate some ice cream while watching TV.

Surprisingly I didn't let a tear drop. I was surprised at how tough I was.

But then I thought to myself "Should Tristan and I still remain friends."

The rational answer would be yes. But I was in an un-rational state of mind.

I thought that he had loved me, that he had wanted me. But, I just woke up to the hard unforgiving truth. Tristan and I could never be together he loved her, not me. I would just have to live with that.

I realized that we could still be friends, but we could never be anything more.

Alice POV

Ugh…. I hated lying to Becky.

It wasn't just lying, I knew I was tearing her apart. I was hurting her.

I felt like a monster. How could I cause so much pain?

Ughhhh! I hate this.

I have to keep on telling myself that it was for her good. But, What if it wasn't for her good? What if nothing could save her and fate would just find her and get her? It would be like one of those final destination movies where they escaped death, but it just kept on trying to find them and killed them off one by one.

Why was it up to me to mess with her fate? I mean I was practically playing God.

Becky POV

The next day came.

Ughhhh! How would I be able to explain this to Tristan?

When Biology cam, I noticed that Tristan was already in his seat, and had his bag in the spot next to him. The moment he saw me, he moved his stuff and gestured for me to sit next to him.

Instead I took the seat behind him.

I saw the shock in his face. He turned back and whispered "There's a perfectly empty spot right here that I saved for you. Why don't you sit here?"

I didn't look at him. I said "I don't know, how about you ask your girlfriend, Tanya from the orphanage."

He was pissed "I don't have a girlfriend from the orphanage."

Well someone was lying. Was it Alice or one of my best friends Tris?

For a second I actually believed that it was Alice, but then I realized that maybe Tristan was telling the truth.

Instead of following my mind and saying "Oh," I ended up saying "Bullshit."

Then the teacher walked in and said "Ok class, be quiet today we will learn how to dissect plankton. Just joking! But we will be learning about the fabulous world of protozoan's and plankton."

I took notes and escaped the classroom when the bell rang. As I ran out of the room, Tristan asked me "Can we talk?"

"Why don't you talk to your girlfriend, Tanya?"

"How many times do I have to tell you, I don't have a girlfriend named Tanya?"

"That's not what Alice and Rosalie told me."

"What!? Okay bye Becky."

Tristan POV

Something weird was going on.

It all started when I saved a spot for Becky at biology.

She decided to move to the seat behind me. When I tried to ask her why she didn't sit with me, she said "Why don't ask your girlfriend Tanya, from the orphanage."

There were so many things wrong from that sentence.

First of all I don't have a girlfriend. But, I want one, Becky.

Second: Who the hell is Tanya, and why would I ask her to sit with me?

Third: I have never even been at an orphanage. The orphanage is just a cover.

Something was definitely wrong. Later when I asked her to talk, she told me to talk to Tanya.

Soon I found out that Alice and Rose told her about Tanya.

At lunch, I went straight to The Cullen table, and looked at Alice and Rose.

"What was that for!" I yelled.

"Quiet, Tristan. You have to stay away from her. Okay?"

No it is not okay. You guys cannot interfere with MY love life."

Alice spoke up "Oh, yes we can. We're only trying to protect her."

"Did you ever realize that she might be safer in my hands?"

Alice laughed "Ha! The last time that happened, the one they were trying to protect almost died four times?"

We all looked at Bella. She said "Hey… it's not my fault."

Alice spoke up again, "See, Bella said it wasn't her fault. Then whose fault was it? It was her lover. She left her to protect her."

"She almost died that way. Why can't I just keep an eye on her?"

"Tris, we all know you won't do that. You will love her."

"So, let me love her."

Alice didn't speak up this time, Edward did. "Just let him protect her, okay. She's hurt, confused, and angry." He stopped "Now she's in love."

We looked at Jasper "Well, Edward's right. She needs him. Okay I'll stop."

Edward "Now she's back to her original feelings of anger and frustration."

Alice wanted to speak up, but she couldn't speak against Jasper.

I left the table, and went to speak to Becky.

"Hi Becky?"

Nothing.

"Becky, I'm sorry. I don't have a girlfriend now, but I want one."

Nothing.

"Becca, I want you."

She looked up "Becca? Where'd you get that?"

"Isn't your real name Rebecca."

"Yeah, oh well you can call me whatever you want."

Love, do you mind if I take you on a date this Saturday night?"

"Don't call me that, and no."

She looked down.

"Becky, what will it take to get you to talk?"

Instead of talking she just walked away.

I didn't see her again that day.

When I got home, I realized that I had to see her, or talk to her.

I got out my cell and texted Melanie.

Hey Mell, do you think you can help me. I really need to talk to Becky."

"Ya, sure y?"
"Because Becky needs to know the truth."

She texted me K and her number.

"Actually I want her address. I need to talk to her person to person."

She sent me the address.

Then she sent me "Good Luck."

I ran to her house, climbed up to her balcony, opened her door and put a letter on her bed.

Soon she would be reading it, and know the truth.

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