Chapter 4- My first therapy session
& its homework.
I woke up to find my bed empty again. I needed to go to the toilet so I walked in to the bathroom where to my left, I saw Draco, in the shower, moaning as he jacked off, and I had never seen a more magnificent sight.
I got so absorbed in the thought, I didn't notice Draco step out of the shower, wrap a towel around the lower half of his body and wrap me in an embrace.
"Like the show Hermione?" he whispered in my ear. I shivered, "yes Draco, I did." I whispered back.
His face came closer to mine, then he kissed me, I moaned, no one ever kissed me like this, his tongue delved right in to my mouth where mine and his danced, we moaned together. "Oh I have needed you Hermione, so much. Let me love you please." He kissed me again, deeper and more consuming though.
"Yes Draco, please, I need to be loved again."
"So you feel as if you need to be loved again, that is what you feel you lost with loosing Ron?"
I nearly killed him then and there "Why did you do that?" I asked in what I hoped was a deadly whisper. "Because your minds lead me there when I put you in a dream sleep, a lot of therapist's use this technique, Miss Granger, and it isn't my fault that you find Mr Malfoy more than just attractive. I just watched the show." He told me.
"Why did you watch then?!" I threw back at him, "because I needed to know what your dreams are to help you out of the depression you are in, because you lost three very important people to you in the space of two short months, and have only had a professional to talk to for just one weekend. And before you tell me that you would have told me that on your own, I KNOW that you would be lying, and lying to your therapist would only damage yourself." He yelled me
I burst in to tears, I don't know why I did but I did. "Hey its ok now, we both needed you to know that, and now you do I can help you out of the deep hole that you have been put in to." He hugged me tight as I cried. After what felt like ages I stopped crying "'m sorry, that was awful but I know what I want now, to get over Ron but not to forget him." I said. "I knew that already but I am glad you know that now. So, I also need to know what you have been scared of before the war." He asked me.
"Umm, heights & flying I supposed and clothes shopping with girls, mainly Ginny Weasley because, apart from Lavender Brown, I have never met anyone who loves shopping more." I answered.
"Right your homework for this week is to learn how to fly and in a week's time you will show me what you have been taught." I tried to argue with him but there was no swaying him. So as I walked to my potions lesson I was scared out of my wits about what I was about to ask Draco.
Draco waved me over to sit next to him, "how did therapy go?" he asked me as I sat down. "Umm, he gave me homework." I answered "why are you looking like he asked you to do the tango with the giant squid, you usually love homework."
"Because Draco, my homework is to learn how to fly in a week, and I am terrified of heights but I am willing to learn but only if you teach me."
"Ok I will teach you, we have no lessons this afternoon, the end of lunch will be the start of your first flying lesson with me." He told me.
Just at that moment Professor Snape strode in in to the classroom. "If you have done your homework you will be able to do today's task, Can anyone tell me what that is." My hand stop up, he waited a minute then said "Miss Granger" exasperatedly.
"Wolfsbane potion Professor" there was a collective groan that emitted from the class, "SILENCE!" Professor Snape Roared. No sound was produced within the classroom.
Professor Snape gave us the instruction not to talk or communicate in any way during his class today for we were being tested; he had us sit on our own so we couldn't get any ideas from the person next to us.
After I finished my potion I sat there in the classroom for I had cleared my stuff up, there was ten minutes despair, my mind went else were. Next thing I knew Draco was over me shaking my shoulders "Mione, are you ok? You fainted, I thought something happened to you; please tell me that you are ok!" he whispered to me, U nodded.
"I'm fine Draco, my mind slipped off the radar for a bit there, how long was I out for?" "5 minutes, but I am glad you are ok" he smiled at me.
Lunch came and went, by the time I had got to the quidditch pitch I was shaking. I waited for about 5 minutes "Hello Hermione" for Draco to arrive; he only had one broom in his hand. "Why is there only one broom?" I asked him.
"Because until you have enough confidence to control the broom yourself, you will be flying with me. Plus you don't have a broom & I don't trust the school ones, never have since I saw what happened to Neville in 1st year." He answered.
So as he stood by the broom I wondered when we were going to start when he waved me over to him. "Don't be scared, I won't hurt you, you are safe with me" he told me.
I walked up to him & the broom, of which he was already on. By the time I got to Draco & the broom I was shaking with fear "can we please go slowly?" I begged, he nodded.
"We will fly around the castle twice and land here, but I would like you to handle the broom & take control for a little while ok, I will be here the whole time, now hop on ok" he said with a smile.
We flew around the castle twice and I controlled the broom for a few minutes, surprisingly I felt no fear as I was up there, it was strange.
When we landed I hopped off the broom and we walked up to the great hall where dinner was being served, man time flies when you are having fun/flying!
I had my favourite, lasagne for dinner then I proceeded to go back to my common room to do the essay for Snape.