LEONARDO'S POV

"Raph and I kissed last night," I thought to myself as I sat silently in the dojo by myself. If I was going to come down here to meditate without any disturbances, I had to come down early, earlier than Master Splinter's shows began. My thoughts carried on. "I don't know why or even how it happened, but..." I paused as I took a deep breath in. "Okay, okay. Maybe I do know why it happened." The feeling of a small grin began to creep quickly across my face as I said those words. "It was wrong, so very wrong. What the heck is your problem Leo?! He's your brother! It's not like anything could happen anyway."

Just as that was said I began to hear movements happening downstairs. The footsteps were much too loud to be sensei's, Mikey's almost never awake until at least noon, so it must be either Raph or Donnie. To be honest I really didn't care who it was, I just needed to remain silent so I wouldn't be bothered.

The thoughts I had my mind began to run crazy. "What if he's thinking about the kiss we shared last night as well? What if he's craving more just as I was?" I could feel my stomach churning and my breathing started to speed up. I need to calm down. I inhaled then exhaled. "Okay, I need to clear my mind," I thought to myself. "Who am I kidding? He probably completely regrets it now. What kind of brother am I? I just hope that the kiss didn't mess anything up, well, at least not more messed up than things already were. Urgh."

"Get away from me Donnie!" I heard Raph yell from what sounds like the kitchen. Raph's heavy and loud footsteps quickly stormed up the stairs. Loud banging and clashing sounds filled the lair.

"Raphael!" Master Splinter called, sounding very disappointed.

The loud cacophony didn't stop. If anything, it actually got louder, as if Raph heard sensei but just got angrier. The footsteps of Raph started to sound like they were coming down the stairs. "Great, now he's coming downstairs, this can't end well." I thought as I saw the dojo's sliding panels open and my purple banded younger brother appear.

"I didn't think you were awake yet," Donnie said to me with a confused look. I ignored him, worrying more about Raph, I hate him being like this.

"W-what happened with Raph. I mean, whats got his bandana in a knot?"

"I, uh, actually don't really know. I walked into the kitchen to get breakfast and heard him mumbling to himself and, well, I asked him what he was doing." Donnie replied. I could feel my body tense up and felt oddly curious about what he was mumbling. I needed to know, even if it wasn't about me at all.

"W-what was h-he mumbling to himself?" I said stuttering throughout the sentence, hoping that Donnie didn't notice.

"Well, um, he said; 'last night', 'kiss' and 'wrong'. I don't really know what he meant by those words but by my best guess is that h…" Donnie began before hearing Raph's footsteps coming closer, he must be coming to the dojo to blow off some steam. "So Raph was thinking about it too," I think to myself, grinning only very slightly. Within seconds Donnie had left the dojo, sliding the door shut behind him. "Don't come in here, don't come in here." I say in my head as the footsteps begin to get louder and louder. The dojo's sliding panel opened quickly with quite a lot of force behind it. My eyes shot up to look at Raph and he glared back at me with nothing but anger in his eyes.

"What the shell are you looking at, huh fearless," Raph said to me fiercely, making me sudder.