I'm sooooo so sorry for long wait KY internet was down and then when ever I tried to get on fanfiction to update it would completely shut down my internet but I'm back I hope I didn't lose any readers :).

"we did the best we could but Rose has a strong stomach the pills didn't do any major damage the lowered her heart beat to the point where she almost died but she's fine she asked that no one could be allowed in except guardian Belikov" Rose's parents faces showed confusion, they knew she wouldn't talk to them but why guardian Belikov. Alberta spoke up.

"he's on his patrol shift I don't even think he knows about the situation but since he's her mentor ode understand why she want him I'll go get him" Alberta cast a worried look at the door to the room Rose was in, then she left.

Rose pov

I'm free, from the darkness, from the bond, from Lissa. But that still doesn't change the fact that everyone under Lissa's control will still make fun of me-

The sound of the door nob turning brought me out of my thoughts. I closed my eyes quickly and fake slept.

"Roza I know your awake" Dimitri... my heart monitor started to speed up but I keepmy eyes closed. "Rose why..." I knew what he was going to say why didn't you come to me tell me what's going on, you didn't have to to resort to suicide.

"save it Dimitri" my voice dry and groggy from lack of moisture. "I already know what your going to say" tilted my head to look at him.

"alright then enlighten me"

"you were going to say the I should've come and talk to you or why'd I have to resort to suicide or-"

"your wrong I was going to say I'm disappointed in you" those four word stung like a stake going through my heart.

"I... what?" tears burned in my eyes.

"The Rose I feel in love with wouldn't kill herself just because a bunch of royals were spreading f rumors and talking about her she would've laughed maybe even beat them up, but never NEVER would she even think about swallowing a bottle of pills" tears were leaking out of my eyes "suicide is the most selfish way to die because you leave people who love you behind it's worst than being killed by a strigoi because at least that way you can die fighting. your not Rose cuz the Rose I know isn't a coward" he got up and left the room not sparing me another glance but the truth was I was afraid of what I would see if he did.

Dr. Olendski came back in the room. "Rose your parents and friends are here to see you-"

"yeah well tell them to get a life and leave me the hell alone" I wiped my eyes pulled of the heart monitor wire that was on my chest got of the bed.

"Rose what are you doing your not stable enough to leave" I pick up my clothes and stated putting them on.

"Rosemarie Hathaway-" I shot her a look.

"that's not my name any more she died in that room when meet heart stopped for ten seconds I'm Marie Yeni (a/n Turkish for new)"then I walked out of the room with the hardest guardian mask I could make slammed into place.

o.o Rose is going to be a totally new person-hence the last name.