AN: Goooooooooooooooood eveninng my Imperial Storm Army! I guess FF heard me and fixed the problem. I can read your reviews normally now! Whoo! So anyways. Wow you guys and gals. Such a colorful vocabulary from you all! Lol! It made me laugh X3 So since you guys and gals, just in case I don't get an update out tomorrow, then Happy Fourth to everyone! If you don't celebrate Independence Day, then Happy Saturday! Anyways. Be safe! I always hear stories of people being rushed to the ER because of fireworks and such. So be safe! And have fun! Alrighty y'all let's get going! When we left off, DAMMIT CASTIEL! Why you such a doofus?! On another note. FEELS WARNING! GRAB TISSUE BOXES!

Tori-Bird627-Giraffe? HA! I love it! XD

Kas3y-Get ready darling! You might want to grab a few boxes of tissues.

spnfanforlife-Yup! Right after I knock some sense into him! And yes! I love the Ninja Turtles! :)

elliereynolds777-Yup! When my brain's in overtime, it's go time! Lol! Never fear Pancake is here! I'll knock some sense into Dean and make him cuddle the stuffing out of his baby! I got them locked in my closet. Lol! Cuddles and Wubs are coming! Don't worry! My magic fixes all!

StyxxsOmega-Poor Sammy. And poor puppy. I hope she's not sick. Maybe she ate something she's not suppose too? *shrugs* I never had a dog, I wouldn't know. It's alright! I rant to you guys all the time! So I don't mind! Thanks as always darling :)

Guest-Yup. But he's going to regret it big time.

CaptainScenemo-*dies laughing* Oh my glob! This made my night! Aw! I will! I love the Ninja Turtles. I might end up buying a bunch of DVDs in the future.

Avid Reader-I know right? My poor baby! He'll be alright though! Ugh. I feel the same. If they had just sat down and talked it out, things might've been better. But nope...*headtodesk* My poor Sam a Lam!

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"What do you mean Sam's the dog?!" Dean asked hoping he heard wrong.

"I felt him when I first saw him. It makes sense Dean. Sam's not in Heaven nor Hell, and we can't find anywhere. I felt his aura Dean. That is Sam." Castiel pointed to the dog.

Sam looked at his brother flattened his ear.

'I'm so screwed! He's going to kill me!' Sam thought.

Castiel walked up to Sam and touched his head.

"Now we can communicate." Castiel said.

Dean yet again, before thinking, he let his mouth get to the best of him. He just exploded.

"You've been with me this whole time?!" Dean yelled.

Dean please, calm down.

"NO! YOU SHOULD'VE FOUND A WAY TO LET US KNOW!" Dean shouted loudly.

Dean I-

"I don't want to hear it Sam! I want you to keep quiet or I'll muzzle you! I need to think what to do with you!" Dean yelled.

Sam whined. Then he shook his head. He was tired of this and Dean hurting him! He growled baring his sharp teeth.

"Don't you growl at me! You brought this upon yourself!" Dean yelled.

I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS! ANY OF THIS! I WISH YOU LEFT ME DEAD! I WISH I WASN'T EVEN BORN! I get it! The world hates me. You don't have to rub it in my face. But I won't let you lock me away! I won't let you hurt me anymore! I'm going! And if I end up dead, then so be it! It's not like you care anyways!

Sam snarled as he blew up to Dean, then whimpered.

You'll be better off. You all will. You'll finally be free from me. And maybe if God has any sense, he'll throw me into Hell. It's where I belong.

Sam got up and grabbed Ruby's knife off the table and like he did a month ago, he vanished into the night. He could hear Dean calling out to him, but he didn't dare turn back. He just kept running. Running away from everyone and everything. He didn't know what will happen, but if he died, he wouldn't care. He'd be free from his pain at least. Even if he went to Hell and was tortured, he'd be free.

He didn't realize how long he walked until he recognized the road. The road he was on led to the cemetery where his mother was buried. Or at least she had a grave. According to their father, like Jess, they buried an empty coffin. He flattened his ears again and trotted forward. It had been a while since he had been to his mother's grave, he thought it was time for a visit. Dog or not.

"Well well well. Look at the mess you gotten into." Ruby mocked as she stepped out of the shadows.

Sam snarled around the blade in his mouth. He had had enough with this bitch! She ruined his life! He lunged at her and sunk his claws into her.

"AH! SAM! WHAT THE HELL?!" She exclaimed.

Sam snarled again and began to tear apart. She threw him off and kicked him. He yelped and lost the blade, but he'd worry about it later. He had bigger issues now. He got up and attacked again. This time sinking his teeth into her side.

Ruby cried out and managed to knock Sam off again.

The battle had escalated and soon both were bloodied and bruised. Sam snarled and raised his hackles as Ruby struggled to get back up. When she did, she used her powers and flung him away.

Sam landed hard. He yelped. He closed his eyes and tried to catch his breath. He opened his eyes and noticed the blade next him. He got up and grabbed it. He then lunged at Ruby managed to strike her with the knife. Once she was down, he pinned her and then managed to stab her sending her back to Hell.

Sam got off the lifeless body and panted. He was tired, bloodied, bruised, he was sure something was broken, and he knew, somehow he knew he was dying. He whined and brought up blood. He whined again. He used what little strength he had left, got the knife, and weakly walked to his mother's grave.

It was painstaking, but he finally made it to his mother's grave, then he collapsed. He panted and curled up tightly. He was so cold, he was shivering. He opened his eyes and stared sadly at the tombstone. He nuzzled it and whined.

I'm so sorry mom. I'm really sorry mommy. I couldn't be who anyone wanted me to be. I was a failure. A disappointment. But more importantly, I became a monster. You...should've aborted me...killed me...I never asked for this...Daddy hated me...Dean hates...me...I don't blame him...Mommy...you may...hate me too...but I...love you...I wish I could've met you...I'm so sorry...for everything...I hope...my...death brings...peace...goodbye...

Sam laid his head back down and let his eyes slowly close for the last time. Nothing could be heard in the graveyard except the dogs ragged and slowed breathing. Sam let go. He just let "sleep" over come him and swept him away. He didn't know what followed, or where he'll end up, but he hoped his brother could be at peace now. He didn't want to cause him anymore pain.

Before he was swept away completely he felt warm and gentle arms lift him up, and embrace him.

"Sam. Oh kiddo."

Sam felt warm and safe. He knew then it was okay to let go completely now. His last thought was that he was glad he at least died warm and safe, even if he didn't know who was embracing him, he still felt safe.

*sniffle* Alright guys and gals! I got one more heartbreaking chapter, then it's time lots cuddles!

Until Next Time! *continues my Ninja Turtles binge watching while wearing my Michelangelo mask*