June 25, 2010
RE: It seems like only yesterday I gazed through the glass
To: bethechange at smartmail
From: riversideblues at smartmail
Sammy, do you remember that girl, Haley, the one who lost her brother in the woods? I really think there was something wrong with her brother—not the lost in the woods one, he obviously had enough issues—the other brother. He didn't speak, like, the whole time, and he just stared at us. I think he was a zombie. We totally should have fried his ass, saved Haley and what's-his-name some trouble.
I'm totally drunk, in case you couldn't tell.
I was thinking about that Haley girl though, and I think part of the reason I liked her so much, other than, well, you know, because she was hot, I mean did you see those shorts, and that shirt, it was really tight and
Anyways I think the reason I got her was because we felt the same way. She wanted to find her brother who'd gotten himself lsot in the woods, and I wanted to find my brother who'd got lost in himself, because of his dead girlfriend. It was a metaphor, or a simile, or a synecdoche, or one of those thingies.
Did I say I'm drunk? I'm drunk.
I totally got her, though. I got how she was feeling. I just wanted to find you, but you seemed to be gone no matter how hard I looked. That's sort of how I feel now.
Sammy, did you know Jess and I had the same birthday? I noticed it at her funeral, but then I figured you knew so I didn't say anything. I wish I could have gotten to know Jess, and not just because she was hot. She must have really loved you, for you to be so lost even I couldn't find you after she was gone. Honestly, I resented her a little for that even though it wasn't like she set your apartment on fire or anything.
I'm going to go to bed now. You'd probably be really mad if you read this email, although I can't remember why.
I miss you, Sammy
A/N: Email subject is from Steely Dan's "Deacon Blues." This song is basically Dean Winchester's life in a nutshell.