Hey! So this is chapter 4! Hope you enjoy it. Please review! Sorry it's so short.
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We went walking down to the boardwalk holding hands. It felt so right. I never wanted to give his hand back. If I could, I would keep it forever.
Jacob looked like he was deep in thought and he also looked a little nervous. I wonder what he is thinking about. I was just about to ask him when he stopped walking and pulled my chin up so I was looking at him strait in the eye. He looked even more nervous.
"What's wrong Jake? You look so nervous."
"I-I…well I want to tell you something…something you already know…I just want to make sure there is no doubt in your mind about this…" He was silent.
"Just spit it out Jake." I said in an anxious, pleading voice.
"Well, Nessie, I just wanted to tell you that I love you…more than anything, you are the most important thing to me, and I honestly don't know what I would do without you…well I know I would be completely lost and in terrible pain if you wouldn't have come and save me from all that…I love you, Renesmee Carlie Cullen and I hope to be with you forever and until the end of time."
My eyes filled with tears as he spoke those words. I knew I should say something, but I also knew that if I opened my mouth to talk nothing would come out. So I lifted my hand and placed it on his cheek, I showed him how much I truly loved him as well. "I love you too Jacob…and you are truly one of the most important people in my life. I never want you to leave my side, because I know deep in my heart that without you I could not go on." I said that in my head so he would hear it clearly. Then I dropped my hand from his cheek and he took it in his. I felt that he was looking at me so I looked up to see him gazing at me with a look so full of love and joy that I can't even begin to describe.
"Jacob Black, I love you and I hope to spend forever with you by my side. Because there is no point in forever without you." As I said this my eyes started to water and I began to cry. He quickly grabbed my waist and pulled me into a tight hug. There in Jacob's arms I hoped to spend my forever. Because in his arms I felt safe and like I belonged there and like there was nowhere else I would rather be.
I really wanted to kiss him. But suddenly my dad's words from the other day came into my mind, "You have to take things as slow as possible, you have the rest of your lives to be together." So because of that I stopped the urge to kiss him. But those words brought me great joy. To think that I could be with him for the rest of my life, for the rest of our existence, as long as we both shall live. I could not keep a smile from my face as I thought about this.
"You know what Jacob?" I asked after a long while and pulled away from his hug so I could see his face.
"What?" He asked.
"I really want to kiss you, I just thought you should know that so there would be no doubt in your mind about the subject." I said with a smile on my face. I was still so happy.
"That means your not going to kiss me, right?"
"Yes, that's exactly what it means, but its only because I want my dad to trust us together…and I'm sure if we kiss if he ever were to let us out on a date again, he would come with us and not as a spy, I'd say like a witness." I said these words laughing as I imagined it really happening. I also imagined how it would feel like to kiss Jake. Just the thought sent my heart racing and the urge to do it grew. But luckily I also inherited my dad's self control and was able to resist.
"I guess your right about that, and you should know that your not the only one that feels that way. Try to keep those words out of your mind 'cause I think Edward would kill me if he heard them. If I have any luck he didn't hear them now. Well I think we should be heading back, so we could make it back by curfew.
"Yeah, lets get going."
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