A/N: Is it bad if I have no idea where I am with this story? Well, im sorry for ditching you guys for the longest time fucking ever. But im back so go and change your panties. I wrote this like a eternity ago. enernity as in right before i got super busy with school and 2 shows to the point where I barely had enough time to sleep. soory for leaving you guys and we have been on break for a little less than a week and i didnt upload. This was going to be in its own one shot story but i thought. EY how cool would it be to have this little twist. So yes this is in the POVoroti of Blaine. Soon I will get more chapters out as fast as I can. The reason I have been pretty busy is that I started on youtube again. I am auditioning for a lot of sims 2 voice overs and im trying to get a team started so I can make my very own series. Im doing the writting my friend is doing the editing so I need someone to do the filming of the sims 2 you or someone you know is interested please go to my channel ( 4appleinn4 ) and have them audition. Sorry for the super long A/N but i had a lot tosay since ive been gone so long. Enjoy me while im here!

Disclaimer: A fucking narwhal stole Glee from me.. dead god dammit!

So here's the thing. Life sucks. And sometimes it doesn't get better. So we try all these methods but there are two, few will try.

Those are the two best things in my life right now
Because honestly
I Have Nothing
And slowly I'm begging to think I always will.
Kurt is totally oblivious to me.
But maybe that's okay
Their better off together
So here I am
A joint in my right and a beer in my left with a few bottles of vodka around me.
So Thad probably wasn't the BEST guy to go to a college party
Because he wasn't the BEST looking guy
But I could live
Maybe meet a few cute boys
Something
ANYTHING that would get my mind off of Kurt
And one little inhale and I'd be good
I put the joint to my hand
And sucked in the sweet smell of freedom
And the scene started to change.
Now before me was greatness
All my finest dreams in front of me
Me and kurt running towards each other in slow motion
And we were as we were
Nobody judging
Wes wasn't there
And we were just. Whole
But all too soon the dream started to fade.
It went back and forth from Kurt and I frolicking through the fields to the flashing neon lights of the party.
And the joint was used up as was the one or two or three beers I started with. I think I saw an empty vodka bottle to.
And then
It went blank
Nothing was right anymore
Wes and Kurt were happy
And. I had nothing
My life was hell
All because of Kurt
"Man,what's wrong" Thad said after he safely carried me outside where I could get some air
Yes,air was nice
Especially at times like this
My whole head was foggy and I'd almost forgotten to answer Thad
"Oh well it's just

I have these pains in my chest and I just know it's his fault, that bitch"

"I think you mean bastard, the word bitch mocks him" Thad responded
"oh fuck, cause I'd really hate to "mock" him" I said sarcastically but seriously pissed
And thats when Thad backed off
Cause right about now
You do not want to try and mess with me.
Cause I am in a bad mood
Ya now
I never thought my true love would fall for my best friend.
But here we are.
God, dizzy, woozy and all this other shit
But I could handle it
With a puff here and there

Woah, Intense...hahaha so lets see what happens next chapter. which I will write after I finish the first episode script of my series. Which you guys will have a chance to name nect chapter. Then i have to read the other chapters to find out wehats going on. Then I will write. Wish me luck!

Okay, So ive decided since this story is named after a song by THE SUMMER SET ive decided to name all the chapters from here on after songs I like. This one is YOU LOOK BETTER WHEN IM DRUNK by The White Tie Affair. If you end up really liking these songs. GIVE ME CREDIT

GLEE SPOILER:QUINNS PREGO WITH "FINNS" BABY AND ITS REALLY PUCKS

gotcha!