Sorry for the late update. Warning this Chapter has some mature themes.
Alfred is restless at night and couldn't fall asleep without seeing Arthur and Francis together. He checks his clock and the red light show that is three am. He tries to think of something to do but he doesn't want to wake his mom. So he checks his phone notice that there are two messages.
Mattie: Ok goodnight see in school. I am soo sorry I couldn't be there. I love you bro.
Alfred smiles and feels a little better knowing his brother care for him. He checks the other message from Ivan.
Ivan: Matvey told me what happen. Should I come over? Do you want to come to my apartment? I need to beat your father. I hate that man.
He decides to text Ivan back because he knows that the Russian doesn't sleep at night for some odd reason.
Alfred responds: I am fine. He just slapped me. It could have been worst. So I am guessing you can't see Gil anymore?
He feels sick for no reason and thinks I am not to eat. I don't need to. I just want to die. If I can't be with Arthur my life is meaningless.
Ivan responds: Oh hello. For once I fell asleep because I txt Gilbert all night. So yeah I will try to see him. Still Alfred that man is horrid. I want to help you. How is the Arthur issue? Need help?
Alfred looks at the text and feels the cold tears fall on the phone. He tries to text him but he just falls apart. He dials Ivan number so that they can talk.
Ivan: Hello Alfred. Hears sobs in the background. I am so sorry tell what happen.
Alfred: He hates. He will never love me. I want to die Ivan save me. He cried in to a pillow so his mother doesn't hear.
Ivan: Oh Alfred I will talk to Arthur. I must talk with your brother as well. We will think of something. Please don't do anything stupid. Think of your mother. She can't see you like that. I promise everything will be better. Trust me friend.
Alfred slowly calms down: Ok Thanks Ivan I feel a little better. Good night.
He falls asleep but is he had a nightmare about that night.
I was at camp with his class and he saw them doing it right front of me. Arthur and Francis were having sex. That day I went home early from camp. I couldn't take it any more I had to do it. I found the closest knife and cut my wrist. The blood was dripping everywhere. But then my mother came and saw all the blood. All I heared was her scream. I listen to her voice but I was in and out of it. I wish could have died that day. I spilled my blood for him. I almost died for him. He never cared.
Alfred woke up all sweating and feeling sick. He didn't want to go to school but he had detention so he had to go. He took a shower and look at his scars on his wrist. That horrible memory will always be there and Arthur never knew about it. He looks at the time and he is late. He goes down the stair and sees that his mom made him food. She left a note. Al here is breakfast. I am staying late in the office here is some money for food. Make sure Mattie comes home tonight. I don't want you be alone. I love you with all my heart.
He smiles but he throws the food away he has no time. He takes the keys runs to the car and hurries to school. He looks for the spot but the only one is near Francis car. Alfred had to park there and he want to destroy the car but that would cause more problems. He feels his phone.
Mattie: Where the hell are you. Your so late and you have detention.! WTF dude.
Alfred responds: Sorry I have the nightmare again. I will talk you later. I am in school now.
Right when he comes inside the school Gilbert's brother stand there giving him the death glare. Gilbert's bother is the principal at the high school.
"Jones get to class and make sure you phone is off. I will see you after school." He scolds at the teenager and keeps walking in the halls.
Alfred runs into his class only to see Arthur and Francis infatuated with each other which makes him sick.
Arthur sees Alfred, moves away from Francis and notices that he looks pale. He feels bad that he is hurting Alfred. He needs to break up with Francis but he is so charming and loving. He hates this situation.
Alfred sits down and pays attention to the teacher and tried to forget that Arthur is there. In each class Alfred runs out so that he has no confrontation with Arthur. But then art class came and everything became a disaster.
"Why are you ignoring me? Alfred what is wrong?" Arthur grabs Alfred and takes him to a different room.
"You hate me obviously! You don't care about me. Look at my wrist this all your fault. I hate you and your boyfriend. You're killing me Arthur. Why can't you just be with me?" Alfred's yells and shows that damage done.
Arthur looks at the wrist scared and realizes what Alfred did to himself. He felt terrible and starts to cry.
"I am soo sorry. This is all my fault. I never want to hurt you. I …. I love you Alfred. I meant it." He hugs Alfred, tilts his head and kisses him with passion.
Alfred stands there in shock not knowing what to do. He started to feel dizzy and next he passes out. Arthur catches him and becomes worried.
"Alfred wake up. Noo come on." Arthur shakes the limp body. He doesn't know what to do. He texts Mathieu to come and help with Alfred. He runs in ready to kill someone.
"Where the hell is my brother?" He yells and sees that they are in the back room.
"What did you do you bastard!" He yells at Arthur and punches him in the face.
Arthur groans and feels his nose bleeding "Dammit Mathew. I just said I love you to him and kiss him. I don't know what is wrong with him."
Lars comes in to make sure that Mathieu doesn't hurt anyone but it was too late. "Mattie honey calm down. I am sorry but you deserve that Arty." He pulls Mathieu away Arthur.
"Noo let go Lars! I want this asshole to get away from my brother!" He struggles but Lars holds him close.
Alfred wakes up "What is all this yelling about? Oh my God what happened you?" He sees that Arthur is bleeding. He points to his brother who is being restrained by his boyfriend.
"Yeah I thought he did this to you. What happened Alfred?" Mathieu demanded explanations.
"No this is my fault. I didn't eat all day. I want to die but then Arthur shocked me about well you know. I am sorry. Don't be mad." He explains and feels guilty
"Oh my thanks goodness" Mathieu says in relief and hugs his brother.
"Sorry Arthur but you need that." He says without any remorse.
Arthur pinches his nose and nods.
"Let's get you to the nurse offices" Alfred says and takes him to the nurse.
"Do you think Francis will be happy about this?" Lars asks his boyfriend.
"No but we will deal with that later. Let them be happy for at least one moment." He says while watching the couple walk farther away.
Will they be a couple? Or will Francis cause a disaster to erupt?