Hello! - this is chapter 4 of the Kairi and Yaya fanfic ~ please enjoy

disclaimer - I don't own shugo chara

Yaya POV

Amu is here. Again. I can't deal with this right now. It takes all the strength I have to breathe and move on without punching someone (*cough Amu cough*). Kairi speaks about the days schedule cheerfully. he's obviously delighted Amu is here. I've been so unfocused that I only hear the last sentence he says.
"So let's have lunch first, by the playground." This is a good idea. This way Tsubasa can play and I can attempt to stab Amu with some chopsticks.

~ at the playground ~

Amu pulls out some lavish packed lunches.

"Su helped me make them" she exclaims.

"They look amazing!" Kairi replies before starting to eat.

I might as well not be here. Why would Kairi need silly little Yaya around when he has the 'amazing Amu'. She comes complete with four guardian eggs, sensibleness and of course a range of other great qualities. I say this all under my breath so no-one can hear me. I was really looking forward to today, and now it's ruined!

I come close to becoming my whiny baby character again. But I just sigh and go back to being a little ignored shadow on the park bench. At least we're eating. This gives me the opportunity to give them both the silent treatment. I turn my attention to Tsubasa, maybe we can play together. I'd do anything to get my mind off Kairi and Amu.

I walk slowly to the playground. I start to wildly panic and have to force myself to take slow deep breaths. If today hadn't already been bad enough, it just got worse. Tsubasa is absolutely nowhere to be seen. I'm kicking myself for not keeping a closer eye on him. I must be the worst older sister in history. My beloved little brother has disappeared in a matter of minutes.

I'm suddenly hit with the feelings of how much Tsubasa means to me. It puts everything in perspective my frustration at Kairi seems trivial now. I turn to both Kairi and Amu.

"Tsubasa is gone! Will you please help me look for him?" I ask.

"Of course" they reply in unison.

We split up and start to look for Tsubasa.

"Tsubasa!" I yell into the distance. "Where are you?"

It's been 10 minutes already and I still can't see him. I start to cry. I have a flashback to a year ago when I decided I was responsible to look after Tsubasa.

"Onee-chan!" he'd say. He'd wrap his chubby little hands around me and I'd scoop him up into my arms and cuddle him. It would turn into a tickle fight and we'd be on the floor giggling endlessly. We'd always play hide and seek in the park. Tsubasa always chose the same spot though. He'd always hide under the slide.

I laugh to myself so happy to be reminiscing. Wait... under the slide. I know where Tsubasa is!

I run the fastest I have in my whole life and my hair flies all over the place. My heart races wildly and I can feel the adrenaline rush. I spot Tsubasa under the slide and rush in his direction. Thank god! I run over crying and cuddle Tsubasa tightly. He's in a daze and doesn't understand why I'm so relieved and crying. I'm just so happy I found him. Tsubasa moves the hair out of my eyes and says "hello onee-chan! are you okay?". He seems concerned and I know he's just trying to make me feel better. I laugh suddenly just letting go of the tension from before. I lift him up and soar Tsubasa around like an aeroplane. I love children. They light up everything and can turn sadness to happiness in an instant.

I can see myself looking after children forever.

*Crack*
huh? my egg...?

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