Chapter 4

*Flash Backs and Undstandings*

Disclaimer: I don't own anything from Jurassic Park.

Back in college Ian and Kevin got into a heated arguments. When they fought Christina and I would be out somewhere away from the drama. Christina and I hated when they fought, its never ending with them. We hated it, we usually got a motel room when they fought so badly.

One night it got to a point where Christina and I had to go to the precint to get them out. We kept them in there for a couple of days to make them realize what they did. But that arguement was based on the fact that Kevin threatened to kill Christina and I. Christina told me that night after they fought and I had to tell Ian about it, but not knowing that Ian was going to literally fist fight with Kevin. They fought to the death because there arguement got heated. When we got back to my apartment, it was trashed, thats when we decided to keep them in the jail cell to make thme think.

But this time there is no kissing and making- up. I regretted of closing the door. When we heard the boon, Christina was in the spare bedroom, Ian and I were in out room trying to get some sleep but that didn't happen. I ran out of the room to go outside. I didn't see anyone on the floor in front of the door, but I didn't see a bloody dripping hand print on the railing. I walked to the railing, when I looked down it was Kevin on the ground not moving. I walked back, I put my left hand over my mouth. My neighbor Jamie came out, to see my wide- eyed and looking sick. She walked over, sat me down on the ground; I put my hands through my hair taking in deep breathes, trying to calm my self down.

Jamie looked over the railing and understood why I looked sick. She went to her apartment to call 911; when she came back out she picked me up and brought me inside. She sat me on the couch; but I couldn't sit down, I walked out to the balcony. Ian, Jamie, and Christina watched me look straight ahead to the water of the beach. I had tears going down my face. Ian took two steps, but Christina told him to stay inside and relax and that she will go outside and see whats wrong. She put her left hand on my shoulder; I closed my eyes with tears running down my face.

"What happened?" She asked softly.

"Promise me you won't over react?" I said with a sigh.

"I promise." She said with worry. I turned her way, looking into her eyes. My eyes are crimson red from crying so hard and for crying so much.

"Kevin... Shot himself and... Walked over the edge..." I tried to break it down to her. My mind and gut told me not to tell her what happened, but my heart couldn't keep it from her.

Christina backed away few steps, I sat down on the chair; I turned my head to the left to look back out in the distance to see the the ocean, that looks so beautiful at night, still had tears flowing down my face. Christina is sitting on the floor crying. We heard sirens out in the distance, I got up, got Christina and placed her on the couch. I walked over to Ian, Jamie went outside to tell the police who called and to come inside my aparment so they can get a story from us and how this whole thing happened.

Ian is using the wall to help him up, he wouldn't let me get the crutches to help him support his leg. But he got stubborn and didn't want to use them.

"Fine... Be stubborn.." I said sounding a little aggitated. I walked away from him went back outside to the balcony. Ian rolled his eyes and followed her outside. I'm facing torward the sliding glass door, leaned up against the railing.

Just looking at Ian, he didn't mind the pain in his leg. I just shook my head put my head down. Ian places his hands under my chin to lift up my head, I look up into his eyes, looking upset but a little calm.

"Etheir way this was going to happen." He said with a straight face. I turned my head to my left. He put his hands on my arms.

"I get my stubboness from you." He said sacarsticly.

"That would mean we got it from my mother." I said with a chuckle, Ian put on a smile.

"See I got a chuckle from you... I don't like seeing you upset like this anymore." He said remembering for college.

"I don't know to think for right now." I said calmly.

"We all don't... But we all have each other." He said with confidence. I stood up straight and put my hands on his hips, I was going to kiss him sweetly on his lips but Jamie called us in.

When we walked in I helped Ian sit down on the couch beside Christina. I looked up to the cop and he looked familiar. My mouth dropped a little, not only I recoginzed the guy but Ian and Christina remembered him.

"You guys look familiar?" The officer said pointing at us with his pen.

"Yes, you were the intern that arrested our boyfriends for fighting." I said with a sigh.

"Ooh yah... I was talking to this young lady about what she heard and what she knew. Now I need to hear from the the three of you." He asked politely.

I explained what I found and knew. Then it went off from there. I sat down on the coffee table, facing toward Ian's direction, with my head down. He grabbed my hands and kissed them, then he covered my hands with his and looked up to the officer.

Jamie walked the officer and her self out. Christina got up and started to walk torwards the spare bedroom.

"Night Christina." I said calmly.

"Night you guys." She said sounding a little bit upset. I got up from the coffee table, laid on the couch and placing my head on Ians lap. He put his left hand and started to play with my hair.

"No matter where we go there is drama." He said softly.

"You can say that again." I said sounding tired. I got up from the couch and helped Ian to the room. I didn't care much for changing. After I got Ian comfortable on the bed I just crashed besides him.

Ian got onto his side, he took his right index finger, starts on the side of my neck and goes down. I put my hand ontop of his to stop him.

"This whole situation turns you on?" I said sounding a little mad.

"The pain killers are kicking in..." He said sounding a little high. I rolled my eyes and turned to my side, but that didn't stop him. I'm wearing a white tank top, he moves the sleeve to the side and he starts to kiss my shoulder. He went from my shoulder to my neck. I couldn't resisit it anymore because it got heated.

I laid Ian on his back, I got ontop of him. I put my hands on both sides of his head. I saw a smile go on his face. Before I started to do any thing, I thought about Christina who is sleeping right next door.

"We can't." I said with a sigh.

"Please." He said with his lip sticking out. I put my left hand on his side I thrusted on slowly. Ian closed his eyes and sighed. I can feel his erection through his black shorts.

I started to take of his belt, He took of his shirt and then mine. I took off his pants and his underwear, his compeltely naked and I'm left in my lingre panties and bra. Ian sits up and started to kiss me on my neck to start up the mood again. I put my hands on his back, digging my hands into his back. He seemed to like it more and more as I dug harder and harder. He bit down on my neck, I put my hands in his hair.

Ian forced me on the bed, our eyes met. He started to kiss me from my neck down to "Down under". I started to breath heavily. Ian took my panties off and stuck it in. He thrusted hard, each thrust got harder and harder.

The phone went off. Ian got up to answer the phone since it was piercing in his ear.

"Ian. I. Hate. You." I said panting. He sat ontop of me with the phone to his ear. I sat up and started to kiss him on his neck, but Ian forced me down on to the bed and started to thrust slowly with his right hand on the pillow right next to my head.

"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow." He said trying to cover up his groan. He hung up the phone still thrusting, thrusted one hard one and we both let out one moan. I clentched the sheets, Ian has his body pressed up against mine, thrusting slowly. I dug my finger nails into his back.

Ian stopped and laid right besides me with his eyes closed. Ian looked over to me to see me smiling, alittle. He went underneth. I got up and used my hands as support, then I laid my head back breathing heaviely. He came back up and laid down, I got ontop of him and grinded on him slowly.

In the morning I woke up curled up in a ball with the sheet covering me. I quickly got up to look around the room. I smell food, so I got dressed and headed out into the kitchen. Ian is out on the balcony, fully dressed, just staring out in the distance. I look into the kitchen to see Christina cooking, I didn't know where to go.

"Cass can I ask for a favor?" Christina asked with a soft voice. I look toward her way.

"Yeah, what's on your mind?" I asked.

"Do you mind if I move in..."

"Yah... Sure." I inturpeted. She looked over to me with a confused look.

"How did you know?" She repiled sounding confused.

"Just a good guess... Hey how long has Ian been out there?" I asked softly. Christina walked over to me with her hands on her hips.

"lets see its 10... A couple of hours." She replied. I glanced at her watch then headed outside. I leaned on the sliding glass door.

"Hun?"

"I'm sorry for last night." He said softly.

"Well we both weren't thinking babe." I responded.

"I love you soooo much." He said in a mumble. I got on my knees right in front of him, I took his hands into mine and kissed them.

"I love you too." I replied back with a smile. I managed to get a smile from him. My stomach started to hurt, so I ran into the bathroom. I was in there for 10 minutes.

When I got out Ian is standing in front of the couch and Christina is standing right beside him. I put my hand on the wall, I'm giving them a stare of a little fear.

"Cass what is it?" Christina asked.

"I'm... Preganat..."