Here I am, back and ready for more! I can't wait to tell you this story because this is one of my favorite ones yet!
So, let's get started! No time to waste!
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Silence, Beauty, and Eternity
by Green Phantom Queen
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Edge's story-Beauty is Skin Deep
Part 2
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My life was just fucked up at that point.
I traveled around the whole country, the time racing through me. I saw many things: a war between the North and South, a war that was held near my old hometown—and it was all due to the driver being such a dumb ass and made a wrong turn--and the rise of a new era. Being able to read—Christian and I were both lucky to get such an education at our time—I was able to keep up on what was happening in the world around me. Edge, as he was now called, would sometimes embrace me, and sometimes would try to say something funny...
Either way, I wanted to ignore him. After all, he was the reason I lost my family that faithful night.
I walk across the road, seeing many cars drive by; due to my new state as a vampire, I am able to run faster than normal people. That was good because I was getting tired; I was able to see a sign telling me I was in a place known as Cameron, North Carolina. I shrugged my shoulders; it was better than nowhere.
Maybe you can find someone to feed on. It would be nice to eat...
"Shut up." I said to him. "I'm still mad at you."
Aww...poor Addy. Don't worry, I can make it worth while.
"I said shut up!" I repeated. But now that I think about it, it technically wasn't his fault entirely. It was completely mine: my wary trust for Gangrel created him, and all of the negative thoughts I had made him evil and sadistic. Now that they were gone, Edge was like a...a kitten, at most...soft, cuddly, warm...Wait a minute, why am I thinking this?
I can hear what you're thinking. But if you're cold, I cam make sure you feel warm...don't you want to be warm, Addy? It's a pretty cold night.
Damn it, he was right; it was pretty cold. I looked at the wristwatch that I had found from my last victim showing me it was close to 2 in the morning. I was getting nowhere fast, and I needed a place to stay before the sun came up. I had been used to traveling around the state, but this was the first time for me to be in this city. The blinding lights from all of the cars, the streetlights hanging above my head and all of the buildings didn't faze me; the only light vampires cannot truly stand is the sun, and the sun would not rise for a few hours. No one was here at the moment I sat down at a bench; I guess I could do him one favor...
"Fine, fine..." I said. "Give me a kiss, and you can use my body. But I want to be someplace dark when I wake up, if I'm out in the open..."
I was interrupted as I saw Edge step out of my body before turning around, giving me that same cold smirk on his face. It was a technique that we created so my whole body wouldn't have to be burnt by the glowing marks that Edge painted on me years ago. My doppelganger brought my face to his and crushed our lips together. I moaned as his tongue entered my mouth; no matter how many times we did this, it felt so erotic and pleasing. For those seconds I felt his hands roam against my body, touching me in those sensitive places. I still hated him...but I can't ignore how it felt to at least have someone love you like this....
As our lips parted I felt my eyes close and let my body lean until I felt Edge wrap his arms around me. Slowly, I feel myself falling deep into an abyss within my own mind. The darkness around me wrapped against my body as a silk curtain as everything began to slip away.
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I have assumed control once more...and with every surge of power that courses through me is the sense of guilt as what I have done. Adam's emotions fueled me; everything I did was influenced by him. I egged him on, but he was the one that caused all of his own suffering. When he got angry that moment before he had left home, he kept wishing for his Father to die. The more he thought, the more powerful and angry and bitter I grew. My obsession with him reached its peak and it was then that I wanted to take all his sorrows away like the Guardian I was.
But the time off made me realize what I was doing was wrong; as the "Guardian" he wanted me to be, I should have talked him out of it...am I growing soft? No...I must protect my dear Addy from anyone that could harm him...He harmed Addy, he had to die. Addy did not want him to die though...
But why? WHY?! The thought of that made my blood boil; I don't care if that man saved Addy from dying, Gangrel gave him the life of an eternal punishment in your hands. He continued to punish Addy and Addy was hurt...I did what I had to. I had to make sure that my Addy was protected and loved, no matter what.
I run through the whole town, looking for some quiet place to stay. I finally find it; a small church with the lights off for the evening. I smirk to myself; a vampire who is a true descendant of vampire is not affected by crosses and garlic. All that crap that we've read is just junk; the only thing that kills us is sunlight and a stab to the heart—and if that didn't work you just cut off our heads.
I enter the corridors of the church, blowing a raspberry at the crucifying Jesus; that man was supposed to atone for the sins that were given, and yet Addy still has the bruises from his punishment...what kind of Saviour was this man?
Sunlight was about to come soon...going through the corridors of the edifice, I eventually find a room for me to rest. I sit in the darkness, a pair of black wings cover me like a shroud as I finally lull to sleep.
Unfortunately, my sleep is not peaceful. Ever since we were alone I always hear my Addy cry; he keeps crying in his sleep, trying to tell his family he was sorry for what he had done. I transform myself into his younger brother, and comfort him whenever he is down. I have developed feelings for this Christian while being with Adam; the two of them are alike in so many ways, but different like two clouds floating away in the sky...
Adam murmurs in his sleep a desperate apology while I stroke his hair. All I can do is comfort him before he can ever return to his loved ones...
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It was only a few hours into the afternoon as I woke up, finding myself in a dark room. I pressed an ear to the wall, able to detect voices...there was crying, mourning, and a wave of depression that even got me to the core.
"Edge," I whispered to myself. "Can you see what's out there?"
And why should I? I thought you still hate me.
"Cut it out," I snapped at him. "It's still sunset, I can't go and do anything till the sun sets! You're technically a ghost so phase out of this building and see what's going on!"
And what do I get in return? I do want to give you a nice long….
"Alright!" I cried out. "You can be on top if you tell me what's going on NOW!!!"
As you wish....
I felt a slight chill escape my body as I saw Edge's transparent body smirking at me. He immediately went through the wall and started to fly to wherever the crying and sadness was coming from.
Me? I just stayed and continue to sleep; I needed all of it if I was going to hunt tonight.
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I flew through the air, creating a ghostly wind around the area as I finally found the source of the mourning. Hundreds of people were there: old men, young couples, and even children. Two of them caught my eye: one about 12 years old with long black hair and raven eyes, the other with blonde hair about 8 or 9 with blonde hair and emeralds for eyes. Their sad faces made me feel a edge of sadness for these two; what had happened?
I started to walk toward the site of the funeral; due to me not having a physical body, no one could see me, let alone hear my footsteps. That's when I see it, the open casket and a woman who was asleep...No...she was dead. I read the headstone; the woman was known as Ruby Moore Hardy and the epigraph mentioned her to be a beloved wife and mother.
Typical.
Addy and I have lost time since traveling together, but by the looks of her headstone, it was the year 1986. I stayed there a bit longer, to hear the priest talking about having a better life and how well this woman did by raising two sons. He looked at the two boys I saw earlier and they came up to the casket. Each of them were carrying a lily in their hands; they looked at their mother one last time, the younger one starting to cry a lot.
"I can't do it Mattie," The young one said looking at his brother. "I can't do it!"
The boy known as Mattie looked at him and gave him a soft hug. "I know," He said. "But, Dad's still here...We're going to through this together, Jeff."
Jeff looked at his older brother. "You're right, Matt." He set the lily upon the hands of his mother's corpse, Matt did as well. "And as long as we're together, nothing will stop us."
Matt nodded his head at that. "Yep."
At this scene, I felt memories of Addy and Christian from long ago; their mother's death, the realization of their father's betrayal, meeting up with Gangrel...
Gangrel...that name just boiled my blood. All of the punishments he did on Addy, and how he made Christian not able to go to him...I should've given that man a quick death , but I hesitated....I will never hesitate again when it comes to that man.
Eventually they stared to place the coffin into the ground, everyone watched in sadness; I turned away and headed back to Adam, seeing as the sun was nearly setting...
A perfect time to show him this sad site.
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Edge startled me as I woke up; for the first time in my life I saw something...
Tears were falling down his eyes.
"What's going on?" I asked him. He immediately placed his lips against mine in a soft kiss, tears streaming down his eyes still. I could only gasp in surprise as I saw his memories...two young boys placing lilies in their mother's grave, the look in their eyes as they walked away...everything started to hurt as a tear fell down my eye.
"What am I seeing?" I said to my counterpart, more tears falling out of my eyes once more. It ached; everything ached and I could not find the reason why...
It's a sad site. Two young boys lost their own mother; they have a father who cares for them, and they have each other...I thought it would be nice for you to recollect upon your own memories...
"What memories?!" I yelled at Edge. "My dad left us when we were young and our damn mother lied to us about it! Then the plague came and she died, and we had no one to go to! Then we had to hide at Dracula's castle thanks to my brother's "little ghost friend" he met years ago and it lead the two of us becoming vampires! And because of that I'm now here; it's all because of that plague, and it's all because of our baster of a father! I hate it! I HATE IT!!!!!!"
I know; it is not too late to change though. I want to help you out; I want to help reunite you to your brother, and I will kill the man that has caused you all this pain. All this pain, this suffering, this loneliness, this sadness, this hatred, this rage...I shall be the one that takes it away....
I stared at his eyes, losing myself once more into those grey orbs. He wrapped his slender arms against my body and pushed me towards him, snaking his hand into my pants. I moaned in pleasure, losing myself into his touch as he stroked me...the only thing in my mind were his words of protectiveness and possessiveness. He protects me and dominates me. He loves me and teases me; he controls me and obeys me. He is everything I want and more.
Damn it; I lose myself into the kiss as Edge plants beautiful kisses down my neck, my chest, onto my navel. He twists his tongue around the hole as I moaned in beautiful pleasure, he goes lower circling his hand against my erection. So much pleasure covers my body and I deeply succumb to my fate. I was going to be loved only by a shadow of myself.
That's it, Addy..,give into your pleasure, give into your desires...give into me.
As my mind started to cloud over with lust something appeared in my mind: it was the faces of those two boys. They were both happy, even though they had lost someone important to them...why? Why can they be happy while I must suffer for what has happened? It didn't make any sense; what did they have that I didn't? I had to find out what made them different from me.
"I'm sorry," I said, opening my eyes. "Edge, I know you care about me...but I need to know more about those two. They have something...something that I never had, and I need to know what it is."
As you wish. If you need me you know where to go.
I nodded my head as I started to leave the church. I paused when I heard voices coming; using my vampire reflexes, I was able to go into the upper seats of the church, hiding myself from view. Looking down, I saw the two boys from earlier going toward the altar. From Edge's memories, the black haired one was named Matt and the younger, blonde one was Jeff. They had the last name of Hardy, remembering the headstone of their mother. But what were they doing here?
"Come on Jeffro," Matt said as he knelt down in front of the crucifying Jesus. "Let's thank the Lord that he's taking care of mom's soul. Then we have to go home."
"Okay!" said Jeff replied, kneeling down. "Dear Lord, thank you for letting us be here today. Even though...even though..."
He couldn't finish as he started to cry once more. Tears splashed down his delicate face as I stared at them in interest; they were so beautiful in my eyes, as if they were children of Mother nature. Matt looked like a spirit of darkness: his black hair falling down his face and his similar black eyes that just trapped me into a deep abyss. Jeff's blonde hair made me remember my brother...
Christian...if you can hear me right now I'm sorry for what I did all those years ago. I didn't mean to let Edge take over me...I didn't meant to ruin our relationship. Please forgive me...
As I looked down upon the two, I leaned a little too close to the balcony edge. I then fell down. Hard.
Matt and Jeff turned around as I stood up, my black wings growing from my back. From the looks of their faces, they were scared to see me...and I was caught.
"Vampire!" Jeff cried out, hiding behind his brother. "It's going to kill us!"
Matt stood in front of him, his arms outstretched. The look of his face...it remind me of myself so long ago.; it was when Christian stood up for me when I still trusted Edge's words...The look on his face...it just gave me the feeling of deja vu all over again.
I closed my eyes and opened them once more, staring deep into the eyes of both of the brothers. Matt's scowl on his face was still there as I walked closer and closer to them; everything was quiet as Matt's face began to relax. In the corner of my eye, I noticed Jeff trying to wake his brother from the "trance" he was given; it was impossible for a young boy to break a trance I have honed for a hundred years...
Oh yes, I'll have these two for my own needs very soon. They will be my beautiful dolls for me to manipulate; their beauty must not go to waste. I need them for my plans, to understand the "bond" these two share...and if I have to use decisive maneuvers then so be it.
Jeff then turned his eyes to me, anger was also on his face like his brother's. "What are you doing to him?!" He cried out. "What did you do to Mattie?!"
I looked at him, staring into those glittering emeralds that were his eyes. "It is not important right now." I replied in a calm and soothing voice. "Just stare into my eyes, and forget everything else...."
Jeff hesitated, fear was on his face as his eyes gazed into my own. In my eyes he was a poor kitten lost in the wide city; alone and scared. His eyes started to close halfway until he resembled his brother's facial expression: blank. I felt Edge's approval as I started to stroke Matt's cheek with my hand, soon letting my fingers twist around his black hair. Black as the night sky, or a raven's wing; black as the darkness that I walk through every night...
I then turned my eyes to Jeff, resisting the urge to place a soft kiss on his lips. He reminded me of my brother Christian; minus the blue eyes. I could just stare into his eyes forever before having my way with him. But I must resist; if I want to have my plan in motion.
"Can you hear me?" I said to the two. Both of them slowly nodded their heads in reply, a smirk gracing my own lips. "I want you two to tell me about your bond."
"What bond?" Matt asked me, his voice sounding hollow.
"I want you to tell me about your relationship as brothers." I said, in a soft tone. "How close are you to your brother?"
"We love each other very much," Jeff said, his blonde hair covering his pretty green eyes. "We're always there for each other, we protect each other, we love each other..."
"How much love do you have for each other then?" I asked, resisting my urge to drink from them.
"Enough love for us to be very close." Matt replied. "No matter how bad things turn out for us, we are always there. Because if our bond breaks, there is no more bond...we don't want our bond to break."
I hesitated there...my plans were halted by that answer. If a bond breaks then there is no bond...could it be that my bond with Christian has already been broken?
Looking back through the memories Edge gave me, these two deserved better than what Christian and I had went through. So...
"This bond is a very important thing," I explained. "No matter what happens, you're going to keep your bond. You love one another; a deep, irremovable, passionate love for one another. When you grow older, you'll understand...for now I just want you to treat me as if I was an older brother or friend. And, you can just call me by my real name, Adam. Do you understand?"
Both Hardy brothers nodded in reply to my question. A soft smile replaced the smirk I had minutes before.
"Then," I said, starting to walk away. "My time here is done."
And just before I disappeared into the shadows, I snapped my fingers.
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I walked into the cemetery moments later. Finding the headstone with the mother of the Hardys, I sat down, staring face to face with the epitaph written on it.
"Hey," I said out of the blue. "I know you might not know this, but I'm a vampire and I have hypnotized your sons to be my puppets." I just stared at the headstone for a minute or two, letting the whole sentence I had said just be soaked in. "I know you think that's bad, but it's for the best. I told them that no matter what happens, that they should always keep their bond as brothers. They should always cherish it, and love each other as they love one another; I only said that because I lost the bond with my brother hundreds of years ago. I don't want them to suffer what I have to suffer for all of eternity, I just want to make sure that no matter what happens, you will be proud of raising two beautiful boys."
"You need to understand, I had lost my mother a long, long time ago to a plague. Then my brother and I were taken under the care of Dracula's apprentice, Gangrel. Trust me, it's not as it seems. But I lost trust to him, and it grew into a manifestation of my fears, insecurities and hatred. I was dominated by it so many times that I lost count. Then, one rainy evening I snapped; I tried to hurt my father and nearly killed my brother in the process. I can't think of what would have happened when father saw me..."
Tears of anger, bitterness, guilt, and sorrow fell down my face. All of my memories I was pouring out to a woman who is already dead just made it worse. There was no one who could understand what was happening; I was to remain alone in the darkness with a spirit of my own guilt and anger to comfort me.
"Adam?"
I turned around, seeing the smiling faces of both Matt and Jeff looking at me. Somehow, guilt was in my heart for all of the things I did to them. Would these two accept me if I didn't hypnotize them? No...I did a good thing, because they needed someone aside from their father to take care of them. And if things got to rough, I can just make them forget about me...although I didn't want them to.
"Are you alright?" Jeff asked me. "Is there something wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong, Jeff." I replied, staring back at the headstone. "I'm just saying good-bye to your mother. I have to leave soon?"
"Can you come and visit us tomorrow?" Matt said a bit shyly. "We could play in the backyard."
"Sorry, but I've got stuff to do in the day time." I said, feeling the sadness that was express on Matt and Jeff's faces. "But I'll come in the evening and then we could play."
"Okay!" Jeff said, his mood brightening up completely. I stood up, waved them a quick good-bye and started to leave.
That was a sweet thing you did back there. The mother needed to know; at least now the boys will have a better chance of having their bond kept then you.
"It was only to make sure they didn't experience what I went through." I replied. "No one has to go through what I had to go through."
I know. And I want to take it all away, to satisfy you, to please you. Starting tonight.
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I smiled to myself, seeing my beloved's beautiful face in front of he. His soft blue eyes gaze right into mine, making me lose myself as I planted a small kiss on his lips. He grins cutely at me as he nuzzles his face into my neck and nibbling my ear in delight.
"More," He whispered in a husky tone as licked my earlobe as if was a treat to him. "More."
I nodded as I pushed down onto the ground, stripping us of any garments we had on. Then, as I heard the beautiful rhythm of Addy's purring I let my mouth suck into his head. He gasps in delight, wrapping his arms around my neck and thrusts his dick right into my mouth. I gag for a bit,letting the erection touch the roof of mouth. As he is distracted by the pain from below, I let my hands touch against his nipples, pinching and twisting them until the buds harden from the touch.
"Oh, god..." Addy moaned, his eyes slowly rolling to the back of his head. "P-please Edge...."
He did not finish as he cried out in pleasure. All of his beautiful seed covered against my darkened figures although some went into my mouth. As he fell down, panting in relief, I licked off the semen that was on the corners of my mouth. I look down upon my Addy. MY Addy; no one can take him away from him. If anyone does, I will kill them. Then they will know my wrath.
But to my beautiful Addy, I would give him a thousand kisses. Then a hundred. Then a thousand. Then I will continue to kiss him until I lose myself into my Addy. I would give him the sun and moon, and I would kill his whole family and let them be covered in their blood to remind him that they can no longer be there for him. And yet I cannot; anger still boils in my blood when I hear how much Addy still cares for that father of his.
Addy was on his knees as he crawled up to me, pushing me down onto the "ground" which was our mind realm. Licking his lips, he started to lick off the cum off my face, his beautiful tongue running down against me. As he did that, I placed a finger right into his entrance, fingering him as he had wrapped his arms and legs around my body. A beautiful moan came from his throat as I placed another finger, and then a third.
"Yes..." I heard him gasp out. "Release me, free me, take me..."
"That depends." I said, purring into his ear. "Will you be a good boy? Or will you be a bad boy?"
I heard him become quiet for a minute or two. As the silence echoed the room, I continued to stretch him a bit, a soft whine emerged from his lips.
"I-I'm a dirty b-boy," Adam cried out, tears pouring down his face. "P-punish me if you m-must."
"As you command." I said pushing down and immediately thrusting hard and painful into my beloved. More tears spilled down his cheeks as he whimpered in pain. I looked up to see his beautiful eyes shut, and I wiped off all those tears off his place.
"I-I'll be g-good." He cried out, meekly grabbing his throbbing erection. "I-I need to be loved..."
"And you are loved." I replied, as I began to pound right into his sweet spot. Addy squeaked a bit when he felt my dick probe into his loins; all the pleasure he had was starting to let go as I rode again, and again, and again.
"EDGE!" Addy finally cried out, as we both reached our climax. Our cum mixed with each other as we were wrapped in a soft embrace once more. With some of the cum amongst the ground I placed it into my love's lips, seeing his blue eyes mist away into a fog. A beautiful sight to behold for I was the one to have it.
But the thought of those two brothers still irk me a bit; Addy can't have feelings for them. He belongs to me; I was the one who was with him all of his life...
And I will make sure I will be the only one in his life.
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11 years had passed after that day.
Matt and Jeff grew up; Matt had become a beautiful man of 23 and Jeff was an innocent youth of 20. Everyday I slept, my mind sometimes drifting to their smiling faces. And at night, I would come and visit them like the "older brother" I was to them. But still something was worrying me.
Edge. During the days I slept he paced back and forth in my mind, not liking the fact that I with the two boys. I didn't mean to bond with them; they just needed someone to help them out with their problems. Still, I can't help but wonder whether Edge had changed or not; what was he up to?
On the anniversary of her death, I would come to the woman's grave. I would talk about how everything was doing with her children, and give her a blessing. It may sound stupid, but it was the right thing to do; Matt and Jeff would both like that.
During my stay with them, Matt and Jeff became into something known as the WWF, otherwise known as the World Wrestling Federation. I didn't like the sound of it at first; the bright light had a tendency to expose me for who I am, and if I was on camera I'd become invisible. But due to previous training with Gangrel I was able to maintain my image in photos, cameras or mirrors without the worry of someone finding out who I really was. Wrestling was very interesting, and I became enamored by it; both Matt and Jeff became "jobbers" around 3 years ago. But it wasn't until Matt made a brilliant move that got me interested.
OMEGA, otherwise known as the Organization of Modern Extreme Grappling Arts. I only came at night to see the shows, but by the time I was there I met up with other people who were also into this sport: Shannon Moore, Joey Matthews, Christian York, Gregory Helms, Amy Dumas and others.
It was at that time that Matt and Jeff brought out new personas known as Willow Wisp and Ignus Fatuus...my mind raced back to the old stories I read when I was a boy, and I smiled silently at the idea. Unfortunately, I didn't know that it was at that time that things changed for the worst.
And when I mean worst, I mean worst.
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It was a warm summer evening when it happened. I was going through my usual events of meeting up with Matt and Jeff; that is, until I met up with their father. He looked at me with a glare as he dragged me into the house.
"I don't know what you're playing at Adam," He said. "But I know you're a lot of trouble?"
"Trouble?" I repeated to him. "But dear sir..."
"Silence!" He barked at me. "Don't think I know what's going on between you and my sons; for the past 5 years they grew up, but you haven't. You also never seem to come in the day time, and that you stepped back whenever one of us brings a knife toward you. This concludes one simple thing..."
"You are a vampire."
Damn it; he was right. I overstayed my welcome and I had to do something quick. I immediately stared into the man's eyes, boring deep into his soul as my face turned serious.
"It is true," I said. "But after this single moment, whatever you remembered about me, and what you thought about me will be forgotten. Do you understand?"
The man tried to resist my trance, but he eventually succumbed to it. "Yes," he murmured.
"Good." I said, snapping my fingers. In an instant, he fell to the ground asleep; he would stay that way until morning, and anything about me would be gone forever. Turning around I walked to find both Matt and Jeff in the backyard as usual. I wasn't prepared for what I saw next.
It was both brothers kissing, naked, lustful...everything started to hurt as I saw Matt dominate his younger brother through the shrubs I hid in. Jeff's wanton pleas combined with Matt's lustful moans as I couldn't help but stare at them. Then I saw it, the climax as their cum spilled all over the dirt, grass and each other. They stood there as fireflies circled around them, oblivious to the scene that was unfold in front of my eyes.
As Matt and Jeff fell asleep I walked to them, waking them up. They immediately placed their clothes in front of them so they wouldn't reveal their hardened erections in front of them, but I knew; I knew what had went on.
"So," I said to them. "What's going on?"
Jeff bowed his head. "We-we love each other, Adam. We've been in love for the past 5 years; for some reason we developed feelings for each other. We..."
"We wanted to deepen our bond." Matt replied, a bit ashamed of what he had done. "We didn't want to lose our bond and we made it deeper. We wanted to make sure that we loved each other as if it was equal love as brothers."
That's when it hit me; I could never be with them because of my mistakes. I screwed up everything like I did with Gangrel and Christian, only this time there would be everlasting consequences to do so. I just stood there, just thinking about my next move. I then sighed as I stared into their eyes once more, a tear splashed down onto the grass.
"I'm sorry," I said to them, as they stared into my eyes for a second time. "But when you awaken from my trance, you will forget everything about me. You will no longer remember who I am, what I look like, everything about me will be gone. Your bond will still be there, but I won't be."
And with that, I snapped my fingers as both Matt and Jeff fell asleep. Looking down at them, I gave them one kiss on the cheek each, before I walked away.
As I walked away Edge finally spoke to me.
What's wrong Addy? Jealous?
"I am." I said to Edge sadly. "I'm not jealous of them loving each other—most likely because it was my fault in the first place—but it was because what I told them just strengthened their bond. My bond was broken Edge; BROKEN! I can't go back to the people I love! I can't go back to them, all I can do is just be alone forever..."
I cried, I sobbed, I howled. All of these emotions raced into my body as everything just started to fade away from me. I sat there in a dark alley, my knees to my chest as everything started to hurt.
Edge noticed this, placing a ghostly kiss on my cheek. Tears stained my face as I felt myself break away like a mirror.
A mirror, that was the only way to describe me. It reflects the real me; nothing but a person who only causes harm to people he loves. And that mirror was shattered, with the shards covered in an edge; the edge in my heart that created the spirit which now resides in me. I just wanted to get away from it all, just get away...
That's when I remembered something, the WWF. It was a popular sport and hundreds of people watched it all over the world. If I became a wrestler, then I would possibly have a chance to not only meet up with my father and Christian, but also meet up with Matt and Jeff once more.
With that in mind, I settled off into the night.
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Without lifting a finger, Addy has lost his only other family. But yet he holds onto those stupid desires of seeing them again.
But yet...but yet...
No...I don't have any feelings for them. I don't feel remorse for what they did to my Addy. They hurt them all the same, and yet he still looks for them, thinking it was his fault for everything. It was not his fault; it was theirs. All of it was their fault for hurting him!
But I cannot do anything about his desire to become a wrestler; his ring-name was in dedication to me, Edge. It was to reflect his persona: a mysterious loner walking in the audience, but was an amazing athlete. With this, he became something I desired more; I became more obsessed because he did this for me. All of it was for me, and I would not get rid of it.
A year had passed...June 1998, Edge had debuted to the world.
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October 18th, 1998
I saw through the crowd. My brother was fighting against this man known as Taka Michinoku in his first fight ever. I was worried, nervous, excited, scared...I didn't know what to expect from this.
But when I saw him pin the man, I was happy. My brother has become a champion, and I was here to see it.
Unfortunately, I was also here to see that bloody kiss that Gangrel placed on my brother's lips as he exited the arena.
November 5th, 1998
That monster, Kane. I don't care what his sob story was, but at least my Addy has the balls to wear his scars with pride!
I see him, that maniac who tries to hurt Christy. I immediately rush into the ring and tackle his leg, so that the three of us could attack him. How do you like that, huh? How do you like being your own victim?!
As we left, I motioned for Gangrel and Christian to come to me...because I know what they wanted.
They wanted their precious little Addy back. Well tough luck.
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By the time I got backstage, Gangrel and Christian were no longer to be seen. After finding some stuff out from the other wrestlers (one specifically named Shawn Michaels, although his real name was Michael), I was able to track them down. I hesitated before placing my hand on the door handle. Would they accept me after all I did? What would they say about me?
I grasped the door handle, letting the door in front of me open slowly. I walked in looking around the locker room.
"Um," I said, turning to a corner. "I just wanted to say that I'm--" I stopped there; I was too shock for words.
Gangrel. Christian. Wrapped in an embrace. Kissing. Right in front of me.
No...no...no....NO! NO! NO!
All of my locked up emotions came through; all of my anger, and sadness and shock and frustration...it all came out. But instead of screaming, I walked away slowly...slowly...slowly...
Until all I could hear was the kiss that they shared.
I wanted to scream, to shout, to yell...but as I let my body be soaked in the shower in the bathrooms. I did something I thought I would never do after all of this time.
I laughed....and I laughed, and I laughed.
I laughed until all I saw was a vision of me killing my former family, and saw myself in that room, covered with their own blood.
Beauty is Skin Deep. A bond is skin deep. Blood is thicker than water.
That means, that deep down under my skin, the blood of Gangrel, who had fucked with my brother, had to go away. Then and only then could something happen...
I could finally taste my revenge.
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Wow! This was the longest I've ever written.
I have an announcement: I actually lied! XD!
I will not have 3 tales, I have an intermission coming up. But I have studying and homework to do so it might take a while.
Please read and review until then!