Author's note: There is going to be some SwanTheif, but for a very good reason, and it will be over before the end of this fanfic.
In the morning they had arrived. When everyone was getting off of the Jolly Rodgar Regina didn't want to. She didn't want to set foot in the place that was her living hell. Where she lost, Daniel, her father, her horse, her happiness, it was the worst place ever. She never wanted to be there again. She was so lost in her thoughts that it took her a second to notice Emma's hand reaching for her.
"Come on Regina, something here, might help us find Henry, and then we can go home." Regina stared at her hand for a moment before reluctantly letting Emma help her onto the shore. She was annoyed with herself when she unconsciously rubbed her hands together. Damn Miss Swan's soft hands. She followed behind the crew silently, trying as hard as she possibly could to not stare at Emma's ass, but it was right in front of her, and it was like Emma knew she was looking at it because she added an extra sway to her hips. Focus on Henry focus on the fact that if Miss Swan hadn't kissed you, you would be able to find him, now there is a huge chance that you won't. So much for having everything. She isn't worth not finding Henry if you have to pick one of them pick him. He's the one who helped you change, and it would in a way be a happy ending for both of you. After re-focusing herself Regina was able to resist temptation for at least the rest of their walk. That is until they came across Neal. Instantly Regina lost all of her hold on sanity. Why couldn't he have been dead? She knows its wrong to want him dead. She knows she can't be the evil queen anymore, but when he is looking at her Emma like he could eat her up, she wants to rip his heart out of his chest and squeeze it so hard. Wait. My Emma? Where did that come from?
Emma saw Neal, and she saw him looking at her like he could eat her up, and she remembered how she felt about the jerk. She remembered how he had left her in prison because he was scared, and she remembered how she said she loved him, when he fell through the portal. Then she remembered the woman behind her, the woman she saved the town with, the woman who she fought with on a daily basis, and the woman she always wanted to kiss. The woman she hurt, by finally kissing her, and she remembered how she lost everything because she kissed that woman. She realized then that she had to find Henry so that she could make everything right again.
That's when Neal reached for her hand, and when all of those things she had remembered, were lost. Suddenly all she could remember was loving Neal and what it was like, she remembered kissing the brunette but she didn't remember why. She just wanted him.