RECAPE

He turned his back on us, we watched him make his way to the exit, then Hikaru pushed past me and walked towards the exit as well, and I hoped maybe he had listened to me and was going to apologize.

Hikaru's POV

"Yuki, wait," I yelled out as my long strides caught up to his slow pace easily, and when I reached him, he ceased to walk. "I'll walk you home."

"Why would you do that," he snapped, and I could see anger flair up behind his eyes, I momentarily wondered if split personalities ran in the family, but I dismissed it, it wasn't like when Haru got angry, it was still Yuki with Haru it's like his a completely different person.

'Because I don't want you walking home alone,' I thought before mentally hitting myself for the stray thought.

"It'll get Kaoru off my back," I mumbled, I wasn't looking at his face, but his hands balled into fists and I was sure he anger in his eyes had picked up a few levels.

"What did I do to you…?" he asked throwing us into silence for a few minutes, before he spoke again, "What did I do to make you hate me so much?"

'I do like you,' another stray thought practically screamed at me, but I mentally told it to shut up.

"I don't hate you," I practically whispered as I began to walk once again, slower this time as I matched Yuki's previous pace, hoping he would follow.

'I just don't like being set up,' I thought feeling as though I owed him some kind of explanation, but decided not to voice it…not yet anyway.

"You could have fooled me," I heard from behind me, I paused, and he mustn't have been paying attention, because he bumped into my back.

"That was for Kaoru and Haru," I sighed, deciding that it would have to be now after all. "I'm sorry if I upset you."

"You don't like Haru, do you?" he asked, though he sounded as though he already knew the answer.

We resumed walking, this time side by side.

'I hate him,' I thought, but I stopped myself from saying it, he seemed calm, and I didn't want to tell him that I hated his cousin and make him angry again.

"I…think that…maybe I could…spend time with him, and…enjoy myself, if…he wasn't…dating my brother," I told him, choosing my words very carefully.

He laughed softly, and I couldn't help but let the small smile that appeared on my lips, 'It sounds like music,'
I momentarily thought, as my heart skipped a beat.

I woke up on the lounge, while it was still dark out, I checked the time on my cell '4:53', I flipped my phone closed and vaguely remembered I was waiting for Kaoru to get home.

I stood groggily, making my way to Kaoru's room, though his bed was empty, frowning to myself, I flipped my phone, which was still in my hand, open and hit Kaoru's name, deciding that I didn't care what time it was.

"Hello," Haru mumbled, and I hang up, fully aware that they would know it was me, I had just wanted to make sure that he was at Haru's dorm room and hadn't been kidnapped…or something.

I wondered into my bedroom, falling into my bed, I closed my eyes, but my mind kept wandering, making it impossible for sleep to recapture me.

All I could see behind my lids were, silver and violet, and his laugh played over, and over again.