Disclamer: guys whats happend, me and beccar need revivews otherwise we arnt motivated to write, hense why you had to wait later for this one. and i betyou know what you thinks going to happen but there is lots of twists in this story. this chapter changes povs. and hope you enjoy :

Chapter 4

Bella's pov

I'd like it soon? A Few days? Hours? I thought about it. If she did change me, I could kill her and run away and find Edward. We could have forever together. I wouldn't be the silly clumsy human, the one who can't look after herself. I was going to be a vampire soon anyway. The only bad thing is that it wouldn't be Edwards's venom inside me. I wouldn't 'belong' to him as much as we both wanted. I wasn't sure if Victoria would stop me from killing innocent people. I wouldn't know if I would be able to stop myself. In a way I found this situation a bit funny. Victoria had spent all this time looking for me, and I thought she would come up with something better than this. She'd made a whole army of newborns just to change me. Didn't she know I was already becoming a vampire?

Although she was probably going to put me through hell before, I would survive and have forever with Edward. I thought about the pain I would have to endure. Victoria would love to see me in severe pain.

Just then, I felt something splash over my face. I started gagging. It was the blood. I looked up at Victoria. Her eyes were red, so she must have not been thirsty. Considering I had blood covering my face, she must have been using all of her control not to lash out at me.

I thought about standing up again. I felt even more vulnerable then I already was, but I decided against it. She was still leaning over me, and I didn't want to push my small amount of luck.

"I wonder when Eddie will get here." She said, staring up at the ceiling. Eddie? What did she mean, was Edward was going to be here? I thought she was just going to change and be done with It.? Wouldn't Edward try to stop her, and make it more complicated?

"What?" I muttered.

"Well, we wouldn't want Edward to miss out in seeing you in pain, now would we?"

"No Victoria!" I shouted.

"Enough!" She demanded. She got up and started to circle me.

"Edward is going to watch you in pain. It will hurt him even more than it will be hurting you. Knowing that he can't do anything to help you, well, that's the best bit! Of course, as I'm not stupid like you, I will be gone. No where to be seen." She laughed. Her high pitched voice rang clear in the room.

"Edward will find you." I muttered under my breath.

"What?" She snapped her head around to look at me. Crap. I forgot she had super hearing, and she probably heard what I just said. I was right.

In a second she was over me.

She grabbed me by the arm and chucked me into the corner. I flew into a stack of chairs and they fell down on top of me. My arm was in so much pain. If it wasn't broken before, it most certainly was now. Luckily, the chairs weren't too heavy. They were the plastic ones that you got at school. That made me wonder where I was. A school? An activities hall? A Ballet studio? I thought about trying to get out from underneath the weight of the chairs, but decided against it as my arm was completely helpless. Victoria would probably get me out soon enough, just to hurt me some more. With that, my thoughts drifted to a sweet place, where all i could see was black and where i knew of no pain.

Edwards's pov

"Edward, please!" Alice was trying to plead with me.

"No, Alice. There isn't enough time." My voice answered, sharply.

"Edward." She put both her hand on my shoulders. "You'll be no use to anyone if your thirsty. Your last hunt was with Emmet, two weeks ago. You need to keep up your strength."

How could I think of hunting at a time like this? Bella, my Bella was missing. Victoria had her and could be doing anything to her. I had to get her out of this danger. Nothing else mattered to me.

"Edward, i'm thirsty too. You don't know what state Bella will be in when you get to her. The last thing you need right now is to loose control when she needs you the most. Please."

"Bella is already in danger, Alice. If we stop to hunt, then we might be too late. Can't you see that?"

"I can't actually see anything at the moment, its so bloody dark." Her mind shifted to the dark room again. I sighed.

"We need to find her." I growled, a hint of defeat in my tone.

"I know. But we also need to hunt." She hissed. Her mind shifted to a picture of me and her draining the blood out of some elk.

I sighed, again. Must she always win?

"It won't take long. Its only elk." And with that I let my senses take over me, following the appealing scent.

I had the biggest of the herd. I didn't want to be out done by tiny Alice. I drank in record time. I moved on and had two more.

"Slow down Edward." Alice's voice called. She had only just finished her second one.

"But.. Bella." I replied. "Come on. Lets go."

Edward. I miss her too, so much. Believe me, I want to find her as much as you do.

She caught another elk and started drinking. I thought about having another one, but I was full, satisfied. I sat down on a tree stump and waited for Alice.

Don't worry about it. We will find her .I promise you that, Edward.

"I know." I replied. I knew that, i was just worried how we were going to find her. What condition she would be in. Dead, alive, or totally dammed like the rest of us.

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