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Baby it's cold outside.

Emma's POV

I ran up with Alice and she helped me pack. She gave me some of Rosalie's clothes and Jasper took my clothes down to Edward's car. I packed my back pack with lolly pops and my I pod and books.

" Emma." Alice smiled. " I know you see Edward different now. I saw you with him in Alaska last week. I thought it was different If I saw the attack I would have stopped it."

" Alice it's okay I'm not upset I'm fine. I never have to leave you all now." I put in my contacts and packed my bathroom needs.

" It will happen just give him time don't give up." Alice smiled. " We all kind of hoped that maybe one day you might be his special someone."

" I just don't want to be a rebound girl." I hugged her and my stomach growled. " Oh excuse me, I guess I haven't ate in a while."

" That's strange." Alice said.

" Edward can we stop by McDonald's I'm hungry." I pulled on my favorite boyfriend sweater and skipped over to the garage.

" What you want to sink your fangs into Ronald?" Emmett laughed.

" No just a big mac." I heard my stomach again. " And fries and a chocolate shake. Mmm Apple pie."

" You look Vampire but you're acting human." Edward bumped me.

" Maybe Jacob was right maybe I am a half ass Vampire." I felt something warm and Edward held me. The tears running down my cheeks that were now a pale pink.

We were driving and Edward pulled in to the nearest McDonald's. He found it quiet funny and made jokes to me about it.

" So shale we go in so you can play?" He snickered. " What type of happy meal would you like?"

" Edward, Shut the hell up." I smiled and undid my seat belt I climbed over Edward leaning out the window and some teenaged boys whistled at me and made a comment about my chest. I arched my back enough that my tattoo slipped into sight under my shirt. I could read his thoughts and knew he found it more amusing than the boys comments. I ordered and we pulled around to the window.

" When did you get that?" He asked and I laughed.

" Emmett got it for me for my 16th birthday." I bit my lip. " You like it?"

" Don't play coy with me Emma." Edward said and as we waited at the window one of the boys came up to my window not seeing Edward.

" Hey." He smiled and tried to act cool.

" Hello." I leaned over to see him better I knew my contacts were fresh and had no problem.

" I'm Sean." He said.

"Careful, is he making you thirsty?" Edward asked.

" No not at all, funny." I looked up at the cute boy. " I'm Emma."

" You new around here?" He asked.

" Just passing threw lover boy now do you mind not hitting on my girl." Edward leaned over.

" Oh my bad. Good Job man she's hot." Sean walked away still looking back. "I'd be all over that, no way are they going out."

" Suck it up cock blocker." I giggled and kissed Edward and I heard Sean walk into the pole. I was shocked when he reacted I felt his tongue moving with mine.

" Ah sir, Sir." The woman at the window said.

" Sorry." He pushed me back and whipped the lip gloss off his lips and handing me my food and laughing as we passed Sean and his friends.

I ate and we never talked about the kiss. I dreamed about it my whole teenage life how he would feel, what he would taste like. I found myself tired and I fell asleep. I started dreaming. As a child Edward would take me hunting it was more of a memory than a dream.

" Eward wai me." I ran for him stumbling in the snow. " No go wit owt me."

" You want to come hunting?" He pulled me up in his arms.

" Uhuh." I smiled kissing his cheek. " Emmie love Eward."

" And Edward loves his Emmie." He smiled tossing me on to his back. " Hold tight spider monkey."

" No Monkey. I love." I said to him.

" Love." I whispered. " Edward."

" What?" Edward said softly.

" I love you Edward." I said Softly more of a moan.

My dream changed and I was 13 it was when I knew I wanted Edward not to be my brother.

" Edward Daddy won't let me go swimming." I pouted.

" Why love?" He smiled closing his book.

" He said I can't go by myself. All the kids are going but I can't." I pouted.

" Oh my Emmie you know we can't go out in the bright sun." Edward kissed my hand.

" I know." I sighed. " Will you take me late tonight? It's a full moon."

" Yes just me and you." Edward opened his book.

" What are you reading?" I asked.

" The count of Monte Cristo." Edward smiled.

" Do you like those old books?" I asked. I loved his responses to my innocence.

" Yes love I do." Edward handed me a book. " Try it love, it's called Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte. I think you'll like it."

My dreams were disrupted by the car stopping. I hissed as the morning sun hit me my eyes were still brown with the contacts.

" Morning love." Edward smiled.

" Morning Eddy." I smiled. " Where are we?"

" We are at the Alaskan boarder." He smiled. " I called Tanya it seems that she has a house full so I rented us a little cabin. We can still go see her. I haven't told her about your change."

" Okay. I'll be right back I need to use the restroom." I smiled and Edward looked at me with worry. " Why are looking worried? I might take longer to change."

" Be careful love." He held out his hand to help me out of the car.

" Burrrr I forgot how cold it gets here." I pulled on a sweater and ran inside. I used the facilities and got a bunch of junk food for the rest of the trip so that Edward wouldn't have to stop. I was at the registrar when I heard some men's thoughts that scared me.

" Now that is one fine piece of ass." The heavy one said.

" I could really fuck the shit out of that." The thinner one said.

That's when they came up to me a little to close. I could smell the foreign substance they must have just taken. It wasn't Pot I knew what that smelled like I did go to boarding school. I thought it had to be some other smoked substance and I hurried to the door.

" Come on guys just let the lady by she's just a kid." The sales clerk said I felt appreciative that he was that kind.

" Just shut up Junior. Looks like her brother is busy with that fancy car of his so We have time don't we sweetheart." The heavy on grabbed my boob and I slapped him.

" Oooo she's a fighter." The other one said and they tackled me to the ground. I didn't want to go all supernatural on them so I did what any girl would do.

" HELP!!!!!EDWARD!!!!" I didn't have to scream loud for him to hear me. The sale's clerk was knocked out on the floor and they tore open my T-shirt and were working on my jeans when Edward threw them off me. He grabbed me and my bags and we ran to the car.

" I'll be back." Edward hissed his eyes black and his teeth showing.

" Edward no, I'm fine please it's not worth letting it out." I took his hand and wrapped it around my waist. " I'm fine." I let my lips find his again and he didn't pull away his hands locked around me pulling me tight against his body.

" I don't want any man ever touching you like that again." Edward let his eyes trail down my chest. " I don't know why I feel like this Em."

" It's just right." I looked at him. " Rose found Emmett, Alice found Jazz, Mom well found Dad in a way. You found me or I found you. Even if I was just a child, I always knew it was you. My Edward my hero." I found comfort in his strong arms and he sat me in the car. And got me a new shirt out of the trunk and I pulled off my torn one I heard a soft moaning growl from the seat next to me. I smiled and slid over to his lap. My deep purple Victoria's secret Demi bra allowed my breast to show more than any of my others. " Edward calm down I'm fine, I could have took them out myself but I didn't want to let it out."

" It's not that." He smiled. " It's the fact that you have perfect tits that are driving me crazy can you please put a shirt on."

" Yeah they are pretty impressive." I grinned and leaned up making sure he got a face full of them before settling in my seat. " Are they better then Aunt Tanya's?"

" I wouldn't know what her's looked like." He said pulling away from the gas station. " I would find it hard to believe that they could be any more impressive."

" I never thought that we would be having a conversation about my boobs." I laughed and the mood became much lighter. More of how we use to be the sexual frustrations seemed to melt away as we started playing road games or singing to the radio. Edward's voice was lovely he could be singing a motley crew song and still make you melt. He snickered and I looked at him odd.

" What are you snickering about over there?"

"It was wrong for me to think it. But I just started thinking of Bella and Jacob." He smiled. " I wonder how little breakable Bella is going to take it doggie style."

" Edward Anthony Cullen I can't believe you just said that." I laughed and shook my head. " I wonder if she'll have kids normal or a litter."

" You are terrible, I guess Rosalie was right, you are the female version of me." Edward smiled.

We arrived to the cabin in record time. Maybe because Edward is a speed demon and only knows the speed limit by how fast the car can go. My cell ran and Alice was checking on us.

" We just arrived. Tanya has a house full so Edward rented a cabin." I smiled. " Yeah I am I think we will be going soon. I will tell them you send your love. Love you all too bye."