A/N Hey guys! Thanks you for all your reviews and +fav, +alert, etc…. I got blow away when I looked at my mail but sadly a lot of you don't review but oh well. Okay so I'm gonna set a goal for the number of reviews but this doesn't mean I'm not updating! In my last story this helped me update faster. So in every chapter ill set a goal and I'll see if I can get to it XD but don't worry ill still update no matter what cause you guys are still the best enjoy chapter 3! *** I DON'T OWN VA***

Goal: 20

Chapter 3! : Dimitri's thoughts

RPV:

I looked at everyone's faces when I entered the cemetery. They showed pity, which I really hate because I don't like to be pitied on. Then I saw lissa and Christian. Christian has been Lissa's boyfriend for five years. They have a two year old daughter named Rose Rhea Dragomir-Ozera. She is so beautiful that everyone falls in love with her the moment they see her.

My heart hurts every time I see them together. I envied Lissa because she has it so easy. She has her family, a wonderful boyfriend, and a precious daughter. It's everything I always wanted. And the only one who knew that was Dimitri. As if reading my mind Dimitri grabbed my hand a squeezed it reassuring me that he was there for me.

DPV:

As Rose entered the cemetery I looked for my mom. I found her with my other three sisters by the front of the grave where Rose's mom was buried. I loved Janine. She was like my second mother to me. Since rose and I met we became really close. But for me it got to the point where I started falling in love with her at the age of fifteen. I never had a girlfriend because the only one for me was rose. Roza. Who speaking of which I should see how she was doing. I looked around for her and saw that she was a few yards away. I saw her looking at Lissa. I started walking towards her. As I got closer I could see envy in her eyes. She always wanted a child, she told when we were nineteen that she wanted a baby to love and nourish forever. I love Rose enough that I almost ask her if I could give it to her. But I'm afraid that if I do it'll affect our friendship. I always wanted to become her boyfriend first. That's why I've been waiting for any signs that she returns my feelings for her. If she'd ask me to father her child I'd say yes in a heartbeat. I'd give her the world if I could. But it would hurt me as well because I wouldn't be with her. I want to be her boyfriend first and take it from there. I want our love to grow so if we do try then it'll be out of love, not just making a baby. I remember going to Abe about a year ago asking him if she ever came to me, if it was alright with him. That conversation went easier than I have EVER expected.

Flashback:

I was so nervous that my palms were sweating so bad, I felt like that I was on stage ready to perform something without knowing any of my lines and in front of the whole world. But no it's only for a question. One very deadly question. I was one my way to Abe's office when I ran into Rose.
"Hey Dimitri! What are you doing here?" she asked while giving me hug, which I returned with more love than I should have.

"I'm here to talk to Abe about something…" I told her. You could see in her eyes she wanted to know why. Her eyes burned with curiosity. Her beautiful brown eyes….Dimitri snap out of it!

"Well he is in his office right now so you can go and see him. Can you stop by my room afterwards? I haven't seen you in three days! What have you been doing?" she asked. I looked at her and I saw hurt. I wanted to make it better so I hugged her. I put my face in her hair and said "I'm sorry but I was working and I had a project to finish. How about we go eat some ice-cream after I talk with Abe?" that made her lift her head up and smiled. Truth is I was thinking of what to say to her father for those three days. "Okay but can we eat instead? I'm starving!" she said. I shook my head. "You are always hungry Roza." She rolled her eyes at me and gave me the puppy dog look. Her lips pouted and I swore I stopped breathing. I just stared at her beautiful kissable lips. They were- Dimitri I swear to god snap out of it!

"Okay we'll go have lunch after I talk with your father just stop torturing me with the look please." I pleaded jokingly. She winked at me and kissed my cheek. "I'll be waiting in my room." then she left going up the stairs. I just stood there with my hand pressed to where she had kissed it, shocked. It took me about ten seconds to recover but I felt my body urging to go to her. My cheek tingled from where she had kissed it. She kissed me. She really ki- "Dimitri?" I snapped out of my thoughts and turned around. There stood Abe with his almighty clothing. He was wearing a long dark expensive coat with the always worn scarf. "What are you doing here son?" I straighten up. I looked him dead in the eyes, because he can smell fear a mile away. "I wanted to talk to you if that is alright sir." He looked confused but then he placed his usual smirk on his face. "Very well boy. Come with me to my office. And Dimitri please call me Abe. You make me sound old." He said while laughing. "Sorry Abe it's a force of habit." I said while laughing as well. He nodded and started walking to his office. "Well you going to stand there all day or are you coming in?" I hurried inside. He laughed. "You don't need to be afraid of me unless you did something bad you know that." He said amusingly. "Now what brings you here son?" he asked.

"I…" I took a deep breath and tried again. "Abe I wanted to ask you something but I need to say something first." He then knew I wasn't here for socialness. He got down to business. "What do you need to say? Tell me, I might be able to help you with what you need to ask."

"Well first i….i love Rose. And before you interrupt me please just hear me out." He looked deadly for a second then he relaxed. "You may proceed." I took a deep breath.

"Okay but can you keep whatever I'm going to say a secret? Because I swore to Rose I wouldn't revile her secret." He looked at me for a few seconds then he nodded.

"Well I started falling for Rose since we were fifteen. But to her I was just her big brother. I never pursued her though because I was afraid if she didn't love me back then it'd ruin our friendship. So I made sure she was safe. I made sure she was happy. I made sure I was there when she needed me. I would do anything for her. Then after her mom died…she went through depression. I snuck in through her window every night so she could be free from nightmares. I promise you that we are just friends. We never did anything when I snuck in. I promise." His look was deadly but when I reassured him he calmed down. "Proceed"

"I would never do anything to hurt her. Last year she told me that…" He looked at me. "What did she tell you Dimitri?"

"She told me she wanted a child. A baby. She told me that she wanted what Lissa had. She envied her. And I love her enough to give it to her. She wants to find the right one for her first though. That's why she has been dating so many guys…but they weren't good enough for her. She never felt anything for any of them. So that's why I came here. If she ever asks me…I just wanted to have your blessing. I love her and I want her to be happy. Abe if I ever have the honor of granting her wish will I have your blessing?" He looked deep in thought. It took three long minutes for him to answer.

"Dimtri, I have known you for a very long time. I have seen you grown up to a gentleman and to a man that I always wanted for my daughter. I have always wanted a son. And when Janine died I was a wreck. You were there for Rose when I couldn't. Because I was a wreck too. And for that I'll always be greatful for. You are like the son I never had. I know you'll be a great choice for my angel. I give you my blessing." I smiled and got up. "Thank you so much….dad." then I hugged him. He was shocked at first but then hugged me back. "I'm glad my daughter has met you Son. You're a great man with a wonderful future. Don't disappoint me." he said seriously.

"I won't I promise you."

Flashback over:

And I hadn't. I made sure Rose stayed safe and sound whenever he had to go out for long business trips. I helped her with her studies. Every time we were together I felt as if my love for her was growing. And it was. I felt as if she was the only girl that brought a smile on my face nowadays. Every time she entered the room I felt a happiness overcome me. I felt complete. Until she started dating Adrian. Then my world started crumpling down.

A/N hey guys first of all I'm sorry about this late update. I know I didn't update for a while so I made this long chapter for you. I hope you liked it. Please review! It'll make me write faster ;D lolz