In the next day, I went to my Charms class and found Harry alone in the corner of the room. He was sad.
Of course, he'd be sad, Hermione, how fucked up I was?
I sit near him, but we didn't say a word, I paid attention in class and after it, I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up.
"Hey." I tried to begin the conversation.
"How are you?"
"I.. don't know. You?"
"I can't say I'm happy. But it's not my worse day."
"I'm.. glad. I guess." I mumbled.
"But I need your help."
"Sure. What do you need?"
"Can you teach me Charms? I'm failing and I don't want that."
"Oh, of course Harry." I grabbed his hand. "When can we study?"
"Whenever you want."
"We can do it after lunch."
"Ok… we'll meet at the library."
He kissed me slightly on the cheek, making me red. After he talked about his feelings, I noticed a change. No I was afraid to say or do anything that would hurt him. I didn't want that, he was already hurt.
When we met at the library, he was waiting me with a rose in his hand.
"Hey.."
"Hello." he said, giving me the flower. "For you."
"For me?"
"Yeah. For the most beautiful girl in Hogwarts.. and in the world."
I blushed and took the rose.
"Thanks, but I'm not.. –
"Yes, you are. But let's not argue. We have to study."
I nodded. That was cute. Really, really cute. Hermione.. focus.
We studied for hours and… it was good. Harry even smiled a few times.
It was late when we finished, he looked tired.
"You should sleep."
"I can't."
"Why?"
"I don't know, I couldn't sleep last night and I don't know if I'll tonight."
"You should talk to someone about that."
"I am."
"But I'm not a doctor. Let's go to the.. –
"No."
"Yes,"
"I won't go."
"Yes, you will."
"Why are you doing this?" he frowned.
"Because I'm your friend."
"But –
"Yes. I remember what you said. But I'm your friend, I don't care."
"I don't wanna go."
"Harry, do it. For me."
"Mione.."
"Please?"
"No. You.. could take care of me."
"Me?" my eyes grew wide.
"Yeah, I don't wanna go anywhere."
I sighed. Harry was stubborn. I knew he wasn't going anywhere.
"Okay, let's go."
We went to his room and luckily Ron wasn't there. Everybody was eating, but we weren't hungry. I waited for Harry take his shower and he lay down.
He took my hand and I sit by his side.
"Don't worry, I'll be here." I said, grabbing his glasses.
"Thanks. And I'm sorry."
"For?"
"What I said yesterday. I can't leave you. I'm your friend. Forever."
"I know."
"But you'll be mine, Hermione. I love you and you'll love me too." He said.
I didn't have a answer for that.
"Goodnight Hermione." He laughed when he saw my face.
"Goodnight Harry."
I waited him sleep and kissed his cheek. Then I left, that's all I could do.