Jack,
I love you.
I wish that I could have found the strength to tell you. I wish even more so that I hadn't been scared that you wouldn't say it back or that you would have laughed it off. I somehow thought that I would have the time to tell you. But it's slipping through my hands faster than I can catch it.
I don't know how this is going to end or even if this is the end but I may never get the chance to write to you again. I had always thought that I would die much younger then I am and that I would be alone because you had run off again. But I'm glad that I'm wrong and just for once I didn't know everything.
I want you to know that I don't regret any of the things that we did for a minute. My time with you maybe wasn't the simplest at times, but it has been wonderful. So thank you for showing me so many things.
I love you and goodbye,
Ianto