I do not really like this chapter, but I didn´t know how to write it anotherway. I hope it is not too confusing with the changing Point of few between Jack and Edward

Night one

We both were early I smiled at him Jacob

"What do you want, leech?" he hissed Leech? He never called me a leech since the imprint "Only talk to you Jacob!"

Jacob? He never called me by name, it was always dog or mutt "Ok, speak! But don´t try to read my mind" I´ve been scared he will know what I feel and use it against me. He still smiled How incredible

I wanted to know him, but this time I won't do it the wrong way "I´ll promise" We looked at each other, don´t know what to do next. "Do you mind coming over here?" I asked politely. He stared at me and his eyes became hard. I did it wrong

"No way! I´ll stay at my side, you damned bloodsucker. I´m not that foolish!" Edward, I want to be with you He nodded and sat down on his side.

I didn´t know where to start. I´ve never thought about how hard this conversation will be. "Jacob, I want to apologize He´ll never forgive you I beg you to forgive me!"

He is begging? Why? "I can´t pretend as if nothing had happened Edward, you've hurt me too much." You´re forgiven, everything is forgiven

So back to call me Edward may be a good sign "Understand! I read your letter" I began not knowing how to go on. "It isn´t true!" I looked at him, wanted him to understand what I mean, but he only looked more confused "I do care! I know what I have done to you. What I made you going through and that I´ve done horrible wrong. But I do care."

I raised an eyebrow "You care about me?" I yelled, "you sucked the life out of me and let me lie there so I could die!" My body was trembling. He looked at me with his incredible eyes, still pleading.

"I haven´t. I was scared. If you really had died that night, I would have gone strictly to your pack, told them everything and get my deserved punishment. Honestly, I stayed until you were almost awake" If I could I have started to cry right now, every word I´ve said was true. Jacob looked at me in disbelief. It was really hard, not to read his mind.

"You planned to let them kill you?" I shook my head "Why should you even think about this?" He loves you

How to tell him that I can´t imagine living without him. That I want him and need him badly. I couldn´t tell him things, that I just realized for myself Do I love him? I stood up "I´ll have to go now" I whispered

"Edward – will you come back tomorrow?

I nodded and headed home. I couldn´t go to visit Bella right now and worst I didn´t know if I still wanted to see her at all; if I still love her. All I wanted was to see him again even if I don´t know how to answer his question, Why can´t I just call to say him what I feel for him? Do it It is impossible to go for a visit to the reservation Damned treaty Time was creeping. I didn´t put up Bella for school, nor go to school at least. I only waited that time will pass by to see Jacob My Jacob again

This was a short one, and as said, I think it´s not really good. The next one will be better. I promise