SOO sorry I didnt update yesterday!! I was gonna update last night but I got distracted. I start school tomorrow; so the updates will be slightly slower :( SOrry! R&R!


RECAP:

I saw Caitlyn and Nate embrace and start swaying back and forth. I glanced at Jason and Ella who were dancing funny. I looked at Shane, and he was dancing with a girl who had red hair and green eyes. My heart began to beat with jealousy.

I kept my eyes on him, and as the last repeat of the chorus came on, he leaned in to kiss the girl. My eyes widened and I closed my eyes to make sure I was really seeing it.

I slowly opened my eyes...

END RECAP.

Chapter 4

Mitchie's POV

I was shocked to see Shane standing in front of me.

"Weren't you dancing with that girl?" I asked, pointing to a girl.

"What?" Shane asked.

"Y-you were just dancing with a girl, and you went to kiss her..." I stuttered.

Shane laughed, "Definitely not."

"Shaney come dance!" A girl yelled. This was the girl I imagined him kissing.

"Not now, Trish!" Shane shouted back.

"Shane..." I said, doubting everything I've ever thought.

"Mitchie... will you just listen?" Shane began.

"Fine..."

"These past two weeks have been so hard, for me to wake up, not be able to go to your cabin and kiss you good morning. It's even harder to hang out with you, knowing we're just friends and that's our final decision. I miss it, Mitchie.. I miss how we used to be." Shane sighed, "And I'm not trying to make you go out with me or anything, but I'm just dying inside."

I smiled lightly at him, "I have to say... I like you too Shane, and I do miss how we used to be. But I'm still not ready for a full commitment."

"God, Mitchie, when will you be ready? You said it two weeks ago, isn't that enough time?! It sure as hell is for me!" Shane said, raising his voice slightly.

"I don't know! I don't know when I can trust you enough to not break my heart!" I shouted back. People turned heads at us to watch.

"How am I breaking your heart if we're just friends?!" Shane retorted.

"I'm not saying your breaking it now," I snapped, "I said you broke it before, and as much as I'd like to say it is, but it's not fixed! Nothing's okay! We can't go two weeks without fighting, this proves it. What would happen if we were dating, huh?"

"Maybe," Shane stopped, thinking.

"What? Perfect little popstar doesn't know what to say now?" I scoffed.

Caitlyn and Ella came to my side, and Caitlyn snatched me way.

"Mitchie what are you doing?!" Caitlyn asked quietly.

"We're in a fight leave me alone," I pulled my arm away from her.

"Mitchie you're messing everything up!" Ella shouted.

"What do you mean?" I asked, turning around. I crossed my hands over my chest.

Shane spun me around. I looked up at him, only to see his brown eyes were now dark enough to match his pupils, but slightly watery.

"I had a big plan for tonight, Mitchie. I thought that after I said that, you we're gonna tell me you loved me too, but you didn't! I don't know what to expect from you anymore," Shane said.

"What, Shane Gray confesses about his love, and he's automatically gonna be loved back?" I asked.

Shane looked down, "I never said that." His voice was now cold, but I could tell he was upset.

"Well that's what it sounded like." I stared at him.

Shane looked back up at me, and screamed, "God damnit Mitchie!"

Everyone at the dance was now watching us intently.

I narrowed my eyes at him.

"Why can't you understand that I'm in love with you?!" He asked, stepping forward.

"Because we fight like this! I told you before! If this is how we fight as friends, how would our fights be as boyfriend and girlfriend?!" I asked.

"Maybe we wouldn't have fights!" Shane replied, "Our fights as friends are about us being boyfriend and girlfriend! Maybe, if we were boyfriend and girlfriend, we wouldn't have fights."

He stepped even closer to me. I could almost feel his breath on my face. Peppermint gum.

"Do you even know that you drive me crazy?" He whispered.

"You drive me crazy! You just expect me to fall in love with you every time you do something sweet!" I snapped. Why was I doing this?

Shane grabbed my cheeks and kissed me. I was shocked at first, but then I wrapped my arms around his neck, deepening the kiss. Shane put his arms around my waist, and picked me up.

I heard everyone gasp, I heard a high five, and I heard Jason and Nate whoop.

Shane pulled away from me, "What about now?"

I looked away, debating on what to do. Stay friends and risk him wanting to be with me ever again, or go out with him, and risk breaking up and never speaking to each other again?

"I don't know," I whispered.

Shane dropped his hands from my cheeks and looked at me with disbelief.

"I could kiss every girl in this room, and it wouldn't even compare to the way you kiss me, Mitchie. I. Love. You." Shane said, "But whatever. If you felt even the slightest bit for me, you wouldn't do this."

He turned around and walked away.

"Shane," I called after him.

"No Mitchie!" Shane shouted.

My face fell. I looked at Caitlyn and Ella, but they just shook their heads at me. They walked away, and I turned to Nate and Jason. I saw Jason shake his head, and for the first time, he looked angry. I looked at Nate, and he smiled sadly. I threw my head back, trying to block a sob from escaping my throat. I lost Shane, I lost Caitlyn, I lost Ella, and Jason. Did I lose Nate?

Jason walked away, and I looked at Nate.

"I'm sure they're gonna want me to stop talking to you, so I'm gonna have to. But Mitchie, do you remember when you lied to everyone your first year? And Shane was all sad?" Nate asked me.

I nodded.

"He almost started cutting himself," Nate whispered. I gasped.

"We got him to stop, but he was so in love with you back then. If anything, his love just got bigger. He really loves you, Mitchie, no one understands why you don't see it."

I dragged Nate out of the room and ran to an empty spot.

"I doubt myself Nate! Do you not get how its hard to take it that someone like him loves someone like me? That's kinda rare, so I'm supposed to have doubts!" I sighed.

"Mitchie he doesn't care if your famous or not. He just kissed you in front of everyone, and did all of that."

"Should I talk to him?" I whispered.

"If he'll talk to you," Nate said, "Come on."

We walked to their cabin, and Nate walked in first.

"Shane?" I heard him ask.

"Shane stop!" Nate screamed.

My heart stopped beating for a second, and then I ran into the cabin. Shane was on the bed, searching for a little razor in his side table.

"Shane," I whispered, "Please no..."

"Why do you care? I could die and you wouldn't care," Shane spat.

"Shane, you may not be my boyfriend but you are my best friend." I sat next to him and grabbed his hands.

Shane looked at me, "But why can't you understand that I want to be more?"

"Look at me! I'm from New Jersey; I don't have a CD, Hollywood doesn't know me. It's not every day that you see a pop star dating an ordinary girl," I said.

"Why does that matter to me?" Shane asked, "I don't care..."

"I know but I do. I'm gonna end up doubting myself, and that's never good," I whispered.

Shane sighed.

"It's not that I don't wanna be with you, I do! Really, so much. But I just don't know if I'll be able to handle all the slamming that people will give me." I reached up to push his hair out of his face.

"I get it," Shane whispered, "I just... if you like me as much as you say you do, wouldn't you be willing to give it a shot?"

"I gave you a shot, back before you left for Europe." I reminded him.

"And we were fine with the slamming," Shane pointed out.

"We didn't tell anyone," I laughed lightly.

"That's true."

Silence filled the air, and I sighed.

"Mitchie will you be my girlfriend?" Shane asked.

I looked over at him. I studied his face, and saw that he really truly loved me. I placed my hand on his arm and nodded.

"Seriously?" Shane asked again.

I nodded, and his face broke into a grin. He stood up and hugged me tightly. I rested my head in his neck, and smiled to myself.

"God Mitchie, you make me insane," Shane murmured.

I smiled, "Yeah.. Let's go back to the dance."

We got to the cafeteria and I was nervously holding onto his hand.

"Little Itchy finally realized she needed Shane," Tess smirked.

"Shut it, Tess," I snapped, "It's better then you could do."

Shane placed a kiss on my temple and I leaned back in his arms.

"How pathetic," Tess scoffed and walked away.

"Shane I'm really sorry for saying all those things to you earlier," I whispered, dancing with him to Crush by David Archuleta.

"I get it. You were just upset, and yeah. I understand where you're coming from. I hope we don't have any fights, I really love you," Shane told me.

I blushed and let out an oomph as I collided with Shane's chest. He chuckled, and I looked over my shoulder to see Caitlyn smirking with a satisfactory look on her face.

"It's about time!" She grinned.

"I decided that a guy like Shane's gonna come around once. And I gotta have him while I can," I grinned, kissing his cheek.

"Aww!" Caitlyn squealed, and I just laughed.

Shane pulled me closer to him, and I inhaled, smiling in content.

"So who was that Trish girl?" I asked.

"Brown's daughter," Shane replied, "My cousin."

I buried my head in his chest, embarrassed.

"I'm an idiot! I thought you were like, with her!" I mumbled.

Shane laughed. I almost melted. My head shook, and I heard his laugh echo through his chest.

"I love your laugh," I told him.

"Really," Shane smiled down at me and kissed my forehead.

I nodded, and the song ended.

"Shane I'm really sorry for everything... I feel so bad for just accusing you of everything... I'm just sorry," I said, looking up at him.

"Mitchie, Mitchie, Mitchie, it's fine," Shane told me.

"So how about you get into your pajamas and meet me at the lake okay?"

"I'll look like crap if I'm in my pajamas," I said.

"I doubt that," Shane smiled, "Just go."

I sighed and kissed his cheek.

"Bye," I waved and walked to my cabin. I squealed loudly, and ran into my mom.

"Mitchie! How is everything?" She asked.

I smiled, "You know mom, everything's amazing. Shane and I are back together!"

"Honey, that's great! Just don't get hurt, please." My mom begged.

"I know, I know. But we're going to the lake, I'll be careful!"

I ran back to my cabin and showered quickly, pulling my hair into a bun. One thing I disliked about Camp Rock, was that once the sun went down, it was about 60 degrees. I put on sweatpants and a sweatshirt and made my way to the lake. I saw Shane sitting down, skipping rocks.

"Now, see you look very cute," Shane smiled, pulling me down next to him.

I blushed and looked out at the lake.

"What are you thinking about?" Shane asked me.

"Nothing, it's just shocking how we've been through so much, but we're together," I smiled.

"Yeah, it's crazy."

I nodded, and lay down. He moved next to me and put his arms around me, resting his head in my hair.

"We can't sleep here," I giggled.

"Who said?" Shane asked.

"Brown," I stood up and let out my hands, "Come on."

Shane took my hands and pulled himself up. We walked hand in hand to my cabin, and we walked in.

"CAITLYN!" I shouted, flinging my hands over my eyes. She jumped off of Nate and blushed. Nate rolled off the bed and shook his hair out, and Caitlyn fixed her shirt and hair.

"Jeeze Nate, never knew you were Dracula's cousin," Shane snickered.

I gaped at Caitlyn. She had a hickey the size of Jupiter on her neck.

Caitlyn blushed, as did Nate.

"Say your goodbye's," Shane instructed, "No more bites!"

I hugged Shane, and he picked me up. He carried me to my bed and threw the covers back. He placed me down and pulled the covers up. I giggled.

"Shane I'm not four," I said, brushing my hair back.

"I know but I wanted to do something sweet." Shane shrugged.

I grinned, "Goodnight Shane."

Shane hovered over me and captured my lips in a kiss. I kissed him back, and we parted.

"Sweet dreams baby," Shane left the room.

I smiled to myself and awed when I saw Nate and Caitlyn embracing. Caitlyn had her head rested on Nate's shoulder, and his was in her hair. He pulled out of the hug and kissed her softly.

"I love you Caity," Nate whispered, nuzzling her nose.

"I love you too," Caitlyn closed her eyes and sighed when he pulled away from her.

"Goodnight." He told her.

"Night."

Caitlyn watched as he left and I grinned at her.

"You two are so cute together," I gushed, "And nice hickey."

Caitlyn flopped back on her bed.

"God Mitchie I love him so much! Whenever he kisses me I just melt and he's so amazing. I wanna live forever with him," Caitlyn let out a high pitched squeal in her pillow.

"And when you get hickeys you turn so red." I smirked, sitting up.

Caitlyn looked up at me, "I know, I know, but hey, I'm 18. He's 18."

"I don't want you getting hurt," I told her.

"I won't! He almost fell on top of me. His arms gave out on him," She laughed.

"GROSS!" I got a horrid mental image of Nate hovering over Caitlyn.

"Oh please," Caitlyn smiled, "I miss him."

I rolled my eyes and fell back on my bed, "Goodnight Mrs. Daniels."

"Goodnight Mrs. Gray!"


Alright so did I shock anyone with Shane not kissing the girl? :D Probably not lmao !! But anyways, I'm kinda stuck on ideas now... so please send in some! I'll give credit 1000000000000000 percent for that idea. OH AND I WANT TO GIVE SPECIAL THANKS TO 1 REVIEWER!

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