It's been a bloody long time, two years to be exact, but I'm trying to update this story, try my best to add a few chapters throughout the month. I'm not sure where this story is going, I'm just updating for the sake of the followers of this story. This chapter is fairly short, but I think the shorter they are the better I can keep up with them. Thanks for everyone still reading! 3 xoxo P.S. very open to any suggestions as the story continues! Feel free to message me your thoughts and ideas for this story!

Lee stared at her pale complexion in the motel mirror. Her eyes were a darker shade of blue today. "Just one glance into these eyes and you'd be drowning in a mysterious ocean." Lee whispered to herself. She ripped off her snakebites, bleeding a little bit.

"Lee, what the..." Shin had sneaked into the bathroom without making a sound.

Lee spit out blood into the sink. She tossed her piercings into the trash under the sink. "I need change." She pulled on her chunky gray sweater that ended mid-thigh. It belonged to Shin, and reeked of stale cigarettes and Lee's flowery perfume.

Shin wrapped his arms around Lee's waist, inhaling her sweet aroma. "Put some pants on. Nana and Hachi will be over soon to play Texas Hold Em."

"They're girls, they won't mind peeking my pink panties." Lee placed small bandages on the tiny holes underneath her bottom lip. "Limit or no limit?"

"Limit. We're in a punk band, we're not exactly raking in the lot." Shin chuckled. Lee picked up her mascara and dabbled a little on her already thick eyelashes.

Shin's hands disappeared from Lee's waist. Her body became cold. "You're eyes are darker today..." Shin took the mascara from Lee's hand and set it down on the counter. He took her red hair with both hands and flipped it toward her back, letting it lay in his hands. Lee stared even harder at her reflection, running her finger along her bony collarbones. He watched Shin braid her hair, wondering what went on in his head.

"Do you remember the first time we fucked?" Lee spoke carelessly. Shin stopped mid-braid and looked down. He grinned.

"Nope." Shin said. He continued to braid her hair.

Lee turned her head.

"Wait I haven't finished-"

"You fell asleep." Lee furrowed her brow. She turned her head back to her reflection, her expression unreadable. "You don't remember?"

Lee took Shin's hand and placed it on her breast. "I want you to fuck me, Shin." Her frustration has gone on too long.

Shin's drunken eyes lit up. He drank two small bottles of whiskey and three watermelon flavored Four Lokos. His focus was so out of range he couldn't tell who this girl was.

Shin ripped off Lee's faded black t-shirt. He pushed her body onto the suede maroon couch in Hachi's apartment. Hachi left the apartment to Shin for the weekend as she went to visit her family with Nana. Shin will have to pay for all the food he's eaten.

Lee went in to kiss Shin's soft lips, but Shin bit hers. Lee flinched, and Shin went faster, bruising Lee's inner thighs. Sooner or later, Shin's head was spinning, and he passed out on top of Lee's naked body. Lee pushed him to the side and finished herself off. There is a such thing as female blue balls.

"I fell asleep?!" Shin dropped Lee's braid and covered his mouth with his hand. His cheeks were bright red.

Lee un-tangled the mess of a braid Shin had attempted. "You passed out and I made myself orgasm."

"Why do I not recall this event?"

"Cause you were wasted, and a little more out of your mind than usual."

Shin stood in front of the toilet and began peeing. Lee brushed her lips with a shade of coral lipgloss, and threw her hair in a messy bun. "You're disgusting and I love you."

Shin's pee stopped. Lee's heart froze.

"Wait...you what?"