Write for that prompt on the Glee_Angst_Meme:
Sometime during high-school or just after, Kurt and Blaine break up. Some number of years pass. One or both can be successful, I don't care.
But then, they meet up again. Maybe at an event they both have to attend for whatever career(s) they have, maybe by accident (out all the bars in the all the world...). Whichever.
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Rating: T
Disclaimer: Nothing at me
Summary
He has loved him so much that when he saw him again, it was liked if he never forgot.
So this is kind of another part of 'As long as you are in me' but not exactly. I'm not sure if I really want both stories to be connected so read it as you want. Also, I don't know yet if I would end it there or if I would do another part. I have some ideas but I don't want to write only for write, so I'll see! And finally, I'm really sorry for any mistake that you could find in the story. For me it makes sense but maybe not for you. I know my English isn't perfect, but I hope you will understand anyway! If there is something that really bother you, just tell me and I will correct it.
Going apart, going together
Love is something you can't control. Love is something that hit you and never goes away even if you want to. That takes you deep inside and almost make you feel sick. But sometimes, even if you want it so much, you can't live with it. You just have to let it go and learn to live without it. Learn to control the sickness to be happy again. Because love can also be dark; love can also make a nightmare of your life. And when you turn your back to love, you hope that you will never find it again...
Almost ten years have passed since Kurt has lived for New York. The first year was really hard for him- trying to run away of his feelings for Blaine and find out who he is again- and it's only two years later that he have begun to date again. Five years passed before he fell in love again. He never thought that it could happen again; he was sure that Blaine would always be the only one even with the way things have end. But he has found him and forgot all about his teenage dream. All was new, all was perfect. Five more years passed and he still was with the same guy, Peter, living on a cloud. Everything was still like the first date. He was even engaged to him.
So there we were, ten years after Kurt has lived his town for conquer the scene of Broadway. It was still a week before his marriage, and he was becoming more and more nervous, all the excitation shaking him inside and keeping him from sleep most nights. But all of this was nothing. He could easily live with those feelings. What hit him the most was that night where his entire world has been shattered. He would have rather like to die than face it...
It was Friday night and like always Kurt was at that bar where he could perform a few songs before losing himself in pleasure and alcohol while he was dancing with his boyfriend. But that night, like the last few, he was alone. Peter was still far away, visiting his family. It was probably a good thing that he wasn't there for see it, though.
So Kurt was dancing alone, smiling to the world and his first bottle of beer in hand. He was so happy. Only a week and he will totally belong to his boyfriend. From there, anything would be able to get them apart. The music stopped and he took a few seconds before a new song started. But Kurt was dancing anyway, lost in his one world.
Until he froze, unable to breath anymore.
That couldn't be possible. That couldn't be real. He must have to dream. To be trapped in a nightmare. Because has he pinched himself, trying to wake up, nothing happened. He was still there, on the dance floor, looking at those eyes that were the ghost of his past.
And Blaine was looking at him too. Stunned.
Everything went fast after that. Kurt took a step back. Blaine took one forward. And then again, they move, always fallowing the other until Kurt back's hit the emergency door. He wanted to run so much. He wasn't ready to see him. Ten years have passed since the last time. And he was sure as hell that that time at the airport would have been the last.
-Don't run, Kurt.
The voice was the same. Like the eyes. Looking at Blaine was reminding him everything that he has taken so long to forget. Love wasn't gone. Love was still there, somewhere deep inside of him. And suddenly, Kurt has forgotten all about Peter and his marriage. Everything was Blaine again. A few seconds were all he need. He felt almost sick when he realized that. He was disgusted by himself. How could he sweep away five years of happiness so easily? But he couldn't wonder for a long time; Blaine was talking away.
-I haven't thought to see you again, Kurt. Well, I was surely not thought to see you here to need. But I'm happy I do. Its make such a long time! How are-you?
And Kurt couldn't open his mouth. His eyes were wide as he stared at the other boy. How could he talk like if there was nothing? Is Kurt was the only one to remember and to still feel like if he was sixteen again? And that smile should have been illegal. Kurt closed his eyes and took a deep breath. When he opened them again, he has found the strength to talk. But it was only one word since his mouth was dry...
-Blaine...
A painful word that was saying a lot. Blaine nodded as if he had understood. He reached for Kurt hand.
-Sing with me, please?
Kurt should have said no, but before he knew it, the 'yes' was escaping his lips. And he was there, on the stage, holding Blaine hand like before. They were facing each other and Kurt was lost in a fog. All he could see were those eyes. If you have asked him what song they have sang, he wouldn't have been able to answer. He was fallowing the lead of Blaine, trying to control the beat of his heart.
(Blaine)
Do you still drink whiskey?
Can I buy you a round?
If nobody's sittin' here,
Do you mind if I sit down?
I was nervous when I saw you
I almost walked away
And now I can't believe
What I'm about to say
Kurt swallowed. There were only a few feet between them but that wasn't enough. Blaine was still able to reach for his cheek, and stroked it while he sang. Kurt closed his eyes again, unable to push him away, just enjoying the warm feeling. His skin seemed even softer when Blaine was touching it. Was that possible? He finally opened his mouth unconsciously, joining the other boy in the song.
(Blaine, Kurt)
These arms wanna hold you
These lips wanna kiss you
These eyes are glad to see you
Baby I miss you
Let's drive each other crazy
Like we did back then
Why don't we get together
And break each other's hearts again
Kurt swallowed. It was his turned to sing alone. He let the words flew away as old pictures took place in his mind.
(Kurt)
Maybe I've had one too many
I don't wanna say too much
We both know the reasons
Why we didn't keep in touch
We're no good for each other
Still its hard to let it go
I'm trying to be strong
But babe you gotta know
His eyes were once again opened. He wanted that. What they were singing. It wasn't his reason that was talking now; it was his heart. And his heart knew that he wanted those arms around him and those lips on him. His heart also knew that he was missing Blaine so much, and that he could even have been able to cancel his marriage just to fall again in those arms. His gaze met Blaine one's. He was silently pleading, not knowing for what but pleading. And Blaine seemed to know for what.
(Kurt and Blaine)
These arms wanna hold you
These lips wanna kiss you
These eyes are glad to see you
Baby I miss you
Let's drive each other crazy
Like we did back then
Why don't we get together
And break each other's hearts again
And loving you should be the last thing on my mind
It feels so good to let you hurt me one more time
There was no more space between them. Blaine has move; Kurt hasn't back. He now felt the arm of the older boy in his back, his fingers digging in his skin and pressing possessively his hips against his ones'. Kurt whine somewhere between the words as the heat took him. It was still there; it wasn't going with the years.
These arms wanna hold you
These lips wanna kiss you
These eyes are glad to see you
Baby I miss you
Let's drive each other crazy
Like we did back then
Why don't we get together
And break each other's hearts again
It's there that it hit him. He wasn't in a fog anymore. Those words were the truth. If they do that, if he let it happen as if wish to, they won't found any happiness; they will only break each other heart again. It was why they weren't together anymore. Not because they have ever stopped to love each other, but because they would never be able to have a healthy relation. Kurt pushed Blaine away with one hand, shrugging off the questions in the shorter boy gaze. He whispered the last words, knowing that is voice was broke.
Why don't we get together
And break each other's hearts again
He turned his back to him and ran. He wasn't on the stage anymore when he heard Blaine called him. That was that. He had to run away of the love of his life to find his happiness and he surely has to run again to not loose what he now had. He knew that the rest of the night won't be easy. He could already feel the tears in his eyes. And been alone while he so much need comfort won't help. The warm of another body against his would have been really helpful. When he reached the door, Kurt turned his head to the stage. One last time, he wanted to meet that wonderful gaze...