Chapter 3 LOVE

I was in love it was the most amazing thing being in love for the first time. Troy was everything a man was suppose to be, Jess thought I was crazy for falling so hard so fast but I couldn't help it.

Troy was like a whirlwind he was so exciting so daring so different I looked forward to being with him every second of the day.

The only negative about being with Troy was the fact I had to keep it a secret considering the fact he was older then me we had to be really careful. I didn't mind that but it was the lying to my mother that had me feeling bad.

Me and my mother was closer then close we were like best friends my mother basically grew up with me considering she was only 17 when she had me (I know I messed up her mothers age in the prologue).. So keeping my first boyfriend a secret from her was very hard although we were very close I knew my mother would never understand me being with Troy especially since he was 5 years older then me but not only that my mom has this great fear of me getting pregnant at an early age like she did no matter how many times I have to say I'm smarter then that she never listens that's why she forces me to focus on my school work so I'd have less time focusing on boys..

Although I didn't like lying to my mother there was no way I was giving up on being with Troy I found myself telling him things I never told anyone I had to pinch myself on a regular basis to make sure this wasn't a dream I was totally inhibited when I was with him it was like I wasn't myself I was free…..

It was a Saturday I was over at Troy's dorm room Troy attended the University of New Mexico.. "Hey babe" I said as Troy walked into the dorm room Troy reached down to give me a kiss "Oh you are so sweaty you have a good work out"

"Yea so are you going back home tonight or staying with me" he asked I pondered his question for a minute before saying "I think I'm going to stay here with you I'll call my mom and tell her I'm staying over Jess house" Troy shook his head in agreement 'well I'm about to go take a shower you want to join me" my eyes grew round with shock. "Brie I was just joking calm down" Troy said heading to the bathroom

I laughed weakly even though Troy said he was joking I'm sure a part of him was serious even though we were in love I just couldn't bring myself to go all the way with him. We had been going out for nearly two months Troy didn't pressure me for sex but I knew that he had to be thinking about when we would finally do it. I knew if I didn't have sex with Troy soon I'd risk losing him and with that thought in mind I grabbed my purse and car keys I had some planning to do……

I left Troy's dorm and went to the mall I first went to Victoria's secret where I brought a sexy lingerie outfit I then went to the candle store and got a lot of essence candles I also brought some edible panties, lotion some strawberries chocolate syrup I was planning on having the most romantic night of my life.

I arrived back to the dormitory

Just when I was entering the room Troy came out of the bathroom with just a towel on my mouth flew opened Troy was sexy with clothes on without he was breathtaking the water was glistening on his body his hair still wet I felt my face grow warm.

'Sorry it took me so long I had to soak my muscles were killing me"

"III-TT'S okay um yea um" I stuttered I couldn't even think straight

Troy laughed "I'm sorry I forget you never seen a half dressed man before I'll go put on some clothes"

I blushed I was so damn innocent how the hell was I going to sleep with him if I couldn't even handle him while he was in a towel.

It is okay Gabriella everything will be fine you just need to relax and let nature take it's course I reassured myself now back on task I needed to find a way to get Troy out of the room so I could make everything ready I had decided to make a special dinner for him luckily the dorm room had two bedrooms so I wouldn't have to worry about Troy's roommate. I was sitting there thinking of reasons to get Troy to leave. when he came back to the room with clothes on. "Brie I have to run out for a minute my mother needs my help with something I'll be gone for about an hour" Troy said "I'm really sorry I know you came here to spend time with me and all you've spent time with is my bed but I promise when I come back its me and you"

"Its okay um I have something to occupy my time with" I said with a secret smile

I stood on tiptoe and gave him a kiss before scurrying off into the bathroom Perfect now all I had to do was get everything together for the night I went to the kitchen I opened up the grocery bags pulled out the shrimp, noodles and alfredo sauce I was making Troy's favorite fettuccine alfredo with shrimp after I was done cooking I went to the bathroom and took a quick bath I lotioned up my body and threw a robe on I went into the kitchen I set the table for two just when I was setting the table someone walked threw the door.. It was Troy's roommate Josh "Hey Gab what's all this" Josh asked

"Hey Josh I'm planning a romantic night with Troy" I said happily

"oh and here I thought all this was for me how unfortunate" Josh joked

I laughed "yea well your turn is next week"

Josh smiled "Can't wait well lucky for you I'm not going to be here tonight seems as though Paige had planned a night for us as well so I'm going over her house I just came here to get me some clothes"

I grinned things were going my way it was like fate. Josh came back out with a bag of clothes in hand" Alright Gabby I'll see you later don't do anything I wouldn't do" Josh said as he was walking out the door I laughed that boy was crazy.

It was approaching 8 o'clock Troy had called and said he'd be back around eight I ran into the bedroom quickly put on the silk black thong and matching bra and garters and all that stuff I threw rose petals on the bed lit the rest of the candles and I was ready for Troy to make me a woman…… I was sitting on the floor in Troy's bedroom when I heard him come in I jumped up and laid down on the bed I was so looking forward to him seeing me

"Hello Gabriella where are you what is going on" I heard Troy's voice

"In the bedroom" I yelled

I heard footsteps in the hallway then Troy opened the door

I heard Troy take a deep breath he was standing in the doorway with shock written across his face

Troy cleared his throat "Um Brie what are you doing"

I smiled "What does it looked like" I said as I got up I walked over to Troy until I was standing toe to toe with him.

I then preceded to kiss his neck Troy moaned softly

"Brie you don't have to do this"

I looked up at him " I know I don't but I want to" I then grabbed his shirt collar and pulled him down to me I pushed him to the bed and straddled his waist I started to kiss him while unbuttoning his shirt

Troy grabbed my ass dragging me closer to him I felt his arousal against my femininity I rocked my hips gently I moaned at the sensations I started kissing Troy's neck traveling lower then for some reason Troy stopped me.

I looked to Troy "what why did you stop me don't you want to make love" I asked

"Brie of course I do it's just I don't want you to feel like your being pressured into doing something your not ready for"

I was surprised Troy didn't want to have sex with me then as the surprise wore off I became embarrassed here I was throwing myself at him and he didn't even want me….. I felt tears well in my eyes how could I be so stupid…

I got up and reached for my robe Troy grabbed my hand "Brie don't cry" he said softly

"I'm not crying this is just so humiliating here I am doing all this and you don't even want me and now you want to pretend like you don't want to quote rush things just tell me the truth you don't love and you don't want me" I said breaking down

"I do love you"

"Then why won't you make love to me why"? I asked

Troy then grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me " Don't you get it I do want you I just don't want to do something that you will later regret I want you to have your first time when you are one hundred percent sure not because you think your going to lose me if you don't have sex with me. I'm not with you for sex I love you for you not your body even though it drives me crazy with need I love your inside I do want to make love to you but I can wait"

I smiled "Troy I love you to and although this did start out as some attempt to keep you I'm ready I love you and I want this more then anything I want to make love to you not to try keep you but because I want to feel you all of you"

Troy groaned" Brie are you sure" he said softly

I shook my head "1000 sure" I then unclasped my bra and let the straps fall down my arms Troy was starring at me he swore softly "Come here" he said dragging me to him

He laid me down on the bed he then started to kiss me first my mouth then my breast he suckled both of them I grasped his hair pulling him closer to me I felt as though we couldn't be close enough….

Troy traveled down slowly kissing my bellybutton and my stomach I moaned my skin felt extra sensitive…..

Troy then came back to me kissing me on the mouth Troy dragged me closer to him I felt his arousal I ran my hands all over his back and chest I moved my hands lower to right about his jeans I opened his jeans and put my hands down his pants I was so eager to have all of him inside of me I was certainly not acting like a virgin me being so aggressive was not me at all but something about Troy made me just go for what I want and at that moment it was Troy….. I slid my hands around his arousal it was so hard and long and thick I heard Troy moaning I thrust my tongue in his mouth my hand still sliding up the length of his cock.

Troy must have been near the edge because he then moved my hand from his pants he took my thong of in one quick movement then went he started to massage my vagina it felt so good I moaning in his mouth biting and suckling his tongue I was going over the edge Troy slipped a finger inside of me moving it in and out I felt as though I was going to burst with feelings "oh god that feels sooooooooooo good" I moaned rocketing my hips back in forth I screamed my release as I climax as I was recovering Troy quickly slipped out of his pants and boxers then he reached inside a box an slipped a condom on. He then came back to me "Are you sure" he asked me again "yes" I whispered….

Troy started lower himself to me I felt my body start to expand at first in didn't hurt then he reached that barrier and I felt it all I screamed I was so shocked by the pain it felt as though was being split into two he was so big and I wasn't I heard Troy repeating he was sorry over and over again When Troy was finally fully inside me I wished he wasn't it hurt so bad I heard Troy groan talking about how tight and warm I was I didn't care it just hurt so bad. Tears were streaming down my face Troy opened his eyes he saw the tears "Oh god Brie don't cry the pain will be over soon" he assured me

I shook my head

Troy was completely still letting me get use to him being inside of me

As my body grew accustomed to Troy being inside me I didn't feel the pain anymore all I felt was full I felt very full and when Troy started to move I moaned aloud it felt so good Troy kept a steady pace but I wanted more I started moving my hips back and forth then me and troy started moving in perfect harmony "SHHHIIITT faster, faster yes right righhht there uhhhh that feels so good" I screeched

Troy moaned my name over and over and I screamed his

"I'm about to CUM" I screamed as my orgasm rolled threw me Troy's quickly followed. Troy rolled off me and gathered me in his arms I sighed with contentment it was perfect. "I think are food is cold" I joked

Troy laughed "we'll warm it up later"
I laughed and snuggled against his arm and fell asleep….

The next morning I woke up in Troy's arms it was pure bliss

"Good morning" I whispered

He opened his eyes and smiled he touched my cheek softly "Your even more beautiful in the morning"

I blushed and sat up in the bed I felt sore I threw back the covers there was blood on my thighs and a little on the sheets.

"I think I better get in the shower" I said

Troy shook his head in agreement "I'll change the sheets while your in the shower"

I wrapped the sheet around me and ran into the bathroom and got in the shower it felt so good to be in shower the warm water splashing across my body was like heaven

"Room for me" a voice said from behind me

I jumped "Troy stop playing" I said with a smile

Who's playing he said getting in the shower with me

"Troy we can't" I said

"Yes we can and we will" he said before kissing me I gave in to the kiss our tongues mimicking the sex act

Troy grabbed me by my waist had me against the shower wall my legs wrapped around his waist he then thrust inside of me . It hurt but only for a moment………

He continued to thrust deeper and deeper I then tried the talking dirty thing I heard somewhere that boys liked it

Fuck me troy harder !!Ohhhh yes right there I moaned louder and louder

I heard troy grunting and saying my name

I'm cumming I screamed as my orgasm came I squirted all over him and he came inside of me

I slowly slid down his body he kissed me I love you he said I smiled at him I love you to I said……….

Later that day

I was on my way home I had forgotten to call my mom and I knew she would be looking for me..

I got home "hey I'm home" I yelled

"Gabby's in trouble" 5 yr old twin brother and sister Marcus and Maggie chanted meeting me at the door

"Shut up" I said "where's mom"

"In the kitchen with Aracely" they chimed

I shook my head

"Mom" I yelled I found my mother in the kitchen sitting at the table with my 14 year old sister Aracely

"hey" I said coming in the kitchen

"Jesus Gabriella where were you I was worried I've been calling your phone and Jessica's nobodies what the hell is wrong with you why didn't you come home or at least call and tell me you weren't coming home" my mom yelled

"I'm sorry mom um my phone died and I was over Jess's house studying and I lost track of time I'm so sorry mommy" I lied quickly

My mom sighed with relief "as long as you weren't with some boy I'm happy just from no on call me okay"

"Yes mom" I said

My mom smiled "Well I have to go to work I'll see you guys later" my mom reached over and gave me and my sister kisses and left

I looked to Aracely she was looking at me with knowing eyes

"I know you weren't over Jess house I talked to her she didn't know where you were"

I groaned "You're not going to tell mom are you"

Aracely arched her eyebrows at me " Wouldn't I have done that already"

I smiled "Thanks Cel you always got my back" I turned to walk out the room before Aracely stopped me

"Wait a minute not so fast so if you weren't with Jess where were you"

I looked down then I looked at my sister

"Cel you got to promise not to tell anyone" I said

"I promise" Aracely swore

"Okay I'm dating someone I can't tell you who it is but that's where I was last night I was over his house"

"I knew it I knew you had a boyfriend every night over the past two months you haven't been home until late then all of a sudden you don't come home I knew it, but why can't tell who it is it's not one of you teachers is it" Aracely asked

I laughed Aracely was so animated and outgoing she jumped to conclusions so fast I secretly wished I could be like her she seemed not to have a care in the world while I had every care.

"No he's not that old although he is older" I said

'Ooohh older guy cool, oh yea I wanted to ask can you stay with the babies while I go to the mall with my friends" Aracely asked

"Sure it's the least I can do" I said

Cel shook her head and left

I sat down at the table I sighed I was so tired I couldn't believe I got out of that one I felt guilty for lying but it was either that or stop the little happiness I had I couldn't help but smile I was a woman and I was in love and no one was going to take that away from me……

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Heaven