I can't believe you didn't tell me why I was watching that stupid blood sucking leech, I yelled at Jacob in my thoughts as he run over to me on all fours. From there we began to run through the forest after my day in town.

Calm down Lee, you had to watch Jasper, you're the one who doesn't trust them and the only one who would be able to hurt him if he did something wrong, thought Seth my little brother coming through some trees beside me.

And you trust them way to much, I thought bitterly as we ran in a line back into the Reserve.

They really aren't that bad you know, maybe spending time with Jasper would help you like them all better, thought Jacob hopelessly.

He just hoped I would start liking his little blood sucking imprint.

They didn't say anything as we ran.

All I could hear was the thuds as our paws hit the ground, kicking up dirt.
Fine, I'll watch him on my weekends and only then because I still have school. Remember I only just started going back. I can't just leave for months again without an explanation, I thought bitterly though I knew I couldn't actually say no to Jacob, him being my Alpha and all. If he ordered me to do it, I would have to.

You haven't told her yet, thought Seth the worry clear, my poor little brother.
Haven't told me what, I snapped at both of them though seconds later I felt bad about snapping at Seth. I was angry he let Jacob rope me into this.

Well it's just that Jasper is coming to school with you so you can watch over him all the time and he's taking all your classes, Jacob thought calmly as if it was no big deal.

What? He's going to be in all my classes at school with me! You have got to be frickin' kidding me! I almost screamed in their heads.

Seth whimpered in his wolf form as he ran next to me. I looked over at him as the forest around us began to thin.

Whatever I'll see you later, I snapped at Jacob before Seth and I separated from him.
God Lee please don't yell, thought Seth as I phasing out of my wolf form pulling on the shorts and singlet from before. Seth came out from behind a tree a few feet from me after phasing and pulling on some pants.

"Don't be mad at Jacob, he is just doing what is best for all of us. I mean you don't trust any of the vampires so he figures that with you watching Jasper the other pack has to be ok with him going back to school. Jasper really isn't that bad anyway I think you will get along if you just give him a chance," Seth said trying to stop me from being angry at him and Jacob for roping me into watching the emotions Leech. I sighed as we began to walk back to our house in silence. He knew if he tried to talk to me again I would rip into him but had said enough to make me forgive him.


"Leah, there are leftovers in the fridge for you." called Mum from down stairs as I sat in my room packing my stuff from tomorrow. When Mum called, I screwed up my face before getting up and walking to my door. I opened the door to my room and walked down stairs into the kitchen.

"Where are you and Seth going," I asked surprised mum hadn't tried to get me to go out to dinner with either her or Seth instead of leaving me alone. She didn't like to leave us at home through she knew both of us could look after ourselves.

"Seth is going to Sam and Emily's place for dinner, remember, and I'm going to Charlie's for dinner," said mum standing at the front door with one of those I'm-disappointed-in-you faces but I just rolled my eye's at her. We had had this talk about 20 times so far I swear! I would only be Emily's bride's maid if I didn't have to see them until the wedding which meant no dinner dates, Seth can go there alone if he wants to see them.

I don't want to have anything to do with them.

No matter what!

"I remember Mum. Night," I said bluntly as I saw the little bit of hope fade from her eyes. She wished I would be as happy about Emily and Sam getting married as Seth was but it wasn't going to happen.

I hate Emily because she's with Sam which makes me hate myself even more because it's not her fault Sam imprinted on her and left me.

"I wish you would go with Seth over to Emily's. She is your cousin too after all," said Mum in one of those voices that would guilt anyone normal into going but I wasn't normal and I really wasn't in the mood after spending all day with a Leech.

"No Mum, I don't want to go over to Emily's place," I said crossing my arms trying to be as nice as possible but I wasn't going to go, it was plain and simple.

"Please Leah; Emily is your cousin after all. She is being so nice asking you to be her bride's maid, you two haven't been hanging out as much anymore. You should really go," said Mum walked over to me, touching my shoulder and then I had had enough.

"If she was being nice, she one wouldn't be marrying my ex-boyfriend! And two if she cared about me at all she wouldn't make me sit through her fucking wedding or have the nerve to ask me to be her stinking bride's maid," I yelled pulling away from Mum before storming back up to my room.

I threw myself down on my bed, grabbing my pillow and burying my head into it.

The guilt was already starting to set in then I heard the front door open and close and I sighed.

I didn't bother getting changed, I just let sleep take over.