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Santana´s pov:
-Is that Rachel is cutting herself- i interrup Fidiot finishing what he wanted to say.
-You are joking right?- Blaine asks while Kurt starts crying.
-Do you really think that i would joke about something like this?- i ask them
-Look, Rachel is very disturbed right now.
She thinks that no one loves her, and that she is alone in the world.
But me and Sam are trying to make her see that´s not the true.
And if you wanna help us, be my guest!- i say
-Now let´s get down to the business, Frankenteen, you texted me asking me to come over so we could talk about Rachel, and here i am, so start talking.- i say crossing my arms over my chest.
-I just can´t believe this is happening right now!- kurt says sobbing- i need time to process this.
-There is no time to process this , hummel!
We need to stop Rachel otherwise, she will die.
I don´t want that and i am not letting it happen.
And i am pretty sure none of you want that to.
We need to act now- i say firmly, looking at Blaine and Kurt.
-Now spit out what you wanted to say,hudson- i say looking at him.
-I just realised that i am the biggest jerk in the world!- he says
-Do you wanna a prize for figuring it out?- i snap
-No, just listen to me!- He says.
I shut up, letting him talk.
-And i am sure that i love Rachel more than anything in this world and of course i want to get back together with her, but before that happens i need to help her to get trough this.
I know that you and Sam aren´t friends, and that the both of you hate me, but i think we all should make the effort of working together for Rach, cause in the end helping her is all that matters to us.- he simply says.
He is right.
I don´t like him and i sure don´t like Evans either, but i need to do this for my best friend.
-You are right!- i say- i don´t like any of you but that doesn´t matter right now, cause i am doing this for Berry.
-So what do you say?Truce?- he asks
-Hudson, you got yourself a deal- i reply shaking hands with him.
Glee Glee Glee
Monday :
Rachel´s pov:
I am in the auditorium sitting on the stage.
Suddenly i hear footsteps behind me, i look and i see Quinn glaring at me.
-Manhands,we need to have a little talk- she says.
-I have nothing to say to you Quinn- i say standing up.
-Well, i gotta a lot to say to you, so you shut up and listen!- she says.
-Finn broke up with me today- she says while i stare at her wide eyed.
-Because of you!- She screams- This is your fault.
-It´s not my fault okay?- i say
-Yes, it is- she shouts.
-You are stuck in this little high school girl fantasy.
You know that Finn loves me, that he never loved you, so you start making cuts and you stop eating, to see if that gets his attention- she screams.-We all know that he loves me, and you were always his last choice.
And you are jeaulous of it!
Nobody loves you !
And you are absolutly ridiculous Rachel!
I knew that you were crazy so i should have guessed you were going to start doing something like this go get everyone´s attention.
You like to play the victim, you like to pretend that you are a sweet inocent girl, but you never fooled me!
I know exactly what you are, you are a ridiculous and ugly girl that wants to be the centre of the world.
-That´s not true - i scream crying- i don´t hurt myself to be on the spotlight, i just do it to make me feel a little better.
I can´t control it!
-Shut up!- she screams back.
You made Finn break up with me, but he will come back to his senses and he will apoligize to me.
We will get back together, i will win Prom Queen, and i will destroy you!
So get ready, cause i will make your life a living hell, Rachel Berry!- she screams storming out.
Glee Glee Glee
Finn´s pov:
Today i broke up with Quinn.
I told her that i couldn´t be with her cause i didn´t like her.
I love Rachel, and it will always be Rachel!
Of course Quinn threw a fit, cause she lost her arm candy, and her chances of winning prom queen are getting smaller by the second.
I couldn´t care less!
Righ now , all i care about is Rachel.
Glee Glee Glee
Sam´s pov:
I am trying to find Rachel, cause the last time i saw her was at lunch time.
Today i am pretty happy cause she ate, and i know that she didn´t threw up after.
I brought a home made sandwich with salad to her.
At first when i told her to eat it, she refused, but i said: "eat or i will", and she started eating.
In the end she ate it all.
Good one Evans, i thought to myself.
Maybe she is getting better after all.
After that i went with her to her locker, and then she went with santana to maths class while i was headed to chemistry class.
Rachel promised me, that she would meet me next to the football camp at 2:15, yet when i checked my clock it was already 2:30 and she wasn´t there.
And Rachel Berry is never late.
So i started looking for her around school but i can´t seem to find her.
I go to the auditorium, i look around the stage and i see no signs of Rachel.
I am started to get worried, did something happened to her?
Maybe she just forgot to meet me and she is doing something else right now.
I sigh hoping that is true.
Glee Glee Glee
After what Quinn told me i locked myself in the first empty classroom i saw.
Her words can´t stop playing around in my head, and the more i hear her, the more i think she is right.
Then i feel it again. the need to cut myself, to feel the power and the adrenaline running through my veins.
But Sam and Santana took away all my razors.
Then i have a brilliant idea.
I break some glass that i saw on the corner of the room and i make a cut on my wrist.
-Quinn is right, nobody loves me.
I am worthless and i deserve to die- i scream
I make another cut on my wrist.
-Is that all you can do?
You can´t even hurt yourself proprely!- i shout at myself.
I make two much more deeper cuts, one to each of my wrist.
The blood starts dripping to the floor and i smile.
I never hurt myself this badly but i am feeling the happiest i can remember.
Suddenly i start to feel really dizzy and i fall to the floor.
The door opens and i see artie wheeling in the classroom, he sees me and gasps.
-Rachel?- he whispers wide eyed.
-Oh my god !
PLEASE SOMEONE ELSE HELP ME RIGHT NOW!- he screams.
-Don´t worry Rachel you´re gonna be fine!- he says looking at me with worry in his eyes.
I close my eyes.
I feel two strong arms wrap themselfs around me and i hear a lot of screaming.
The last thing i see before i slip into unconsciousness is a pair of beautiful brown eyes full of tears.
So Rachel tried to commit suicide!*gasp*
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