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Flashback:
I had some serious thinking to do. Do I tell my wife that I have been unfaithful? Or should I just let it go and go on with my life? Fuck I had some thinking to do.
I hopped in the shower and decided to nap on it. But when I fell asleep all I could think about was what had just happened between Bella and me.
Well if I can't live it I can dream it.
I woke up startled by my bedroom door being slammed open.
"Cheater!" I heard my wife yell clearly upset.
Holy shit I'm caught. I thought as I sat up faster than I ever have in my entire life.End Flashback.
JPOV:
Fuck fuck fuuck! Just play it cool. I thought to myself.
"What? What do you mean sweetie?" I said nonchalantly.
"I can't believe this…I mean I am beyond upset right now Jake" She said throwing her purse on her desk and pacing the room.
"I…I don't know what to say Leah I'm so sorry" I said getting up and walking to stand in front of her.
"You're sorry. Why are you sorry?" She said looking at me confused.
"Wait...what are you talking about?" I asked just as confused as she was.
"Sam. You know Emily's husband. He cheated on her with some skank from his work. I mean after 5 years you would think they were stronger than ever but no he had his own little agenda…why what were you talking about?" She said starting to become anxious.
Dodged that one.
"Uhhh I was going to make you dinner but I fell asleep so…sorry" I said looking away from her.
"Oh babe haha. Only you would be thinking about food at a time like this" She said putting her hand on my cheek to turn my face toward hers.
"Ha yeah you know me" I said cracking a smile.
"Well as nice as that sounds, I'm not very hungry right now. I can't stop thinking about what a creep Sam is you know? I mean we all trusted him and he throws his marriage away because he can't keep it in his pants. I really hope she doesn't go back to him. Jake if you ever cheat on me we are done forever got it?" She said digging her finger into my chest.
"Ha…I got it" I said feeling my heart about to beat out of my chest.
"It's okay babe I know you would never do that to me. I got a good one here" She said wrapping her arms around my neck and kissing me on the lips.
I couldn't just sit here and have her think I was this perfect man when I'm the exact opposite. I cheated on her and if I tell her now then we're done forever and I love her too much to lose her. But do I deserve her?
She pulled away from the kiss and I pulled her into a tight embrace.
"I love you Jake" She whispered to me.
"I lo…no fucking way" I was cut short by what I saw.
I looked up and out the window and noticed Paul pulling up into Bella's driveway.
"What is it?" Leah asked walking over to the window.
"That little punk is there to see Bella…I can't believe it I should go over there and…" I felt myself getting angrier and angrier.
She can't be serious!
"Wooah babe calm down. It's just a boy..ha teenagers do this sort of thing remember?" She said giggling.
I stared and watched as he got out of the car and Bella walked out to greet him in a mini skirt and a light blue bikini top. She met him halfway and greeted with a kiss on the lips then discreetly glanced up to the window and rolled her eyes at me.
That's it! She's done.
"I have to go over there and stop this" I said walking to the closet to find my shoes.
"Uhh no you shouldn't Jake. Come on don't be the neighbor that ruins everything. Let them have their fun you're not her father anyways" Leah said while grabbing my hand and leading me back to our bed.
"She shouldn't be doing this…he doesn't look like the type of guy who she should be spending time with" I said shaking my head.
"Well it's not your decision it's hers. And hey don't pass judgment on him he might be really great. She's a big girl she knows what she's doing" She said beginning to lay me on my back.
"Yeah…a little too well for someone her age" I said not realizing the meaning it could hold.
"Ha well I just don't think you know her very well…in fact I'm inviting her and Charlie to dinner tomorrow so we can get to know them better" She said standing up and walking to the closet.
Too late for one of us. I thought to myself as I thought about everything that had just happened between Bella and me.
"No! Um Charlie might have work and I mean Bella may have plans with that jackass she's with right now sooo..no" I said not being too obvious something was up.
"Hate to burst your bubble baby but I talked to Charlie about it earlier and he said he would love to have a nice home cooked meal so they're coming…unless you would rather have me call and cancel already made plans" She said daring me to disagree.
I hate never winning with her.
"Fine…" I said in defeat.
This should be a night to remember.
"Hurry up sweetie they're almost here!" Leah hurried me.
I wore a black button up shirt and a nice pair of dark blue jeans. Leah looked amazing in her one shoulder, knee length dress.
"I'm coming hun" I yelled to her as I finished up cooking.
*Ding dong*
My head shot up in the direction of the door and my palms began to sweat from my nerves.
I'm fucked. I thought to myself as I made my way closer and closer to the door.
I reached the door and took a deep breath.
You can do this Jake. Just play it cool and avoid all eye contact.
I opened the door and came face to face with Charlie.
"Hey man how are ya" He said happily.
"Good good come on in" I said looking behind him for Bella.
"Something smells delicious. Is that chicken fettuccini?" Charlie said taking a whiff.
"Sure is. Let me show you around" Leah said taking Charlie to the living room.
Then there stood Bella looking more beautiful than ever. She was wearing a midthigh black dress with a zipper in the front that lead from the top to the bottom and her black converse.
If we were alone I would rip that thing off of her and fuck her up against the door right now. I thought to myself as I looked her up and down.
"It's hard to see but not touch huh?" She whispered to me as she took off her jacket.
I took a glance toward the living room and noticed that Leah and Charlie were out of seeing and hearing range.
"Please Bella. None of that tonight I just want to get through dinner and be done with this" I said quietly to her.
"Oh I'll be fine…I'm not so sure about you though" She said looking toward the living room.
"And why would u think that?" I asked crossing my arms.
"Well Jake…" She leaned in closer to me.
"I'm not wearing any underwear" She whispered then walked past me to the living room with Leah and Charlie.
My mouth went dry and I became instantly hard.
"Bella you look beautiful" I heard my wife saying.
"Oh please next to you I'm nothing. Jacob is a very lucky man" I heard Bella telling her.
Off to my own personal hell. I thought to myself as I made my way to the living room.
A/N: Okay this was just a filler chapter but I promise the next chapter will have plenty of lemony goodness in it! Reviews are loved no matter what!