AN: hello! thank you to the people that reviwed and to the others that are reding this story- this is for you, Heaven! :D please R&R! now here's chapter 4!

I awoke from a peaceful slumber to the glorious sound of music. I quickly sat up in my bed and strained to hear the lyrics of the song. My mouth dropped open when I realized what the song was- Hang Em High. A huge grin plastered itself on my face; that was my favorite song back in 2012 by my favorite band, My Chemical Romance. I ran out of my room and in the direction of the music, and found myself standing in front of a colorful spray painted door.

I stood in front of the door and listened intently as the end of the song came about; Gerard's silky smooth voice bringing back memories of a better time. Once the song ended, I carefully and quietly pushed open the door. The sight before me was astonishing: wires and many other pieces of technology were hooked up all across the walls. Sitting in the center of the room was a man seated in a power chair. He had a thick beard, sunglasses that hid his eyes, and shaggy hair that fell from beneath a wide brimmed hat.

In his hand, he held a microphone: "Alright children, that was one of my favorites back before the world went boom- Hang Em High by MCR. Here comes another by them which will always be a classic- Helena." He said before pushing a few buttons, moments later causing said song to play. His voice was deep and smooth; perfect for radio.

He set down the mic and leaned back in his chair. I cleared my throat and he looked in my direction; a shocked expression on his face at first, then replaced by a smile. "You must be Midnight Violet." He said while wheeling over to me. It was then that I truly realized who he was- Dr. Deathdefying! Dr. D controlled the pirated radio station (109.1) for killjoys so we could hear music, find out news about BL/ind, and send transmissions to help each other.

"Wow, it's great to meet you Dr. D!" I exclaimed, a little breathless. He chuckled, "It's nice to meet you too. Poison wouldn't shut up about you…" he said the last part quietly so that I wouldn't hear, but I still did. I thought of questioning him about it, but decided not to bother him with my annoying questions. "Well, I gotta get back to work." Dr. D said gesturing to the mic, "I'll see you later." I nodded and left him to his work.

I walked back into the main room of the diner and was surprised to see Poison sitting in one of the booths, picking at a can of power pup. I walked behind the counter and got a can for myself then took a seat beside Poison. "Good morning!" I said cheerily. He smiled, "Hey Violet."

"Hey, I've been meaning to ask you something. Yesterday, you mentioned something about being in a band. Were you a singer? You just have such a beautiful-" I caught myself and rephrased my words, "You have such a great voice." Poison's face began to grow a little red, I could feel my face doing the same.

"Umm, yeah actually. I used to be in the band My Chemical Romance. You probably haven't heard of them-" "OH MY FUCKING GOD DID YOU JUST SAY MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE? I LOVE THEM; THEY'RE MY FAVORITES!" I screamed. He flinched away and I realized I had probably permanently damaged his ears.

"Oh, sorry, Poison. It's just- I REALLY love MCR. They were practically my life. I have the biggest crush on Gerard Way- oops…" I realized that Party Poison really was Gerard Way and froze; I just admitted that I loved him. "Umm… I mean, I used to have a crush on umm, you…" His face turned a brighter red, mine did as well.

"Anyways, what are we gonna do today?" I asked, trying to change the conversation. He shrugged; I sighed and stood to go toss the empty can in the trash. I walked back to the booth and thought of something that I hadn't really thought about since…a while. "Do you happen to know what the date is?" "Umm, yeah. It's April 20." "OMGee- yes! Only 13 more days!" I exclaimed, throwing my fist in the air triumphantly.

Poison just stared at me oddly, I suppose he would want an explanation: "Oh, sorry. It's just that my birthday is in 13 days- I'm kinda excited!" "Oh, seriously? That's awesome!" he exclaimed, throwing his arms around me in a tight hug; I gladly hugged him back. I heard someone walk into the room behind us, but I didn't dare let go: I WAS HUGGING GERARD WAY!

When we finally did let go of each other, I realized Kobra was the one who walked in. He stared at us strangely, "I don't even wanna know…" "Shut the fuck up, bro!" Kobra held his hands up innocently before walking off back in the directions of the rooms. "Wait, so Kobra Kid is-" "Mikey. Fun Ghoul is Frank, and Jet Star is Ray." "Wow. This is just so awesome! I always dreamed of meeting you guys, sorry if I sound like such a fangirl, I just can't help it!" I babbled, a huge, maniac smile on my face the entire time.

He chuckled and patted my back reassuringly, "It's cool. So do you plan on staying with us? Oh, please say yes!" Poison begged, giving me an awarding puppy-dog-eyes-and-pouting-lip-face. After some thought, I answered as truthfully as I could: "I don't know. I have no where else to go, but I really want to find my parents…"

Poison's face dropped when he heard this, instantly going into a sulking mood. It pained my heart to see him like this, so I quickly replied: "Let me think about it, please? I need sometime…" He lifted his head and nodded, his lips turning upwards in the corners. I smiled and patted his back, though my heart was slightly breaking.

My family, my friends, everyone I loved must have been dead or worked for BL/ind by now. But what if they didn't? What if they were alive? What if they escaped? I thought of all the possibilities and decided to keep my faith and remain optimistic: I would leave the diner in search for my family, I had to.

I decided not to tell anyone until after my birthday- that seemed like the best way to do it. I looked over at Poison who was smiling at me; why did I have to meet him? He was the hardest part of leaving, but I couldn't stay. I forced a smile back at him, but my mind was set: I would leave in 13 days- no more, no less.

AN: im really sorry to say this, but the next time i update will be on May 3- HEAVEN'S BIRTHDAY! :D love you heaven! anyways, since i wont update for so long, heres a little hint: Poison has a VERY special gift for Violet... ;)

bye my fabulous killjoys! stay shiny!