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I awoke to the feel of the warm sun on my back, a very unusual thing for the normally rainy Forks. I let myself lie there for a few moments, letting the happiness soak through me, enjoying the hot sun warming my skin. I could have lain there forever, but I didn't want to waste any of this glorious day, my first day back with Jacob. Slowly, I opened my eyes, to see Jacob awake, lying watching me sleep. When he saw I had awoken, he flushed, his beautiful russet skin taking on a red hue. "Sorry If I scared you Ness" his voice slightly unsteady, his eyes deep and the colour of chocolate. I said nothing. Instead, I reached up to touch my mouth gently to his. His face broke into a wide smile. A smile I had missed so much it hurt just to think about it. "I love you" I told him. "As I love you" he replied, his smile wider than ever. I touched my lips to his again, before sliding out of bed and heading for the bathroom.
I thoroughly brushed my teeth, before splashing my face with cool water. I was too hot. I had forgotten that blankets were completely unnecessary when sharing a bed with Jacob. The unusually warm day was no help either. I gave up on splashing my face and decided to take a shower. I turned the water on cold, and stepped underneath the flowing water. The water was refreshing, and calmed my excitement at the prospect of spending this glorious sunny day alone with Jacob. After about 10 minutes I turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. I wrapped a fluffy towel around my now cool body, and went to stand in front of the mirror. I dried my hair, letting the bronze curls hang freely down my back, and placed a Pearl slide on the left side of my head. I decided not to wear any make up, my skin looked nicer without it. Finished, I walked back into the bedroom to find something to wear.
Jacob was resting on the bed, eyes closed. When he heard me coming he opened his eyes to look at me. "Very nice" he said with a wink. It was true the towel covered very little. Suddenly he took my hand and pulled me down on to the bed, so I was straddling him. He was wearing only a pair of navy boxer shorts. With a low growl, he brought his mouth up to mine. He traced the shape of my lips lightly with his tongue, running his fingers through my hair, his hands occasionally drifting to other places. I ran my palms over his muscular, perfect chest. I was struggling to keep my towel securely in place. Every time I would pull away from the kiss to pull it up, Jacob would laugh quietly and bring his mouth back to mine. "I have to get dressed" I tried to murmur against his lips. "I really don't like the sound of that" Jacob teased. I pulled away, laughing. "We'll have plenty of time all this later" I said. "Sounds good to me" Jacob winked at me again. I giggled as I walked over to my closet, which was the same size as my actual bedroom. I spent a few minutes deciding what to wear. Eventually I decided on my blue floral bikini, underneath a plain white short sleeved t shirt and a pair of Navy shorts. The shorts didn't exactly cover very much, but I was sure Jacob wouldn't mind that. I pulled out a pair of leather flip flops, put them on and headed back to the bedroom. "May I ask where we're going?" Jacob said. "You look like you're dressed for a day at the beach". "I was hoping we could go to our lagoon" I told him, "Seeing as it's a nice day and all". The lagoon was a place we'd discovered when I was much younger, and I hadn't been there since before Jacob left. "Sure honey, we haven't been there in so long" Jake replied, and hurried off into the closet to get dressed. I chucked a few towels in a bag, along with my sunglasses. After a few minutes Jacob came back into the room, dressed and ready to leave. Wearing a plain white t shirt like me, and a pair of blue swimming trunks, he looked gorgeous. "Let's go" I said.
On our way out we passed the kitchen, and I could smell Esme had made some of her lovely chocolate pancakes. But I was eager to get out enjoying the sunny day with Jake, and I wasn't really hungry, so I carried on walking towards the front door. I heard Jacob stop behind me. "Uh, Nessie, Would you mind if we had some breakfast before we headed out?" Jake asked, softening me with his big dark eyes. "Just, those pancakes smell fantastic, and I'm kind of hungry". I grinned. Jacob was always hungry. "Sure Jake, I suppose I wouldn't mind a few pancakes either" I said, "plus, I suppose I would be kind of rude not to eat them, seeing as were the only people in the house that eat". He laughed and lowered his face to kiss me lightly on the lips. We walked hand in hand into the kitchen. Alice and Jasper were seated around the breakfast bar, and Esme was at the stove cooking the pancakes. "Morning" I smiled at my family. "Hey Nessie, Hey Jake" said Alice. "Help yourselves to pancakes dears, after all, none of us will be having any" Esme joked. Me and Jacob got our pancakes and sat down next to Alice and Jasper. "Where are all the others?" Jake asked Alice. "They all went out hunting earlier, they didn't go far, they'll be back by this evening" she replied. "Where are you two headed out too?" Jasper questioned Jacob. "We're going down to our lagoon for the day, we'll be back by 9:00pm, is that okay?" "That's fine" Esme spoke, "We weren't planning on doing anything much tonight anyway, you two have fun". "Thanks" I smiled at my grandmother.
After Jacob had eaten all of the pancakes, we said our goodbyes, thanking Esme again for the pancakes, and headed out. We walked to the lagoon at human pace, hand in hand. It was mid June and there were colourful flowers everywhere, the trees green and leafy. As we walked, we talked about what had happened while we were apart. I had already heard about what had happened with the other pack of wolves; he had told the whole family when he had arrived home last night. Now we were talking about the pain of being away from each other for so long. I told him about the time I had run to the forest, and lay on the forest floor in the pouring rain, my thoughts always on him. I told him how, even when I knew it wouldn't be long until I saw him again, I wouldn't let myself stop imagining, not for a second, until I really had him back. When I looked up at him again, after I had finished talking, he looked so sad, regretful and guilty. "I'm so incredibly sorry that I had to leave you Renesmee", he had tears in his eyes. "Although I had no choice in going, I will always feel guilty for that". I stopped walking and turned to face him. "Jacob, you having to leave was in no way your fault, and you know it, so you must never, ever feel guilty." "So, you're not at all angry at me for having to go away?" he asked, his eyes hopeful and so much happier than before. "Never, Jake." He smiled, and I felt my heart double in pace. "Nessa, I love you more than you could possibly imagine." I threw my arms around his neck, and standing up on my tip toes, I looked into his eyes. "Actually, I think I can imagine it" I whispered, "because it's how I feel about you". Jacobs smile got wider, and he leant in, closing the distance between our mouths. I melted into him, my knees weak. Suddenly, he picked me up, cradling me in his strong arms. "That's better" he chuckled, and closed the distance between our mouths once more.
I could have stood there kissing Jacob forever. But after about 10 minutes he broke away. I looked at him, confused. "Do you want to get to the lagoon any time before Christmas?" he said, laughing. "Oh yeah" I remembered, "I completely forgot." "I have been told that people forget a lot while kissing me" He joked. I playfully nudged him in the ribs. "Funny, Jacob" I said sarcastically, grinning. I reached up to kiss his lips. "Oh no, none of that again honey" he said. "The lagoon, remember?" "Okay, I suppose I'll have to wait then" I laughed, pouting. "You won't have to wait much longer, don't worry love." It was true; we were almost at there now. We carried on walking for about 10 minutes, just chatting, and messing around. Then I saw the small gap in the trees that led down to the little beach. It had grown over so much since I was last here. Probably because neither of us had been here in over 8 months, and no one else but our family knew about our secret place. Jacob took my hand and led me down the path to the beach. My breath came in a short gasp as I took in the beauty of the place. A small horseshoe shaped white sandy beach, with crystal clear water, surrounded by the trees. A large sand bank separated off the lagoon from the sea, and a river trickled down into the pool of crystal clear water from the forest. It was even more stunning than I had remembered it. "It's so beautiful" I whispered. "Not as beautiful as you" Jake replied, and kissed me again. The kiss was deep, passionate. After a while, I felt too hot. "Do you mind if I go for a swim?" "Sure honey, I'll join you". I took off my top and shorts and repositioned my bikini. I looked over at Jacob who had taken off his shirt. He looked gorgeous. "You ready?" I asked. He looked up. His eyes almost popped out of his sockets when he saw me. "Uh y-yeah sure" He stuttered, not talking his eyes of me as me walked over to the water. I laughed under my breath.
We walked hand in hand into the water, the sun was hot on our backs, and I really needed to cool down. Soon we were up to our chests in water. I splashed Jacob, laughing, and swam away. "Oi!" he shouted, swimming after me. He caught up with me fast, and slashed me back. "Gotcha" he smiled. And wrapped his arms around my waist. I placed mine around his neck. He leant down to kiss me, his tongue exploring my mouth, his hands touching me all over, even in some quite intimate places. Suddenly I felt kissing wasn't enough for me. I wanted to take this further. I kissed him harder, touching his chest, my hands sometimes exploring slightly lower. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He understood. I felt his hot hands on my back, fiddling with the string of my bikini. Within seconds the top part of my bikini was off, he flung it back onto the beach, without breaking the kiss. His hands were gentle but exited as they touched me. "Let's get out of the water" he murmured, his lips still on mine, my legs still wrapped around his waist, he carried me back onto the beach. He lay down flat, with me straddling him. My hands tracing the planes of his chest, our lips breaking apart only when we desperately needed air. I slid my hands further down to remove his swimming trunks, while he fiddled with the ties at the side of my bikini bottoms. "You're sure you want to do this love?" He asked. "I have never been more sure about anything" I whispered. We continued to kiss passionately. I wanted Jacob. I needed Jacob. He rolled me over so I was lying on top of him. "I love you Jacob" I whispered. "I love you more Renesmee" He told me quietly.
I woke up with my head resting on Jacob's chest. His eyes were closed, his wet hair glinting in the sun. I stirred, and he opened his eyes to look at me. "Hey honey, nice sleep?"He asked. "Yes thank you, what's the time?" "8:30 pm Ness, We should probably be heading home soon". "Can we have one last swim first?" I asked. "Of course honey, whatever you want" He grinned at me. I smiled back at him. I started to walk towards the water's edge. I looked towards the beautiful pool of water. The only light was coming from the moon, reflecting of the surface in waves. I water was perfectly calm and black in the night. I let the water wash over my feet. I had truly never been happier than I had been today. My Jacob was home, and he was mine forever. I smiled to myself. I didn't hear as Jacob walked up behind me. I simply felt his hand slip through mine. I turned to look at the man I loved, and would always love. He was looking up at the moon. After a few seconds he turned his face to me. "You remind me off the moon Renesmee. Always the same, but everyday slightly different. You'll always be there for me, in some shape or form. You're as pale and flawless as the moon. Even when there is only blackness, you throw your light on to my world. And then of course the there's fact that just like the moon, your incomprehensibly beautiful." He was staring deeply into my eyes, His dark chocolate coloured orbs smouldering with passion. "To my mother you were always the sun" I told him. "And now you're my sun too. You balance out all the clouds nicely for me. People love the sun because it makes them feel happier, but I don't need to wait for the real sun. I have you to warm me up, make me happy. And by some miracle. You want to do that for me, you love me just as much as I love you." Jacob said nothing. He just stared at me, never breaking his gaze, So many emotions playing on his face. Finally he spoke. "The Moon and the Sun" he almost whispered to himself. "I say we make quite a good pair" I said quietly, looking up at him. "Of course we do", he spoke quietly, a small smile breaking onto his lips. I turned my head from the moon, to smile back at Jacob. "I love you more than my own life Renesmee; you are my gravity, the centre of my world." I knew I would always love Jacob, and No matter what mistakes he would ever make, nothing would ever make me strong enough to leave him. But that was fine by me. I wanted nothing more than to never be apart from him again, never not feel his arms wrapped around me, his hand linked with mine. Through our hands, I pushed my thoughts into his head, showing him just how much I loved him. He grinned at me and I smiled back up at him. Then, together we walked on, into the calm, black water.
This is my longest chapter so far, It took me quite a long time to write so I hope you like it.
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