(ADAMS POV)
It was so easy getting into bed with drew, he's such an easy target… and his little companion Dallas aswell. It was kind of awkward at first, but I dealt with it, and so did drew. I 'do' feel kind of bad about it (fucking the shit out of drew) & (Holding on to this guilt against me for the rest of my life!) It's a scary ass feeling, and I don't even know if I can handle this kind of sexual fantasy anymore. I'm not even a bad person, what was I thinking getting into bed with drew. Was I really that hungry for sex, I don't even know if I wanna tell becky about this, she'll for sure break up with me, and I'll be the laughing stock of the school. I don't know if I can hold onto this secret much longer.
Dallas doesn't like to talk to me anymore, and the night we had sex, the next morning when I woke up he was already gone for school! I don't think he really cares that much though, he probably has sex more then I do, and drew, well he promised he would keep it a secret. But I doubt he would, he can't hold on to this kind of secret either. Don't know how long it will take until he breaks too.
The reason why i'm not going to school today is well...It's A huge problem for me, for the simple fact that I think I might have a huge tumor inside my stomach! it's either that, or i'm getting extremely fat. It's gotten worse since last week, and I don't think it'll cease. What's going on here, and what would becky think, what would mom think. I had to play sick today just to get out of going to school today, and to avoid seeing my friends and family disgusted at me. For what? it isn't worth it.
It's either that, Or am I getting pregnant?
to be continued...