Chapter 4
Switching off the brain
Once we were back onto the street Edward handed me a towel and I wrapped it around myself, he used his on his dark bronzed hair and wrapped it wound his waist, to my surprise he reached back under his towel and pulled off his board shorts and rang them out. "What?" he laughed, my widened eyes must have given me away "I have underwear on" he added, I shook my head in mock disbelief, and said "I wish I was as carefree as you" "Oh I don't know, you seemed pretty carefree a little while ago" he said quickly closing the distance between us, his eyes locked on mine, his hands cupping my face and his smile captivating me. He teased me by nudging my nose with his making me think he was going to kiss me but he pulled away, stood up straight and began walking away, when I didn't follow he stopped and turned to look at me and gave me a wink. This was playful Edward and it only mad me want him more.
We walked back down the street towards our hotel and through the hotel foyer towards the elevator, we stepped in and Edward leaned over and gave me a sweet little peck on the cheek, I blushed and this made him smile. We stepped out and he held my hand as we slowly walked along the outdoor corridor towards our rooms. It was quiet, too quiet. "Where'd they go?" I asked "Hhm, well there's Emmett's shoes at your door and there's Alice's' at mine" he said deducing the scene, "Great, so where does that leave us?" I said "Right about here" he said as he lead us over towards the far corner of the balcony, there was a large, wide, soft cushioned cane lounge situated against the wall, he sat down pulling me down onto his lap so I had a leg either side of him, as soon as I was seated our lips met with renewed fervor "Hhmmm, Bella" he breathed "Just so you…know" he started "I'm not going…to sleep…with you…tonight", "It's ok, I wasn't planning on it" I said breathlessly.
He gently took my head in his hands and held me to look at him, our breaths strained "But I'm not willing to stop this either, if that's ok with you" he asked "I don't want you to stop Edward, we can be masochistic with each other tonight, take ourselves to the brink, over and over again, I've already pushed myself further than I thought I would and I'm loving the ache" I said openly "So you want to talk dirty? Hey baby you like that?" he asked tilting my head back to attack my neck with his lips "Mmm, I can feel you do too" I said and pressed myself a little firmer down against his lap.
Edward threw his head back against the padded cushion of the deck chair and I nuzzled into his throat, I held back his head with both of my hands so I was in complete control of him and as I did this his hands roamed all over my rear and down over my legs, his hands worked their magic on the insides of my thighs so tantalizingly close to my aching core before he moved them back up towards my face. We looked at each other and his face was torn and serious "Bella, I don't know if I can hold out, what do you want to do?" he asked "I want to switch off my brain for once" I said knowing there was no way I was going to be able to resist either.
Edward touched the side of my bikini and I was grateful that Rose had made me buy the pair that had tie ups on either side. Edward skillfully began to untie them blindly, once undone I raised my hips slightly and pulled them away from my body. Edward's mouth was urgent and his tongue met with mine in the most delicious way. I reached down between my legs to find the opening of his towel, it was just left to the front but was easy to separate, I looked up at him to see that he had a cheeky grin on his face, I realized why when my hand came in contact with him from under the towel, there was no underwear, he had walked home with nothing more than a towel on, this man was too much. The grin quickly turned into a look of desperate need, I had taken possession of him and began to let him know who was boss.
He was ready, as was I, this wasn't supposed to be a long drawn out thing so I let go and slid myself down onto him. I slowly took in his length and as I did he closed his eyes and let out a low moan, exhaling in pleasure letting his head fall back again, I closed my eyes too and clawed my fingers through the small fine hairs on his masculine chest, his hands gripped my waist firmly to ensure I provided the right rhythm, my rhythm was spot on though, I didn't need guidance, I let myself rise and fall to the beat of my own drum, this was my show.
A few frenzied minutes went by and I came before he did, I made sure I wasn't selfish though and continued my movements until I knew he had come also, I melted into his chest reveling in the afterglow. Who knew change could be so good.
He held me gently against him and I rested my head on his shoulder, a sweet bead of sweat trickled down his neck and I placed my lips over it drinking it in and it was life giving. I started to lift myself off of him but he gently held me in place "Please, just a few moments more, I love the feeling of being inside you Bella" he breathed and I obliged "I should say that I'm sorry but I'm not" He continued "Don't be Edward, you asked me and agreed. I should tell you something though" I said and lifted my lips to his ear and whispered, "You are my first" and I heard him slightly gasp.
He wrapped his arms around me tightly, I heard his breath start to quicken, my words had stirred something inside of him and I could feel him getting hard again. His hips moved greedily up and down forcing himself deeper into me, my own movements in perfect sync with his. Our need for each other was insatiable, this time Edward was first to arrive but it didn't take long before the newly discovered feeling of ecstasy washed over me I met up with him only seconds after. He delighted in making sure I was fully satisfied and took my right breast to his mouth, his tongue swirled over my hardened nipple and I arched my back pressing my chest out towards him, at his last thrust I was finished, burned to the core and I felt my charred ashen body could be carried away by the slightest breeze.