Sorry I haven't updated in ages, I did write this chapter but then my laptop froze and well I cried anyways here goes Derek and Stiles have a serious chat.

S.P.O.V

Oh my gosh this was really happening, Derek fricken Hale was kissing me and he had made me cry in a good way and here he was being mine all mine. Right time for my plan I grabbed Derek by his shirt and proceeded to push him down the landing towards his bedroom, I kicked the door open and pushed Derek onto the cold, black floor.

I pressed my chest to Derek's and pushed my lips against his. I felt his strong arms around me as his pushed me off and turned away. What. What had I done, of course this was all just a big joke to him. Me 140 pound of pale skin and fragile bone what was I thinking.

I put on a brave face. 'So I guess you don't want me, I'm sorry it was real nice of you to show me your house, thank you Derek'. I said in my most formal manner, almost as if I was speaking to the school Councillor. Derek took a deep breath like he sometimes did when he was aggravated.

'No Sti, it's not that just look'. Derek lent over and tilted my head so I could see his whole bedroom. So it was a little burnt and blackened but what was his point, things weren't perfect but neither was my room or my life for that fact.

'I looked, I saw, I'm not bothered'. Derek pulled me to sit next to him; I could see something in his eyes almost like emptiness and I hated it.

'What's up big bad wolf, you can tell me after all I'm your mate, whatever that means. I really needed Derek to tell me what was going on, he needed to explain.

'Do you understand the bond between a wolf and his mate Stiles'? Derek seemed on edge as he spoke.

'No explain please, we aren't all born werewolf's'.

'When I was younger I saw what my mother and father had, whenever something affected him it affected her. When he was angry so was she, I don't want you to have to feel my guilt stiles, to feel my pain with every breath you take. I'm not the best with words so I will tell you how my father told me. Derek paused for a second taking my hand and looking deep into my eyes.

' he said this, Wolfs mate for life, forever and nothing can break that bond son, when you find the right one be it a boy or a girl, human or not you will feel the tug on your heart, after that happens you are connected to that person and if they reject you well I'm not sure it will all end to good for you, Derek don't be scared of it your mate will need you just as much as you need them, Son there is one thing you must never do and that's force the person to be your mate'.

Derek finished what he had to say and looked at me, I understood at that moment, I knew then that Derek was the one for me; I lent forward and kissed his forehead softly.

'Mates, forever your mine and I'm yours that's all I want'

That night me and Derek became bonded for the first time… if you know what I mean.

Sorry for the rubbish ending, if anybody wants I will right the scene uhhmmm at the end that stiles was talking about the bonding…. Also if I write about the smutty bonding it may end as a pregnant Derek or Stiles fic… or not review please and I'm sorry for the bad ending but its 3 am.