A/N –Oh crap. I am so sorry for making you all wait for so long. College has been completely crazy, but I am finding just enough time to write, but obviously not as much as I would like. So here you go. Mrsgrey, this one is for you.
Prompt – Maura's desk.
"You can't like Maura!" Jane and Frankie were outside the Boston Police Station, when Frankie told Jane about the kiss.
"Why not?" Suddenly Jane realised her sudden outburst was the beginning of her on grave. She only had on true reason for why Frankie couldn't like Maura. She didn't think now would be the best time to tell the truth. But then she figured there never really would be a best time to say it. So now was as good a time as any in Jane's mind.
"Promise you won't tell Ma?"
"When do I ever tell Ma anything?" Jane just gave him a look that silently asked if he was being serious.
"Really Frankie? Of all the members of this family, who is it that talks to Ma the most? And tells her everything and anything?" Frankie was silent, realising Jane's point.
"Okay fine. But if you tell me no say anything, then I never do. And you know that for a fact. Remember all those secrets I kept for you when we were kids?" Jane recollected a few occasions where Frankie remained silent. "So come on. Why can't I like Maura?" Jane took a deep breath, trying to find the courage to say what she has been feeling for so long now.
"You can't like Maura…because I love Maura." Jane's entire body tensed, waiting for her little brother's reaction. She had no idea how he would take the news, but she certainly wasn't expecting what he did.
"Congratulations Jane." Frankie threw his arms around Jane and gave her a hug to end all hugs. Jane wasn't really sure how to react. She was happy that he was accepting of the news she had just broken to him, but she couldn't figure out what he was so proud of.
"Congratulations for what? It's not like I caught a murderer." She pushed Frankie back to look him right in the eye.
"For finally admitting the truth." Jane's eyes nearly bugged out of her sockets. Her face turned to a complete state of shock horror.
"How the hell did you know?"
"For crying out loud Jane, I think everyone knew. I'm pretty sure Maura knows. People thought you two were…"
"Wait hold. What makes you think Maura knows? Did she say something?" Frankie couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"Are you kidding me? She doesn't have to. You might not see it, but everyone in the precinct can see the way Maura looks at you. You know she sucks worse than Tommy when trying to hide something. She cares for you Jane. And something tells me she wouldn't be one that hurts you. Not like all the other douchebags you've dated." Jane slapped Frankie across the arm for that one.
"Casey wasn't that bad." Frankie was about ready to tear his hair out listening to Jane.
"Seriously? He asked you to marry him, then he tells you he is choosing to stay with the army permanently, and gives you the ultimatum of going with the man who you thought was the love of your life, becoming an army wife, which would never have suited you. And leaving your friends and family behind. Or staying with your friends and family and having to forget about the man you loved. He didn't really give you much of a choice. From my point of view, that does seem kinda douchebaggy to me." Jane could see his pint, but there was still one question rattling round in her head.
"One last thing. If you knew I liked Maura, and was sure Maura liked me, why would you go and kiss her?"
"Well, it didn't look as though you were ever going to make a move, so I figured what have I got to lose? The worst thing that would happen is she turns me down and I could live with that. Wouldn't be happy about it, but I could live with it."
"You're such a jerk." Her tone was playful, but Frankie still feigned shock. He quickly came back to reality.
"Now come on. Go get her. Before a real jerk makes a move and doesn't back off." Frankie gave Jane that cheeky smirk that told her he would be there to support her through anything.
"Thanks Frankie. Okay, I guess now is as good a time as any. Here I go. I'm…"
"Jane. Stop talking, start walking." Jane was as nervous as hell, but her brother was always there to give her a kick up the ass. So without another word, Jane pushed open the doors of the precinct and made her way straight down to Maura's office.
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Jane walked out of the lift with hundreds of possible scenarios running through her head. She had no idea how Maura would react. The blinds to the office were closed, but the door was open. She could hear the tapping of keys of Maura at her computer. It made her all the more nervous. Frankie might have said that Maura likes her, but Jane needed to hear it from Maura herself to know it's true. To let it really sink in. Then again, Frankie could have been completely wrong, and Maura could have no interests in her at all. Jane would be putting her neck out on the chopping block, and Maura could very well end up being the executioner. But Jane hadn't come this far, just to go and chicken out now. That was not the way Jane Rizzoli did things. She saw it through to the end. And made damn sure she didn't get hurt in the process. Jane wanted Maura. It was simply a question of how brave would she be today.
"Jane?" Maura's voice brought Jane out of her spiralling thought pattern. Jane didn't miss how happy Maura sounded to see her. "Are you going to come in, or remain standing in the doorway and block my only exit out of this room if there was a fire to occur?" Jane didn't register half of what Maura just said. She was too distracted about how and what she was going to say to her.
"Maura, can I talk to you for a second?"
"Of course Jane." Maura closed her laptop lid, and Jane walked over and stood just at the front of the desk. She was so nervous she couldn't stay still. Sitting down wasn't an option. She started rubbing the palms of her hands as she always did when she was nervous about something.
"I was just…I wanted to…" Jane couldn't get her words out at all. Maura just continued to look at her as if she had an alien on her head. With no idea of what was going through Jane's mind, Maura was completely lost and confused.
"Jane, what are you trying to say?" Jane took a deep breath to try and calm her nerves, but it still wasn't enough. Jane wasn't going to ask the question banging against the walls of her mind if she didn't grow some serious balls in the near future.
"I just came down to ask…if you got the ballistics report back from the bullets you found in our victim yet." Maura's entire demeanour deflated. She could read Jane like a book when her guard was down. And right now, Jane was a sitting duck.
"Jane, why do I get the feeling that wasn't the reason you came down here? Why don't you tell me why you are really here? You know you can talk to me about anything." Jane was beginning to feel comforted by Maura's words, but she was still as nervous as all hell.
"I was just talking to Frankie," Maura tightened her whole body at hearing Frankie's name. Maura didn't know that Frankie had already told her about what happened between them. And she wasn't going to give Jane the chance to explain what she knew either. She quickly stood up from the chair and made her way round the desk and stood in front of Jane.
"Jane, I need to tell you something before you continue. Frankie kissed me. And I sort of kissed him back. It was only a small kiss and it didn't mean anything. To me at least." Maura was rambling off words at 100 miles per hour.
"Maura." Jane tried to get a word in edge ways, but Maura never let up.
"He just wanted to know what it would feel like, which in actually fact makes me feel slightly used, now that I say it myself."
"Maura?"
"But I swear it will never happen again. I don't feel that way about Frankie. He isn't exactly my type."
"Maura!" Jane grabbed Maura by the arms and yelled in her face to finally get her attention.
"What?" Maura looked down at her arms where Jane had grabbed her. Jane's grip was tighter that she realised. She released Maura and tried to gather her thoughts. Maura seemed as nervous as Jane did, which helped Jane feel slightly more confident about doing this.
"I know you kissed Frankie. Or he kissed you rather. He told me earlier when I was talking to him. And he said he could tell you weren't into him. But he thinks he might know who you are into." Maura did her best to hide the panic on her face, because she knew if Frankie was right, which he often is, things could go horribly wrong.
"And who might that be?" Jane was hoping to out Maura first, so she wouldn't feel as awkward about doing this.
"Why don't you tell me? And you can't lie because you'll get hives." Maura knew Jane was right. She couldn't lie. She never had been able to. She looked Jane in the eye, and she could tell Frankie was right. She was hoping beyond all hope that Jane wouldn't freak out.
"You." The word hung in the air for a moment, neither girl wanting to be the one to break the silence. Jane took a step closer to Maura. She could see Maura tense up. She wasn't uncomfortable, just completely shocked at how close they were to each other. Maura's eyes were flicking back and forth between Jane's dark brown orbs. "Jane?" Jane didn't say a word. Maura could start to feel the knots growing in her stomach. "Jane please say something because right now I am…" She was cut off by the soft pressure of Jane's lips upon her own. It wasn't at all what Maura was expecting, but it was also the last thing she was going to stop. This is all Maura had ever wanted to do, and now that it was happening, she couldn't quite believe it. Jane slowly removed her lips from Maura's, savouring the soft touch that is Maura Isles.
"You know I've never been good with words." Jane's cheeky grin reassured her this wasn't a dream, or a trick of some kind. Jane liked Maura. And Maura had waited long enough for Jane, she wasn't going to wait any longer. She had a quick look around to double check all the blinds were closed, and the door was shut and was so happy they were. Maura took hold of Jane by her jacket and pulled her back in for a kiss. The first kiss was soft, and careful. Now all Maura wanted was Jane. She didn't want to do this little dance around the fire anymore. She wanted to jump head first into it now. And Jane was more than happy to go along with her. Pulling their bodies flush together, Maura was arching into Jane, wanting to feel every part of her. Feel the warmth she got from Jane every time they were near each other. The kiss became more and more passionate, and heated with every moan that escaped one of them. Jane pushed Maura back to the desk, so she was being held between Jane and the desk. Maura broke the kiss and pushed Jane back slightly. Jane's face started turning to hurt and fear that she was moving too fast. That was until she realised what Maura was doing. She saw Maura turn to her desk and push all her paperwork out of the way, and clear space. She knew where this was going and she wanted to be comfortable when it happened. When she turned back, Jane couldn't believe the look on her face. Lust. Pure lust. It was the sexiest thing Jane had ever seen, and it turned her on more than she thought was possible. Jane didn't waste any time in getting Maura up on the desk. And she was so happy that Maura had decided to wear a skirt today. Sliding herself between Maura's legs, caused her skirt to crease up her thighs. Jane could already feel the moisture building between her legs. She found Maura attractive from the first minute she laid eyes on her. But this was a whole new level of attraction. Jane was struggling to keep her hands off Maura, and Maura jumped at every little touch that came from Jane.
"Jane…" Maura's voice was more of a breathy whisper. All her energy was being used to keep herself contained, but it clearly wasn't doing much. "I want you. I need you." Jane wasn't sure if she was really hearing this coming out of Maura. "I've waited so long for you, I don't want to wait any longer. Take me now. Please Jane." She didn't need to say another word. And she couldn't. Jane silenced Maura with a deep, searing kiss. She quickly moved her mouth down over Maura's jaw, and started her assault on Maura's neck. Behind her ear, on her collar bone. Jane was convinced Maura knew this was going to happen today. Her entire outfit was designed to be sexy, and be easy to remove. From the form fitting shirt that was cut so low it was amazing that she wasn't falling out of it. To the sexy black pencil skirt with the zip at the back. Jane didn't know where to put her hands first. In Maura's hair, around her neck, sitting on her hips. Not a clue. And Maura could tell. Maura could feel the confusion going on in her head. So Maura brought Jane back up to kiss her on the lips. She was going to control what happened here. She slowed things down for a moment. "Let me help you." Maura looked straight into Jane's eyes and took hold of Jane's hands, guiding them down her own body. Letting Jane feel her breasts, her flat stomach. She slowed the movement right down when she reached her skirts waistband. Still moving Jane's hands down, over her legs, until she reached the bottom of the already wrinkled skirt. Jane hooked her fingers under the rim of Maura's skirt and let Maura guide her hands up. Jane was taking in all the soft touches, and gentle skin. She was completely lost in everything that is Maura. The movements stopped when Jane felt the thin, damp material of Maura's panties. Maura's breath caught in her throat at Jane's touch.
"Maura, you're already wet?" Maura smiled at Jane's confusion. Jane really was adorable. And Maura found it all the more enticing.
"You've got me pinned up on my desk, at work. You've been kissing me and touching me everywhere your mind sought out. And you are surprised at the fact that I have soaked through my lingerie? Because I'm certainly not."
"Not surprised. But definitely turned on." Jane looked Maura in the eye, and saw the hungry lust that was forever growing within her. "Just let me know if you want me to stop."
"Don't count on any chance of that happening." Maura couldn't help it. It was far too good for her to resist. All it did was fuel Jane to keep going. Jane took one of her hands and pushed Maura at the chest to get her to lean backwards. Releasing Jane's other hand, Maura leant back on her desk, being propped up on her elbows.
"You're gonna need the support." Jane husked as she was un-zipping Maura's skirt and pulling it down and off her smooth, silky legs. Followed closely by her shirt being easily removed from Maura's frame. "So you wear panties but no bra?" Not that Jane was complaining, but she still found it amusing. Maura didn't reply. She simply gave Jane a look that said if she didn't do something soon, she was going to pay for it later. Jane looked up and down Maura's body with hungry eyes. Only one item of clothing remained. The one Maura wanted to have removed the most. Tucking her thumbs around the thin strap at Maura's hips, Jane started pulling away the final obstacle. "Something tells me you won't be needing these." They slid down Maura's perfectly toned legs and came off with perfect ease. Maura pushed herself up on the desk to sit up straight. When Jane came back up, she was met with Maura's hands reaching for her hips and pulling them as close together as possible. Maura started pulling at the hem of Jane's shirt.
"Now I can't be the only one getting naked here. It's just not fair." Jane smirked at Maura's eagerness. She took a small step back so Maura could lift her shirt up and off. Jane's hair fell back down around her head, and it might have been the sexiest thing Maura had ever seen. "For the love of god take me now."
"No problem." Pushing Maura back down, Jane slid her hand back down Maura's body until she came into contact with that sweet, sensitive spot she had been dreaming about for so long. Jane remained in front of Maura, and let her hand hover over her centre for a minute. Feeling the warmth being emitted from her. Maura was beginning to get frustrated, and Jane could see it clearly in her eyes. So without any further waiting, Jane pushed her long slender fingers through Maura's drenched folds. Jane was enjoying every touch, sound, feeling she got from Maura. Maura was struggling to keep herself from climaxing the instant Jane touched her. She was so turned on, every little movement felt like fire on Maura's skin. And just to make things harder for Maura, in more ways than one, the wet touch of Jane's mouth on her nipple. Between the feeling of Jane between her legs and on her nipples, to just the sheer sight of Jane's toned figure, Maura was being driven crazy. She wanted the feeling of Jane with her, always. But Jane wanted to push Maura all the way. Without any warning, Jane pushed two slender fingers into Maura. The feeling of Maura's walls clenching around her fingers sent Jane's head spinning. She moved her mouth over to Maura's neglected nipple, and gently started flicking her tongue over it. Jane may not have been with another women before, but she knew exactly what a girl likes. Jane's fingers started off slow, letting Maura get use to the feeling, but it didn't take long for her to pick up the pace. She wanted to hear Maura scream her name out in pleasure. She wanted to see Maura pleasured. She wanted everything that she could get of Maura. And before she could even finish her thoughts, Maura let an absolutely, sex filled moan escape as the best orgasm of her life wracked through her body. Jane leaned back slightly, removing herself from Maura's breasts. She watched as Maura's face became a mixture of utter pleasure, and complete torture. She had wanted Jane for a long time, but actually being with her was a completely different experience. It was like nothing she had ever experienced. It was like nothing she had ever imagined, and everything she had always wanted. As the last wave of her orgasm washed through her, she could start to feel her body relaxing. And she also felt Jane removing her fingers. Even this little action was sending waves through Maura's body, and as much as she loved each second of it, she wanted Jane to feel the same.
"You are mine, Maura Isles. And I am never letting you go." Maura always loved the dominance Jane showed in everything she does. But she was dying to see the submissive side to Jane too.
"Now it's to make you mine." Maura looked like a predator, and it made Jane's breath hitch in her throat. Maura snaked her hands around Jane's sides, and up to her bra hooks. One at a time, she unhooked them. Slowly pulling the shoulder straps down to reveal Jane's small, yet gorgeously plump breasts. Maura thought she would be more than happy to die there and then, but she wanted all of Jane. She pushed Jane back and hopped off the desk. "It's your turn now." Jane was at a complete loss for words. She was being lead backwards to the couch. Maura gently pushed Jane back down onto the couch, and carefully rested herself over Jane. "And it's my turn to show you how to do it." Not that Jane was even able to talk, Maura silenced her with a quick kiss before moving down her body. Kissing all the bare skin her lips could find. Going through the valley made between Jane's breasts, over her belly button, until she was met with Jane's damn sexy belt. Maura flicked her eyes up to Jane, and saw that Jane was struggling to breath. She was being so overwhelmed, but loving every second of it. Maura never broke eye contact as she unbuckled the belt, and unbuttoned the trousers. Pulling them down at once, but leaving behind the boxers. "I never could understand why you chose to wear boxers, instead of the normal lingerie like every other girl. But I do now." Jane didn't say a word. She still couldn't say a word, and Maura loved how she was controlling Jane in the palm of her hand. "It was so when this finally happened there could be a little mystery." Maura's voice was thick and raspy and made Jane roll her eyes back in her head. Maura slid her hands up Jane's legs, under the boxers Maura wanted to make Jane work for her climax, just as Jane had done to her. She was going to get just as much enjoyment out of this as Jane was going to. Maura couldn't see anything, but she at least had experience in this area. Going to an all-girls private school, and being a lesbian certainly did have its perks from time to time. Maura grazed her hands over Jane's clit, feeling the bundle of nerves reacting to her touch only spurred her on more. But she also wanted to take a step back for a minute. She didn't want to rush this and miss anything. She removed her hands from under Jane's boxers, and crawled her way up Jane's body. She stroked a loose hair out of Jane's face, and looked at her. She just looked at her. Taking in all her features, and gorgeous assets. Maura had always had to admire Jane from a distance. She was so close now, she wasn't going to miss the opportunity to really look at her now. She didn't know if she would ever get the chance again.
"Enjoying the view?" Jane's voice distracted her, but Maura loved hearing it so much, she didn't really care.
"You have no idea." And he really didn't, Maura didn't even know. She was so flustered with everything she was seeing, and everything that was happening. And she wanted it all. She wanted all of Jane. Anything she could get her hands on. She glided her fingers up Jane's arms as she sat down on Jane's thighs. Her fingers came up Jane's arms and down over her shoulders, until they began feeling the incline of her breasts. Maura placed her palms flat down on Jane's nipples and struggled to control herself as Jane curved her back, pushing into Maura almost begging for more pressure. Maura began kneading Jane between her hands. She watched as Jane's breathing became laboured, and her eyes became hungry. Every emotion Jane had ever felt was always shown through her eyes, no matter how much she tried to hide it. But this was a look Maura hadn't seen before. Maura leaned down closer to Jane and captured her lips with her own. Maura wanted to torture Jane, just a little for some fun. And Jane didn't seem to mind the foreplay too much. But any longer and she might not be so cooperative about it all. Maura was ready to move things along as well. Without breaking her kiss, she moved one of her hands down Jane's body and snaked it into her boxers once more. When she felt the sensitive spot yet again, she was thrilled to see it was also a damp bundle. She wasted no time in beginning to pleasure Jane. But she was gentle to start with. Wanting to make Jane build up to her moment. Circling around Jane's clit, sending shivers through her entire body. Feeling as she became wetter and wetter. Keeping the pressure on the nerves, Maura moved her fingers down to hover over Jane's opening. She could feel that Jane was ready for her, but she wanted to see it for herself.
"Take them off." It wasn't a question, it was a demand. And it was one that Jane didn't need to here twice. Maura never moved her hand away, but let Jane struggle to remove her boxers. She managed it in the awkward position Maua had put her in. And every little move she made had Maura's hand rubbing against her. It was pure agony for Jane, but complete bliss at the same time. "I want to know what you taste like." Maura whispered into Jane's ear. Breath, rolling down her shoulder. Maura moved her hand so it was resting on Jane's thigh and brought the other hand down to match the position on the other leg. Repositioning herself between Jane's legs, she could already smell the sweet juices that were dripping from Jane. But she wanted to taste them. Slowly, she leaned in closer to Jane, and in one swift movement, she swiped her tongue up the length of Jane's slit. Lapping up the juices, and loving the noises she got from Jane. Jane couldn't keep her body still. Every touch from Maura was making her body quiver. Maura went to work on Jane's core. Licking. Sucking. Biting. Making Jane want her in every way possible.
"Oh god…Maura. Uhhhh." Maura kept looking up at Jane, and then back down to see what she was doing. She didn't need to use her fingers to pleasure Jane. Her mouth was doing all the work. But her hands were struggling to keep Jane's legs separated. Jane was beginning to tighten. And she couldn't control what her body was doing. "Ahhh, Maura…You're going to make me come." Jane was trying to be quiet, she knew Maura's room wasn't sound proof, but she couldn't keep her excitement in any longer. She felt the warmth in her core exploding through her. Her legs tightened around Maura's head. Maura couldn't hear much through Jane's thighs, but she could see clear as day the expression moving across her face, and it was one she wanted to have etched into her mind forever. Maura kept moving her tongue around Jane's clit wanting to help her get everything she could out of this. Maura had no way of telling when Jane began to come back to earth. But when she felt the pressure around her ears lessen, she got the idea. When she took her mouth off Jane's core, she could feel the damp wetness she had just gotten from Jane, all over her face. She started licking at her lips, lapping up everything she could reach.
"Mmm. You taste better than I ever thought." She was crawling up Jane's body again, and once more, Jane was at a loss of words. Her entire mind had just been turned upside down. She was so confused, but at the same time everything was making perfect sense. She took Maura's head in her hands, and brought her all the way up for a searing kiss. She could taste the left over juices on Maura's lips, and it just made her heart beat even more. A thought quickly crossed through Maura's mind, and she pulled back to look into Jane's eyes.
"What's wrong?" Jane sounded worried for a moment, but the fear washed off her face when she saw the smirk grow on Maura's.
"Something tells me this wasn't what you were expecting to happen when you walked in here. Am I right?"
"Like always. But I am so happy that it did happen." They both smiled at each other before joining once more for a kiss that said to the other, 'I trust you'.
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A/N – OMG. You seriously have no idea how bad I feel for making you al wait for so long. I started writing this ages back, and then got side tracked with school, and my football stuff. My life has gotten very busy these past few weeks. Anyway, review – let me know if you're angry at me for making you wait so long – and I will try and do a new update as soon as I get the chance, but I do have 2 other storied which I also haven't updated yet so we shall see. See you next time.
