Black Raven Demon

By: Black Michaelis

B.N: Hello my dear mortals! I know I've been out for a while. I'M SORRY! You see, it was my birthday last I don't know and I was alone so I felt quite depressed. So I stuffed myself with chocolates and ice cream for the whole morning. For all I know, I'm alone at home. I went to the toilet, turned on the light and there and behold, that shit eating bird, Big Bird. In my toilet. Dancing 'I'm Sexy and I Know It' wiggle wiggle. You know what I did? I pissed on myself, ran out of my house and screamed my head off. I mean, who the hell, in the right mind, won't freak out to see that freaking big ass Big Bird in your toilet, wiggling his ass on your face. OF COURSE YOU'LL PEE ON YOURSELF AND RUN THE FUCK OUT! So Big Bird ran after me and I kept screaming that I didn't see this little kid in front of me so… basically I kinda fell on him… IT WAS THAT BIRD'S FAULT who was my freaking friend who scared the crap out of me. So yeah, that's what happened to my happy burfday (that's how Sebastian say it in the Jap dub where he sings Happy Birthday. HE SOUNDS LIKE A RETARD! XD please don't kill me)

This chapter will be a bit confusing, just to remind you and some things are revealed about Rachel. I'm sorry if there's any mistakes since I suck at grammar and I might go edit them later~

Disclaimer: Me no own Kuro-SHIT-suji

Losing Self Control

Sebastian didn't know how it happened but, Rachel was lying on top of his stomach horizontally with her head hanging on the side of the bed, sleeping soundly.

Rachel shifted, looking for a more comfortable position. She pushed herself up, lifted his leg that was near the edge of the bed and snuck her head under his leg. Sebastian raised an eyebrow, looking at the strange situation they were in.

Rachel sighed when she finally felt comfortable, not knowing that that she was resting her hand above his private part, giving it a slight squeeze.

Sebastian flinched slightly. No one in his entire long life dared to touch him like that.

He just gave out a tired sigh as he covered his face with his hand, gazing at the ceiling with his glowing crimson eyes.
How long is he going to stay hidden? It's been a hundred years since he ate his last meal. He needs to gain back his strength and continue the fight he has abandoned.

How did he end up like this?

He sat up, carefully untangled himself from Rachel and went to the kitchen to prepare for the morning.

He turned on the light and opened one of the cupboards to see what he can cook for today.

"..." Sebastian was speechless. He found the cupboard full of noodles. He quickly closed it and moved on to the next one.

Another cupboard full of noodles.

He checked everywhere but all he could find is noodles, water bottle, noodles, stacks of coffee and more noodles.

Sebastian gave out a tired sigh as he finally gave up looking for something healthier to cook. He can just snap his fingers for the food to appear but it takes a lot of energy. Sebastian cupped his chin in thought.

"... what to do?"

Rachel's phone alarm rang loudly. Rachel groaned as she tried to grab the annoying device that caused a lot of noise and threw at the wall. The phone stopped ringing and Rachel lied back down to her comfortable warm bed.

Then the phone rang louder than before.

Rachel's body shook in irritation as she pushed herself up "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" she burst out angrily as she dragged herself out of the bed, grabbed the ringing phone, opened her window and threw it outside.

There was a loud screeching of tires and a loud crash followed as she closed the window.

She stomped out of her bedroom and went to the kitchen.
There, she saw Sebastian cooking noodles in her medium size boiler. He wore the grey tank top and black jogging pants that she bought for him yesterday. He said that he found this clothing very comfortable.

"Good morning." He greeted as he turned around and smiled at the grumbling, half asleep girl.

"... morning." she mumbled but loud enough for him to hear. She sat down on the chair and face planted her face on the dining table. Sebastian turned off the stove and set down a white bowl on the table. Rachel perked up as the smell of the food reached her nose. She raised an eyebrow as she looked at what was inside of the bowl.

"Ramen?" she asked, unsure as she studied the food in front of her.

Sebastian bowed slightly "Yes, it is." he answered and smiled at Rachel. He just added some ingredients to make the ramen but it took a lot of his energy. He felt a little dizzy but so far, he's fine.

Without a second thought, Rachel took the bowl of ramen, brought it up to her lips and gulped it down.
Sebastian had the urge to correct her but since she's not his master, yet, he would have to restrain himself. And besides, he doesn't really have the energy to argue with her.

Rachel put it down and burped loudly. Sebastian just sighed. "Thank you." she said as she stood up. She walked over to the counter and grabbed an apple from the basket and took a knife from the drawer.

"Please let me do the honour to do that for you, Rachel." Sebastian said as he went up to her.

Rachel snorted. "It's okay. I can do this by myself." she said not looking at him as she started to peel the skin off.
Rachel flinched slightly as she accidentally cut herself. It isn't that big but there's a lot of blood coming out.
She was about to suck on it but Sebastian grabbed her wrist and put the cut finger inside his mouth.

Sebastian had his eyes closed as he swirled his tongue around, tasting her blood coated skin. He was sucking on it, wanting to taste more blood.

Rachel blinked, shifting her eyes awkwardly "Uhmm.. Sebastian, you can stop now, you know."

Sebastian opened his eyes, revealing his glowing crimson eyes, staring back at her green ones hungrily.

She didn't know how it happened but all of a sudden, her back is against the wall. Sebastian trapped her between the wall and his built solid body as he sucked and nipped at her neck fiercely. Rachel tried to push him away but she didn't have the enough strength concidering his size to her small frame.

"Sebastian! Stop!" she yelled at him as she continued to struggle.

Sebastian just continued, ignoring her as he kissed her harshly on the lips. She closed her eyes tightly as she gathered all her strength and pushed Sebastian away and slapped him across the face.

Sebastian's eyes widened. What was he doing? He was slightly happy and mad about Rachel slapping him. It helped him to snap out of it but it did hurt, leaving a red painful mark on his cheek.

He faced Rachel who was breathing heavily, her hair covering her face.

"I—" he was about to apologize when Rachel held out a hand, silencing him.

She looked up, breathed out the air she's been holding and cupped his face, caressing the red print on his cheek with her thumb gently. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hit you that hard." she said in a mellow voice as she studied Sebastian's cheek. "I'm really sorry."

Sebastian just stood there, letting her caressed his face. He was expecting her to get mad at him, yell and will not talk to him or even kick him out. But apologize? Why would she apologize for stopping him from devouring her?
Sebastian just held her wrist and looked at her straight in the eye "I should be the one who's sorry."

"Of course!" she yelled as she pulled back, resting her hands on her hips "You stole my first kiss you Mr First Kiss Stealer!" she yelled and pouted "Meanie."

Sebastian chuckled and hugged her and she hugged him back. Rachel loves hugging someone, even if it's a stranger. She likes it when Sebastian is hugging her, she felt safe in his arms for reasons she can't explain. Then, they pulled away.

"I have to get ready to go to work now." she said as she ran back to the bedroom.

Sebastian smirked as he licked his lips. She really is different from any other humans he met. The taste of her blood almost drove him crazy, making him crave for more. If Rachel hadn't stopped him, she would no longer exist. But he will wait. He wanted to add a little more spice in his food. But he wouldn't wait long like the last time. He'll make sure not to waste too much time playing with his food.

"Your soul will be mine pretty soon my dear Rachel. Pretty soon.."

"Hallo, this is Bank of America. How may I be a service to you?" Rachel spoke through the little microphone in her headset.

Rachel couldn't take her mind off of what happened that morning. Why did Sebastian do that? She kept asking herself and she was lost in thought, forgetting that the caller was waiting for her on the other end.

"Hello? Are you still there?" the caller asked, growing quite irritated.

Rachel pouted "Hey, I have a question." she said as she finally spoke.

"Huh?" the caller asked, confused. "Wha-what is it?"

"Is it okay for people to kiss someone they barely knew?"

The caller is really confused. He's the one who should be asking help and not the other way around! But he just decided to answer the question. "Well, in my opinion.. No. Unless the person they kissed liked it."

Rachel thought for a moment "Then, what if the person they kissed is... I dunno.. numb?"

"Well, it really depends on the person. If it's against your will, it's called harassment or rape. When you like it, that's because you're growing feelings for that person. And if you're... as you say numb or don't feel nothing at all well.. I'm not really quite sure."

Rachel nodded "Okay, thanks for the help. Bye!"

"Wait! You still haven't—" Rachel cut off the call and took off her headset. She laid her back on her computer chair and stared at the ceiling, thinking really hard. "Fucking hell. I forgot to drink my coffees." she groaned as she stood up, deciding to go to the coffee shop.

As she walked along, tucking her hands inside her red polka dots pyjama pockets, she saw a girl with bouncy curled, bleached red hair. She wore a simple blue dress that ends up before her knees and a black blazer. Her high heels clicked against the tiled floor as she swayed her hips from side to side as she walked along.

When her brown eyes connected with Rachel's emerald ones, she had a scornful look on her face as she stopped and rested her hand on her hips "You've forgotten to change from your pyjamas again, Madison."

Rachel raised an eyebrow "Why do you care? It's none of your fucking business, bitch."

The young woman gasped "How dare you talk to me like that!"

"What'cha gonna do? Slap me with your hair again?"

The woman growled as she fisted her hands angrily "You have no right to call me such names! I am Mildred Colle! Remember that!" she yelled as Rachel ignored her and walked passed her.

Mildred gritted her teeth in irritation "You don't turn your back on me when I'm talking to you!" she said as she stomped her foot "I bet your stupid fat mother didn't teach you any manners at all!"

Rachel stopped in her tracks.

Mildred squeaked as her back pressed against the wall with Rachel holding both of her wrist. "Let me go!" she demanded as she tried to push her off.

Rachel just smirked. She moved her lips near her ears and whispered seductively "You can insult me all you can but," she tightened her hold on her wrist "If you dare to insult any of my family, you'll pay dearly." she let go and smirked before she walked away, tucking her hands in her pyjama pockets again.

Mildred held her wrist gently, trying to sooth the pain. She looked at the walking away figure of Rachel and clenched her teeth together, her eyebrows furrowed in an angry expression.

"You deserve every painful thing that happened to you, Antoinette."

Rachel pushed the door of the office cafe and walked over to the counter.

The cafe is quiet for the fact that there are a lot of people. The cafe is surrounded by the colour brown. There are portraits of coffee or anything that is related to coffee.

Rachel leaned at the counter, looking for someone. "Antonio? Antonio?" she called.

A dark haired man, maybe in his late thirties, came out from the back of the coffee shop holding a tray with six coffees. He has a tan skin and a tall towering built figure. His dark brown round eyes is filled with warmness and gentleness as it met Rachel's emerald orbs. "Oh hello Milady, it's nice to see you today." he greeted her with a warm smile. Though he's in his thirties, women still notice him because of his young handsome and manly features that every woman would want to have his babies (B.N: rofl!). But he paid them no mind since he isn't really interested having a relationship with anyone.

Rachel smiled back "How many times do I have to tell you that you don't have to call me that anymore?" she laughed as she accepted the tray that was given to her.

"You didn't go yesterday, did something happen?" The man, known as Antonio, asked as he wiped the already sparkling clean counter.

Rachel gulped down the coffee "Well," she started as she set the cup down "I found this guy on the street last, last night, wounded. So I took him home." she was not bothered to say that the man she found was actually a bird who turned into a human.

Antonio raised an eyebrow "Bakit?(Why?)" he asked in his language that he taught to Rachel years ago.

Rachel shrugged "I dunno. I just.. want a friend."

Antonio had a worried look "Alam mo naman ang mangyayari kapag ito ay nalaman niya, di ba? (You do know what will happen if he finds out, right?)"

Rachel looked away "I know but... I just felt... lonely. I missed the feeling of someone talking and taking care of me.. Even if it will only last for few days I don't really care anymore..." she traced the lid of her cup as she looked at it with a saddened look.

"You do know that I'm still here, right? You can always talk to me Milady. I will take care of you if you'll just let me." Antonio said as he looked at Rachel with his gentle brown eyes.

Rachel smiled sadly "Antonio, you're no longer my butler so there's no need. You can do whatever you want. You don't have to trouble yourself for my sake. I'll be alright."

Antonio smiled "Though you've changed your name and your appearance, your personality and even your way of… talking… your kind loving heart never changed." Antonio worked as the head butler of Rachel's family years ago. The great big change of Rachel really shocked him that he almost did not recognize her. Her long wavy honey blonde hair that no matter what happens, it always looks perfect. But she bleached it brown, cut it short down to her chin, and layered it down making it look like a squirrel that got killed in a hurricane. Her emerald eyes stayed the same, though it's sometimes blocked by her unkempt hair. Her composure and gracefulness that he taught her years ago were thrown in the trash. Her straight back is now slouching, her shoulders are down and she acts really reckless, especially when she rides her motorcycle. She always wear very elegant and expensive looking dresses before but now, he sees her wearing a very oversized shirt, pyjamas and those bright orange converse shoes. Anotnio almost had a heart attack when he found out that this was his sweet, gentle, soft spoken, sensible, slow to anger, gifted and matured young master. All those years of training… went down the drain.

Rachel smiled sheepishly "But I like this new look of mine, I like it a whole lot better than my old one. I feel more comfortable."

Despite Rachel's smile, Antonio can see the pain that Rachel was enduring all these years. She's been through so much anguish yet; she stayed strong and pushes herself up every time she falls. She was betrayed, hurt, pushed away, unloved, left alone and was back stabbed by the person she trusted and loved.
He hated seeing her like this. He took care of her since she was small and knows everything about her.

Every person she loved left her all alone.

But whatever happens, he will not leave her alone and will do anything to keep her safe and from another broken heart.

Sebastian lie himself on the couch. He just finished devouring someone's soul but it's still not enough to satisfy his aching hunger. He needed to make a contract with Rachel as soon as possible.

He was so hungry and desperate that he ran away from his master, causing a battle between them.
After all these centuries, his master got stronger and had the possession of the sword that he used to kill Claude Faustus. But since he hasn't eaten any soul for the past centuries, this made him weak causing a huge cut on his chest that he failed to dodge from his master's attack. But gladly, he escaped.

Since he broke his master's order, he's no longer bound to him and the contract on his hand, gone.

He raised an eyebrow as he sensed two presences outside the house. He silently stood up and leaned his body against the wall as he looked out at the window.

There he saw, two bald men with dark sunglasses wearing a black suit, spying the house. One of the men pressed something in his ear and spoke in a muted tone then, both of them left. Sebastian wondered why they were spying on the house. He's been seeing these men for the past few days since he got here. He pulled the blinds down and watched the sleek black car drove away.

He has to keep an eye on things around here.

B.N: Confusing eh? Don't worry! Your questions will be answered in the next chapters! I would just like to thank all those people who fav-ed, alerted and reviewed this story! You guys really made my day! Your each and every review is my treasures. Even those who just read this, I still want to thank you for wasting your time reading this story of mine.

I received a lot of reviews asking "Is Rachel lesbian?" Well, wouldn't you like to find out? Ahahahaha! There is still more to uncover so stay tuned!

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