I've learned that I can love. Really I never knew it before Zell's death...he was just..just someone I wanted to have sex with really. But then really, perhaps I' haven't learned anything..I'm a human...human's are disgusting superficial creatures and maybe.. I'll always be that way. Maybe, I suppose Zell's death- or anyone's will ever change me.

I can't really say anything on this paragraph. I though t of it after watching some depressing Vegas movie. I doubt I could ever incorporate it in a story…