Chapter four: Fourth entry.
Wow it's been so long since I've written in this.
I've been enjoying my life with Ryan so I kind of forgot about this.
Well it's been about six months since my last entry. So I'll try to summarize the interesting things that I did over that time. But I'll be saving the best for last of course.
The rest of us have been noticing something interesting.
Despite being married Geoff has shown secret interest in Jack and he hasn't seemed to have noticed but Jack seems to also have feelings for Geoff.
However neither of them are actually acting upon these feelings probably because of Geoff's marriage with Griffon.
We're sure that Geoff still loves Griffon but now it seems that she is sharing his heart with Jack even if they haven't admitted it yet. It seems obvious to us that is what is going on.
This isn't something that we can help them in right now. They need to decide what they are going to do and I have a feeling that Geoff will decide what to do after possibly talking to Griffon about it probably soon if I had to guess seeing as they are being more obvious about their feelings for each other. But since there isn't really anything that we can do so I can't really say much more about it.
Recently Michael and Gavin have begun moving into their own place. They ended up deciding to get a small house for themselves. They're really excited to get it all done but they are usually tired from moving all of their stuff.
It is a lot of work to move after all but it's good that they are taking the steps forward that they feel ready for.
I can't wait until they finish moving so maybe I could visit and check out where they're living now.
Geoff got the rest of us together after Michael and Gavin left after work. He brought up this idea to celebrate this big move forward for the two and all of us agreed with that.
We've begun planning for the party that will happen here at Rooster teeth and of course they are getting alcohol and non-alcohol drinks since I don't drink. It's going to be great as everyone will get together after work to celebrate it.
I wonder if they've thought about engagement or not yet. They probably are close to engagement by now.
Only they know but it'll be interesting to see who will propose first.
I bet it'll be something lovely like maybe Gavin might take Michael with him to back to England to do it there. However that is only a guess since we don't know right now.
Only time will tell for that. But I'll laugh if I actually turn out to be right which I might not actually be right about it.
Recently there has been talk about the Mad King returning in the X-ray and Vav series after his most recent defeat.
I wonder if maybe there will be an episode where the Mad King and X-ray fall in love or something.
After all X-ray so far seems to not hold a love like Vav does for Ash despite Gavin actually being with Michael. Not like it matters since it's just a show and not reality. Gavin usually will run to cuddle, hug or even kiss Michael after getting out of doing any voice acting where Vav fawns over Ash. It's interesting to see as Gavin probably feels wrong whenever he has to read those lines but Michael understands that it is just a show nothing more. Michael just goes along to make Gavin feel better and in truth he doesn't seem to mind the attention from the other at all as to be expected.
Early yesterday Gavin announced that next week after they finished moving in he and Michael were heading to England so Gavin's parents can meet Michael enforcing my idea that he might propose in England. Oh my god I hope so because that means that I was right!
Either way they are definitely serious about each other but no surprise there. Everyone is just waiting for them to get engaged now.
Now for the best part that I saved for last!
Last night me and Ryan had sex. It was amazing. I'm still sore from it but I was so happy to give my virginity, of having sex with a guy, to Ryan.
He was caring and made sure that I was okay with every move that he made and of course I was.
I'm still actually covered in hickeys from Ryan but I did also give him some as well. We were able to cover them but even with them under my clothes I felt proud to have them on my body as it gives me an even stronger happy feeling of being all Ryan's. I didn't actually think that the feeling than what I already had so it was a little surprising there. But then again knowing that he filled me with his cum as an even stronger claim of ownership also did help in that so maybe just having it extra confirmed probably is what made the feeling stronger.
I definitely will be doing that with Ryan again because it was just so amazing.
Feeling him fill me was so satisfying so no condoms for us. We trust each other to be clean plus I want him to cum in me again if I'm honest. I truly loved it and I can't wait for next time.
How did it happen? Well we started by watching a movie at my place on the couch after work.
We began to kiss and I ended up straddling him then he ended up squeezing my ass getting me even more excited than I already was. I let him know that it was okay with a soft moan and I did slightly buck my hips into his. I also grinded against his own erection pulling a beautiful moan from him.
It escalated from there and we ended up on my bed with me on my back, Ryan hovering over top of me as he thrusted into me over and over again while we let out pleasured sounds at this. Even calling each other's names as we got sucked into the world of pleasure in making love with each other.
It's definitely one of the memories that I will always hold close and cherish as I will forever remember that night.
Maybe the time we do it again will be when I'm not sore anymore but Ryan is always patient with me so he'll wait for as long as it takes.
It's something that makes me fall deeper in love with him even as my love for him has filled in both my soul and heart.
I don't know when I'll write in here again but I kind of am tired right now but I want a warm bath before heading to bed.
So until next time.