~Kukamu~
~Love Story:Part 4~
A strong person knows how to keep their life in line. With tears in their eyes, still manages to say. "Nah, I'm fine.
Amu's POV
"Kukai…I…" I felt my voice trail away, trying to find a way to explain to him. I felt a pain absorb my heart, and I fell to my knees while tears washed over my face. He stood there shocked. He knelt to my level and frowned.
"Amu…"
"Kukai, let me explain first…I was depressed because…because I was lonely. I was all alone in the darkness while everyone lived their perfect lives, but me. When Rima and Nagi started dating, they were too busy on dates to visit. Tadase has been helping Utau and Ikuto a lot. Yaya is still helping the younger guardians. And you…you started dating Utau and have been playing a lot of sports recently, making us apart from each other. I know I'm acting like a selfish brat…But it feels like I lost my Onii-chan…" I frowned, still leaving out an important thing. His eyes showed worry and sorrow. He grabbed my shoulders and looked into my eyes.
"Amu, I told you before. If you have any problems, you can tell me. Please don't just…
…leave me like that…
That would make everyone sad. If I haven't stopped you, this would be a big regret and mistake to your life and it would be stuck with you forever. Please don't be silent about it. Tell me and I will try my best to help. I just want to see you smiling and happy." His face softened. I smiled, even though I was crying. Kukai reached over and touched my cheek.
"Amu, you are strong because you are an amazing girl that can smile though her own tears and tough times. You are strong and don't forget that."
I sat there shocked yet happy. I hugged him, burying my head into his chest. I felt warm because of Kukai. I felt happier just sitting in his arms. "Kukai…Arigato." I smiled up to him, a rare smile that I haven't given to anyone for a long time. I whispered, "I love you Kukai." But quietly so he didn't hear. I hope he'd notice now…
...I hope he does soon…
DONE! Hope you liked it! I'm working on a Kukamu Christmas fix, but it may take some time…ANYWAYS! BYE BYE! ~Aki-chan
P.S- MERRY CHRISTMAS!