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Do I love you or do I lust for you?

Chapter 4

Sick to my body

I woke up and found myself in our bed. Chuck must have found me. I was glad. He was sleeping beside the bed. His eyes were close in a peaceful manner. He looks so boyish in his sleep.

I couldn't stop myself from smiling a little. He really is handsome.

His clothes were soaked.

Had he not change clothes yet? That was not good. Chuck suddenly starts to stir and he looks at me.

"Good, you are awake," Chuck says sounding relief to see me.

"Yes," I say my voice sound hors.

"Your clothes are wet," I say trying to get him to understand that he would freeze.

Chuck looks down at himself and says" I don't care."

She was still sleeping. I was admiring her long curly chocolate hair and white skin. I touch her hair gently; it was soft and smells so Blairish.

My love woke up. She looks confuse and I felt glad to see her. I thought I had lost her and that worried me. She might not love me but I love her.

She asks about my clothes and I did not care, she was alive and it meant more to me than wet clothes.

I change clothe when she was sleeping again.

Chuck got sick and he was burning up. He has a bad fever and I was worried. The doctor came and had a look.

"Mr. Bass, temperature is 41 degrees and it is rising," The doctor Rivers says.

"Is it an infection?" I ask as I stroke Chuck´s cheek.

"I am afraid so, he needs rest and plenty of water," Rivers says as he packs his things.

Chuck was sweating and I wipe his forehead. He was fast asleep and I kept by his side. He turns in his sleep and looks like a child. His hair was tussle and I couldn't stop myself from touching it. Chuck´s hair was like silk in my hand.

Chuck woke up and I and Arthur had to move Chuck out of bed so we would change the sheets.

He gave a groan I and felt bad for moving him when he was so sick.

"Don't worry I will get you back into bed," I say as I was trying to get him to eat.

Chuck wasn't hungry at all he only felt tired and thirsty.

He drank a lot of water and I had to help him stand, so he could get up and pee.

If people had asked me to do that before I would have laugh and said no. I don't know what it is about Chuck? I want to be there for him and that scares me.

I was feeling very dizzy and warm. I felt like I was on fire. Blair was looking concern about me. I had never seen her so worry before.

So, Ms. Cold does have a burning heart? I thought smugly.

Blair might play cold and unaffected but I knew better. She was worried sick.

I was too tired to joke with her and I let her help me. I love how she takes care of me.

"You need rest," Blair says as she pours more water up for me.

"I need to walk a little, I feel my feet are going numb on me," I whimper.

Blair sighs and helps me up.

I couldn't blame Chuck for feeling chain up. Chuck and I went out for a stroll in the park.

Every nice couple was out walking today. Chuck was still looking pale but the walk did him good.

Suddenly Serena and Nate greet us; Chuck and Nate were already talking. Serena says" I am surprise to see you and Chuck so close."

I want to hush Serena down. Serena just giggles at my face expression.

I saw Blair´s expression and I really want to kiss her so hard that she fainted. She was pretending to look angry at Serena but I knew she was pleased.

We say goodbye to Nate and Serena.

I held Blair a little closer to me as we walk home. I need to rest and Blair could see it. Blair had such a kind nature when she wants to. She manipulates everything around her and I did to, so we were the perfect match.

Blair was trying desperately to pretend that she did not use people for her own sake.

I hate Bass must because we are so alike and that scares me. He also plays with people around him like they were puppets.

At a ball once I saw him lure a young girl to flirt with him. She was married and when she was found with Chuck her husband divorced her.

I hadn't asked Chuck about this story and I did not think he wanted to tell me. The party this evening was held at Bart´s and Lily´s mansion.

I was dress in my news dress with pink and white stripes, I like my dress. Chuck´s eyes hooded with lust when he saw me.

"Mrs. Bass, are you trying to tempt me?" Chuck asks me in a drawl. His voice was dark and dangerous.

I just chuckle and say" would you just love that?" Chuck smirks as he suddenly lifts me up.

"Don't play with me," Chuck sounds sour. I lean in and blow air on his neck.

"Damn you temptress," Chuck whispers as I ran down stairs. We ran past Arthur, he looks stun to see us act so childish and he just smiles. Chuck was laughing as he ran after me. We end up in the horse wagon.

He grabs me and holds me close into him. His warm embrace was making me flush with lust. Chuck saw it and smirks, he did not say anything.

The party in was full swing and I was walking with Chuck. We parte as I saw Serena.

I hadn't laughed so much in a long time. Blair made my blood boil with lust and happiness. I was crazy in love with her.

Suddenly Carter Baizen was by her side. Blair was laughing at his joke and I felt anger run through me. Carter was a womanizer and I hate him.

I walk with such a rush over to Carter and say" STAY AWAY FROM MY WIFE."

Blair looks at me with shock and says" Chuck, behave yourself."