The Littlest Girl Chapter 4, a big time rush fanfic

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I sat down in my little chair, next to Kendall. He saw my nervous expression and laughed. "Calm down, Kat. It's okay."

"I didn't know I was going to have to do the meet and greet!" I said for the sixth time, my eyes wide.

"Well, the fans want to meet the amazing guest singer." He winked again.

I blushed, and he patted my shoulder. It tingled where he touched me. But, it also calmed me. "Here they come." He said, and the nervousness remounted.

They had had me work on my signature, even though I was pretty good at it already, because it should look the same. Not only was I meeting some of the fans and sitting behind a table with Big Time Rush, I was signing posters with them. And taking the occasional picture with them. They only let people take pictures when there weren't too many people, because it would just clog up the line.

The first girl jumped up, and handed her poster to Carlos, who was in the front. She squealed when he said 'have a good time' and then moved down the line. She moved one by one until she got to me, and then she asked, "OH. EM. GEE. Are you the guest singer? You are SO lucky."

"I know I am." I said, signing her poster as she handed it to me. She took it back and blew a kiss at me, and then danced off.

The rest of the meet and greet pretty much went like that, so I never really had time to panic. Some of the girls were really rude, and some of them were really angry at me. Kendall told me they were just jealous.

FINALLY, when the meet and greet ended, we were rushed backstage, and from there, we could hear the screaming of girls out behind the curtain.

Kendall gave me a hug for luck, and then the four boys ran out onto the stage, and the screaming got infinitely louder.

"And now!" The announcer tried to top the sound of screaming. It died a little. "I bring to you, the people of San Francisco, Big Time Rush!"

The song Til' I forget about you started, and the screaming wasn't quite so loud, just so people could hear the song.

I listened through the song, trying to ignore my fear. Or conquer it. Or anything. I felt sick and dizzy.

Party like a rock star

I closed my eyes and listened to the song, hoping it would calm me. I told myself it was nerves and that I'd be fine.

Found a place where I can lose myself and just leave your memory on the shelf

At the very end of the song, I had all of my courage that I could muster up in my chest, and I was ready to go out on that stage.

I can't forget about you!

The screaming of teenage girls was to the point of pain on my ears. "And now, our guest singer tonight, coming on the stage for the first time ever, I give you, Kat Marks!"

I ran out on stage, sweating more than you could imagine. The crowd cheered for me, not as loud as for the boys, but still pretty damn loud.

"Hello, San Francisco!" I shouted into my microphone, and they screamed back at me.

Worldwide started, and the crowd had to quiet a little to hear the softer song.

Wait a minute, before you tell me anything how was your day, I sang into the microphone, cuz' I been missin' you by my side.

Did I, Awake, you out of your dream, I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep. James sang back at me.

You calm me down there's somethin' bout the sound of your voice. Kendall, Logan and Carlos sang in the background, standing a couple feet behind me and James.

I'm never, never, never as far away as it seems, I took a step towards James.

Soon we'll be together, He sang back, taking a step towards me.

We'll pick up right where we left off, I sang, dancing away.

Paris, London, Tokyo, We sang together, turning out to the audience.

Just one thing that I gotta do,

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone, I could hear Kendall's voice behind me.

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone,

And I can hardly take another goodbye, James patted his chest

Baby won't be long,

You're the one that I'm waiting on, He pointed at me, and I put my hands against my chest.

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone,

Girl I'll be thinkin about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide,

Girl I'll be thinking about you,

Yes, I may, meet a million pretty girls that know my name, James stepped towards the audience, reaching towards the crowd for high-fives and receiving sixteen hands trying to pull him in to the audience.

But don't you worry, cuz you have my heart, I patted a hand against my heart.

It ain't easy to keep moving city to city,

Just get up and go, We sang it together, both of us pointing way out into the back of the audience.

The show must go on so I need you to be strong, James showed his muscles in a 'power' pose.

I'm never, never, never as far away as it seems,

Soon we'll be together,

We'll pick up right where we left off,

Paris, London, Tokyo,

Just one thing that I gotta do,

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone,

And I can hardly take another goodbye,

Baby won't be long,

You're the one that I'm waiting on,

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone,

Girl I'll be thinkin about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide,

Girl I'll be thinking about you,

Oh,

Wherever the wind blows me,

You're still the one and only,

Girl on my mind,

No there ain't no one better,

Worldwide,

So always remember,

Worldwide,

Always remember,

Girl you're mine,

I'm never, never, never as far away as it seems,

Soon we'll be together,

We'll pick up right where we left off,

Paris, London, Tokyo,

Just one thing that I gotta do,

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone,

And I can hardly take another goodbye,

Baby won't be long,

You're the one that I'm waiting on,

Hello, tuck you in every night, on the phone,

Girl I'll be thinkin about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide,

Girl I'll be thinking about you,

Yes, I may, meet a million pretty girls that know my name, James started the last lines, and I finished the song.

But don't you worry, cuz' you have my heart.

The cheer was deafening. I could tell that the song was actually beautiful. James gave me a high five, panting and grinning, and I skip-ran to the front of the stage, my place for the next song. Paralyzed came on, and I took a deep breath, ready for my solo.

You, I pointed out into the audience

You walked into the room,

On a Friday afternoon,

That's when I saw you for the first time,

And I was paralyzed. I walked to the opposite side of the stage, and on the word paralyzed, I froze.

I had a million things to say, I put my hand to my head,

But none of them came out that day, And I shook it.

Cuz' I was never one of those girls,

That always had the best lines,

Time stopped tickin', I skipped across the stage, crossing to the other side.

My hands keep shakin',

And you don't even know that,

I try to speak, but boy you got me tongue-tied,

I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside,

I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes, I kicked my heel up and tapped the bottom of my shoe.

You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed.

I see you walking, I watched an invisible person walk across the audience.

But all you do is pass me by,

Can't even talk,

Cuz words don't come into my mind,

I'd make a move if I had the guts to,

But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed p-p-p-paralyzed.

Now,

I learned a lot from my mistake,

Never let a good thing slip away, I shook my finger at them as if I was lecturing the crowd.

I've had a lot of time to look back, and my only regret is,

Not tellin' you what I was goin' through,

You didn't even know that,

I try to speak, but boy you got me tongue-tied,

I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside,

I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes, kicking my foot high in the air, I grinned at the crowd that I couldn't really see.

You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed.

I see you walking,

But all you do is pass me by,

Can't even talk,

Cuz words don't come into my mind,

I'd make a move if I had the guts to,

But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed p-p-p-paralyzed.

As the years go by I think about you all the time,

If I get the chance I hope I won't be paralyzed, paralyzed,

By you. I pointed right into the middle of the crowd.

You walked into the room,

On a Friday afternoon,

I try to speak, but boy you got me tongue-tied,

I try to breathe but I'm f-f-f-frozen inside,

I try to move but I'm stuck in my shoes,

You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed.

I see you walking,

But all you do is pass me by,

Can't even talk,

Cuz words don't come into my mind,

I'd make a move if I had the guts to,

But I'm paralyzed, paralyzed p-p-p-paralyzed.

Paralyzed, paralyzed,

You got me tongue-tied, I heard the boys in the back

Paralyzed, paralyzed,

Now I'm frozen inside, They were singing background, and I was trying not to turn around and smile at them. I was having a blast. But at the same time, I was still freaking out. I kind of felt like I was going to pass out.

Paralyzed, paralyzed,

You got me paralyzed, paralyzed, p-p-p-paralyzed.

I fist pumped, and the crowd screamed at us.

I skipped to Carlos's side, he put an arm around my shoulder, and we started the next song.

The city is ours…

To be completely honest, I don't remember that song very much. It sort of filtered away in my brain. The same happened to the song with Logan, only I can remember being there, and I know I sang it. I just don't remember singing it.

In between Show Me and Nothing Even Matters, I stumbled a bit, feeling light-headed. It was all so much. Kendall saw my expression and the small stumble, and wrapped his arm around my shoulder, saying quietly "One more. You got this!"

"Nothing Even Matters!" He shouted into his microphone and the crowd screamed.

Cuz' the worlds stops, when I put my arms around you, He didn't remove his arm, pulling me forward.

Around you

Oh, and nothing even matters, I sang,

Eh, and nothing even matters, He followed up.

It's like one for the haters, I took a step forward, away from his arm.

And two for all of those,

Who try to shut us down,

They don't really know,

There ain't nothing they can do that can tear us apart,

No,

I don't care about the money, Kendall started singing again, taking a step forward and looking at me in the face.

I don't care about the clothes,

When we're together baby anything goes,

And we don't even need to prove how we feel in our hearts.

No,

This wall we build together, I joined back in, raising an arm.

There ain't no way of knocking it over,

And we'll be here forever

Getting closer, and closer baby, He sang this line alone, his voice echoing beautifully.

Cuz' the worlds stops, when I put my arms around you He put his arm over my shoulder again.

Around you

Oh, and nothing even matters, I started.

Eh, and nothing even matters, And he finished it

They can all talk, say what they want about us, I shrugged, smiling.

About us

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Whoa, and nothing even matters,

It's like the sound goes off,

And the people all freeze,

They disappear and it's just you and me, He pointed at me and then himself.

Anything you wanna do,

Anything that you please,

Oh, whoa, no

Forget about our problems, forget about our past,

I've seen the future and I know we gonna last,

Every second I'm with you just goes so fast, This line felt so true, and I shook my head, leaning it to the side.

This wall we build together,

There ain't no way of knocking it over,

And we'll be here forever

Thought I told ya, thought I told ya baby girl, He sang alone again, raising one arm up, but he was looking at me.

Cuz' the worlds stops, when I put my arms around you

Around you

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Eh, and nothing even matters,

They can all talk, say what they want about us,

About us,

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Whoa, and nothing even matters,

Nothing even matters

Whoa,

Nothing even matters

Whoa

We don't even need to fight, I sang to him.

Everything will be alright, He sang to me, as if he was singing back.

Nothing even matters, He grabbed my hand…

But you and I! And he raised both of them up, both of us facing the audience.

Cuz' the worlds stops, when I put my arms around you

Around you

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Eh, and nothing even matters,

They can all talk, say what they want about us,

About us,

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Whoa, and nothing even matters,

Cuz' the worlds stops, when I put my arms around you, He hugged me, lifting me off my feet and spinning me all the way around and then another one hundred and eighty degrees, putting me down on the other side of him.

Around you

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Eh, and nothing even matters,

They can all talk, say what they want about us,

About us,

Oh, and nothing even matters,

Whoa, and nothing even matters.

The crowd screamed insanely, and applauded wildly. It was amazing, but it was also so over-whelming.

"Thank you Kat!" The announcer said over the god microphone. "And everyone wish her a happy birthday!"

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT!" Everyone in the crowd screamed.

I blushed, and then gave the crowd a thumbs-up and headed offstage.

I got to the back, and when no one could see me, Megan and Jackie attacked me, telling me just how amazing I was.

I was having issues standing straight. Everything looked like it was tilting, and I was afraid that if it tilted too far I would fall over and slide off the face of the earth. The rest of the concert flew by; I don't remember most of it. When the boys finally came offstage, they were smiling and they looked all hyped up. I tried to smile, but my vision was kind of blurring over.

James gave me a high-five and said something along the lines of great job, and then something about elephants.

I think.

Logan gave me a fist bump and commented on my singing, and I could only hope it was good. Carlos laughed and patted my shoulder. Kendall stepped forward and hugged me, and I managed to lift my arms up to his back, but suddenly the dizziness was too much, and I passed out in Kendall's arms.

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