Is Tilly going to go?
Tilly's POV
Right so Jen wants to talk to me… why? And why now when my friends are going to be in the other room and could easily catch me and Jen talking … I don't know if I will go? That kiss we shared was amazing though.
Maybe Jen does feel the same way about me as I do about her? Even though she would never admit it to me … well not first anyway … When I was with her she'd never tell me how she felt unless she had too.
Maybe if she had told me how she felt more often things might have been different but that's one thing I'll never know … I don't think I am going to go at 10…
Jen's POV
I can't believe Tilly said she'd come and talk to me… if I want to get her back or at least be friends… But I need to tell her how I feel and I am I don't care that her friends are in the other room. I know if she does forgive me we would have to sneak around but it is better than not being with her at all…
And I know exactly what I'm going to say … 10 o'clock can't come soon enough
Tilly's POV
I look up at the clock to see what time it is, 9 o'clock… 1 hour till Jen finds out that I'm not going to see what she's got to say for herself. I know what she's going to say … This can't happen … I can't sneak around with you while I'm your teacher… you shouldn't have kissed me.. bla bla bla bla.
"Tilly are you okay over there?" George asks me
"Yeah Tills you've been quite for a while, you feeling ok babe?" Maddie adds in
"Yeah just my heads not to good just now" I answer
"Aww baby want a hug?" Maddie asks while sticking her arms out
"Yeah I do actually" I answer while giving Maddie a hug
Jen's POV
9 o'clock Just one more hour till Tilly comes in and I can tell her what I've wanted to tell her for ages. I can't get this massive grin off my face. Not that I would want to… for the first time since we broke up I've felt happy…
Tilly's POV
10.30pm … by now Jen will have got the message… that I'm not interested in her excuses of why she kissed me back… I am proud of myself sticking up for myself.
"You were right Sinead" Maddie started to talk
"I'm always right… but since I'm right so often what time are we talking about right now?" Sinead asks
We all laugh
"About Miss Gilmore not annoying us" Maddie says
That name Miss Gilmore… But I suppose I am going to have to get used to hearing it
"Oh that time… yeah I guess I was right, I thought I was going to be wrong though when she came in from collage today then she came down and asked if we wanted tea but turns out I lived up to my record" Sinead tells us
But I can't help but thinking what she meant by she thought she was going to be wrong when Jen came in from collage?
"What do you mean you thought you were going to be wrong?" I ask her
"I don't know when she came home today she was all happy and had a massive grin on her face like her mood had changed or something" Sinead tells me confused
"Weird" I reply trying to sound uninterested
But this got me thinking what if I was wrong maybe Jen didn't want to give me the speech she gave me the time before … and the time before that?
Jen's POV
10.30 … She's not coming is she… I don't totally blame her but maybe there's still a chance she will come through to me… maybe she's not had a chance yet…
Of course not Jen listen to yourself, you broke her heart and kept sending her mixed messages. You idiot what made you think she'd forgive you just like that.
10.55 … yep she's not coming… well that got rid of the massive grin that was on my face… and replaced by tears… I can't stop crying …. I've blown it with the woman I love
Tilly's POV
Maybe I should go see Jen but its 11 they've all had an early since we've got collage tomorrow. Maybe Jen's just gone to bed and wouldn't want to see me now anyway… what to do Tilly… What to do…
Hey guys thanks for reading my story… I would really like for reviews though to know to carry on or not… thank you and sorry it is short... the next one wont be tough ;)
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