Sorry that I haven't written in here for a few days, there wasn't that much going on for me to write….Not too sure why I'm apologizing to a notebook though..
Oh I'm out of the hospital, I got out yesterday. Mom was supposed to come and take me home, but I told her not to because Murdoc was going to pick me up. She kinda went all tense and quiet after that then asked if that was a good idea. I told her I thought so and asked why she didn't think so; she couldn't really come up with a reason for me to not go with him. I felt a bit bad for doing it when she didn't want me to, but I'm an adult and I'm not too dumb.
Murdoc told me he had to get a new car after the first time he ran over me cause my face wrecked it, then he had to get another one after the second time because well I kinda broke the windscreen with my head.
The flat that he lives in is really crappy looking on the outside, the inside is even worse. A lot of porn magazines and alcohol bottles lying around everywhere. I didn't say anything though, didn't wanna sound rude or whatever. I can't believe mom let me live here with him for a year.
He had my clothes packed up in a suitcase, but told me he wanted me to stay a bit. I noticed he had at least fifty keyboards lying around the living room. I went over to one of them and just started playing; I just really wanted to see if I even remembered how to play since I've been out of it for over a year. Next thing I knew I was kind of singing to myself, some song on the radio I'd heard before my accident. I stopped when I noticed Murdoc staring at me; he asked me where I learned to play and I told him I've been playing keyboard for a real long time. He told me I can sing really well, like an angel. I didn't even know that I could sing, after that he offered to let me live in his flat with him so I wouldn't have to live with my parents anymore.
I know I barely know the bloke and he's really kind of creepy, but he's alright. So I agreed, I'm going to go over to my parents' house and get the rest of my stuff and move it in here. I don't think my mom will react well to it, but like Murdoc told me; I'm an adult, plus he told me he's gonna start a new band and he wants me to be the singer and keyboard player in it. Isn't that awesome?
Maybe when I tell my parents that part they'll be less upset about me living with him.