Authors note:HEY! I'M KEEPING MY PROMISE IN A WAY I'M SORRY I GOT GROUNDED BY MY MOM IM LUCKY SHE IS LETTING ME WRITE THIS NOTE
TO YOU BEFORE I'M KICKED OFF! I'm sorry once again...:( this is all my fault and i take full responsibility for a good note...my mom went to the store for
grocery shopping so i will try to get as much as the chapter done right now so i can give it to you guys as a preview but remember i cant think about what i type
so it wont be very good...:) i will edit it as soon as im off grounding! I promise i will update in a week from now because i will be off ground-age then!
CHAPTER 1
BELLA POV
The pain in my arm has seemed to get worse at first but now i can hardly feel it! I'M SO HAPPY! The sky is getting brighter by the second
right now its at the point that it looks like its a dreary morning in forks... I miss that place i thought. I hope the lighter sky thing is good but nothing has seemed
to be going well lately... I can name so much things
My hair brained Mother
My loving and yet over protective father
The life I could have had
but most of all the family i could have had
Awww I miss My big brother of a bear
The best friend/sister that loved to shop...god i missed her
The man that i grew to love with his crooked smile and charming behavior
My second father that's cares for me when I'm hurt and that would do anything for me.
My second mother that's to compassionate and caring to hate anyone.
Finally the people i never got to really know , the ones i never got to call Jazz and Rose, My lost brother and Sister I feel like I'm dieing inside
thinking about them, And yet it feels like they betrayed me the most...The family that i cant help but hate...(sorry i couldn't resist Bella just seemed so dull in
this chapter!)
CHARLIE POV
Ive made my decision...Suicide,its the only thing i can do. Although i cant write the letters i planned on the pack have noticed my change and
monitor my movements 24/7 hopefully they wont ruin my plot.(hint,hint) i hope Bella will forgive me for hurting her I'm not way than one...
I gave Bella one more kiss on the forehead for hopefully the last time...
"Emily I'm going for a walk" i called as i slid on my jacket
She came out of the kitchen looking at me worriedly "do you want me to come with you"
I shook my head no. she searched my eyes than nodded her head
"ill make some muffins for when you get back" she said
"Okay thanks" i said in a clipped tone without a second glance i open the door and walk out to my car i started the ignition and drove down the
drive toward the forest on the outskirts of forks that was near the Cullen's old house i drove as far into the forest as it could go i got out of the car and searched
for my gun that i had with me just in case of emergencies once i found it i go out closed the door and walked a
few miles i suddenly came into a huge clearing that looked like a meadow it had wild flowers every where and creak running down the middle of the clearing it
was beautiful here! I decided that this is where my death would be I put the gun to my head and pulled the trigger but/than/after...
THAT'S IT SO FAR I WORKED ON IT LAST NIGHT TO! I AM ALSO SORRY BUT THE REVIEWS WERE A CLOSE TIE BUT MOST PEOPLE DONT WANT
CHARLIE TO DOE AND SOME DO I COULDN'T STAND TO LET YOU GUYS DOWN !I AM STUCK AGAIN SORRY BUT I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT
YOU GUYS THINKS SHOULD HAPPEN FROM HERE HERE ARE THE CHOICES:
1:CHARLIE ACTUALLY DIES BY THE GUN
2:LAURENT IS IN THE MEADOW WITH HIM JUST LIKE BELLA WAS AND CHARLIE CAN DIE BY LAURENT DRINKING HIS BLOOD
3:LAURENT IS STILL IN THE MEADOW AND STARTS DRINKING CHARLIES BLOOD BUT THE PACK SAVES HIM BEFORE HE LOSES TO MUCH BLOOD AND CHARLIE TURNS INTO A VAMPIRE!(THAT
WOULD BE SO COOL! FATHER AND DAUGHTER=ENEMY'S BUT THEY WILL GET ALONG AND LOVE EACH OTHER I PROMISE! CHARLIE WILL NOT DIE CUZ OF THE TREATY!BECAUSE BELLA WHO
IS PART OF THE PACK WONT ALLOW IT SO THERE'S THE EXCEPTION:)!I WOULD LOVE THIS IDEA!)
4:TELL ME WHATS YOUR IDEA AND ILL THINK ABOUT IT!
TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!